idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it

Get it,  I get it
I swear you just look so diminished 
I just been hoping i'm in the clear 
I think I need to replenish
Been it, I been it
I promise lil boy you so finished 
Ima just make em all disappear 
I hope you don't end up all in it 
I just been looking up in the mirror 
Everything you think you did it 
Don't tell me some shit that I already know 
I'm losing it all im so out of control
Tell me that shit thats a place you don't go
I’ll pick it up but im feeling so slow 
Your filling up but you know im too low
You can't get enough when you know i'm alone
Im feeling stuck but won't answer the phone
Dont give a fuck and I let it be known 
I can't see you
Im tired im all on my own
You went off i'm feeling disowned 
Can't take it back after all you've shown

severe my head put it onto a goat
aint shit different you already know
22 years of my life been a joke 
im pushin forward with nothin but smoke 
im sliding different still with the same folks 
yoppa had his ass hittin the woah 
im off the tris got my head moving slow
wang on my feet or its them suicokes

idgaf i still slide w a broken neck 
the opps at the function its no disrespect?
bro had that dog in’em call the vet
bitch im in the sky like i just went and hopped on a jet
shawty a chess master how they keep me in check
i gotta lotta get off of my chest 
yea i learned that most of these goofies is bitches 
turn to a fiend if i cant find me the bean 
i get to pacing and itching yea
double my pack when i flip it i stretch it i bet you this gram go a distance 
i think im pushing my limits 
i aint up next bro i already been it
i already been it
oh no no no you didnt 
i seen the jakes tryna write me a ticket
feel like bananas the way that im splittin 
red dot on your head there aint much to dip'n
ima keep winning
honestly yo ass should prolly just give in 
talk to much bouta bitch im hidden 
i aint up next but i already been it

Spotify

been it ft. riptony (kari)

mixed by me
master by @assperrr

lyrics

life could be a dream
and shit wouldnt always be what it seems
u can get what u want wout cries or pleas
and ud only be urself thats what u need

in the summer imma take off
ive been pushing thru the cold
put my head out for no reason
so ppl around me r pleased and
ik i owe it to myself 
to break out of the mold

ive been fighting all winter
hoping u could spare a breath
try to drown my problems 
but 80 proof aint strong enough
froze my ass off the cold aint letting up
in the summer itll be better
cuz i was dying in november
i was trying to reach out
cuz last time u said i should
i cant go anywhere
wout thinking of the park
how wed make shapes in the stars
now i cant salvage what was scarred

ull let me die in this bed alone
am i asking too much
i dont wanna be a bother
or cry out i need a crutch
i just dont wanna be round ppl that r gon make me feel so dumb
i just dont wanna let u in if ur gon use it on me later

life could be a dream
and shit wouldnt always be what it seems
u can get what u want wout cries or pleas
and ud only be urself thats what u need
x2

life could be a dream (jolst)

just know

prod me

[lyrics]

Yeah you’re like
Blue sky
I’ll try
One more time and a thousand more
To get near to you
2x

Yeah i've been beyond it
I put it all behind me last month
I refuse to catch up
When i fall behind
Im sorry, i take all your time
That's on me
What do you want from me
Lately im drifting
Way beyond listening to anybody else
What do you want from me
Lately im drifting
Way beyond listening to anybody

Blue sky
I’ll try
One more time and a thousand more
To get near to you
2x

And you don’t have to stay

blue sky

lyrics:
i seen a goat lose hi confidence 
they wonder why i act so damn cocky
kick it with eddie like shrek and donkey
folks tryna press but they aint gon stop me
got off the game but the shit just the same
gotta snow bunny hoe knock the soul out my body
yessir yes i done popped like a molly
pass on the attitude still love the body on god
mf shut up and get slutty
she on my jeans i told her i aint buddy
throw it back hold down
way that she arching her back remind me of my hometown
throw it back motown
im off the drank too heavy i told her to slow it down

to me im the best boy i keep getting better 
the folks get mad cuz i keep applying pressure
dollar signs to my name i should change it to ke$ha
i keep tryna say watch where you setting
these folks go out sad tryna get you set up
keep a mac no donald clip big like the sandwich

whole team been eating good mf
we tryna push through ya hood matter fact
lets switch the roles up just for a second
i bet you wish that we couldve did that
i bet  you wish that you couldve went back
catch him down bad while he lookin back
reminiscing while i get the riches on god mf im cool with that

waste yo time
you only get so long
the torch could burn out on yo own
and plus folks tryna take it from you fuck'em

motown freestyle (808AD)

complicateddd

I am back again!! a bit busy with college tho. but fr should I make a vocals tutorial? :3

vocal preset tutorial!!! : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxAia_EQka4

artwork: /// prod. serenity, @stylas

.・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。.

vocal preset: payhip.com/b/U43nk
discord: https://discord.gg/fcfA9WVXUP 


it's just like the book
you really are a strange person
you come to the hospital to visit me and yet all this time
you haven't said a word

...wanna kill yourself with me?...

[@1sunsuu]
oh could you tell me if it worth it
one wrong words and you just change into a whole different person
pushing all these fucking smokes inside my lungs got me dying
and I think I've lost my mind, cause my mind feel so crowded
I'm too weak, I'm too harmless oh I think that I'm broken
lately walking thru the city with my mind feel so hopeless
lost some thoughts inside my mind oh boy I needed to focus
yeah I try to fucking help but i don't know if it worth it
and all these voice surrounds me still running round inside my head

never step outside the house cause I'm so scare of going out
I'm too busy getting bands oh boy I guess I push my luck
but death is coming really close so I always end up giving up
if I hate myself so much then I would fucking end it all
I don't want to do this all again
hope for the better for myself
when will the suffering would end?
my love for you it's still the same
I wish that I could fucking change
I'm still tie into these chain
forgetting words that you've said

(who ever does finds it, they'll be the one whose supposed to)
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ☆.｡.:* cause that's the way, it meant to be ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

givingup -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̮‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ‧̫‧⑅ˏ͛-  #memory (serenity, stylas)

Produced by me <3
[lyrics]
I would realign the stars if it meant something
would you wait, would it change us
oh ohhh
I won't waste my time just to wait up
Did somebody ever see you, for the person that you are
I could leave it where we are, I refuse to run away
I got time that you won't take, just believe me it's okay

I got way too much hate built up
said it's all love, I don't mean much by it
Honestly, I don't mind it but 
the space I reside is turning way too hollow
All the days I borrowed came right back
to me fragile just like glass and I 

I would realign the stars if it meant something
would you wait, would it change us
oh ohhh
I won't waste my time just to wait up
Did somebody ever see you, for the person that you are
I could leave it where we are, I refuse to run away
I got time that you won't take, just believe me it's okay

I got way too bitter, I'm not a quitter
made it through the winter, I can't see the bigger picture
I'm not a quitter
made it through the winter, I can't see the bigger picture

realign

prod me

[lyrics]
Just don’t remind me
I’m supposed to wait on your timing
Don’t remind me
I’m supposed to wait on your timing

I left a piece of me behind
In the past
You can’t redefine
What you had
I need peace of mind
I need hope thats mine
I might close some lines
Just don’t remind me

Woah
It gets hard to hear your voice,
I think these feelings might destroy me
Feelings might destroy me
2x

No matter what I don’t want to run
I don’t want to know what it's like
To be somebody that you never knew
But i’m falling behind now
In the past
You can’t redefine
What you had
I need peace of mind
I need hope thats mine
I might close some lines
Just don’t remind me

Woah
It gets hard to hear your voice,
I think these feelings might destroy me
Feelings might destroy me
2x

piece of me

prod me
[lyrics]

Split lips from the cold air
I know this is going no where
I tried to tell
I tried and failed
But i still cant meet your eyes
I guess that i’m as good as your guess is
I got things that i know i won’t mention
Know i won’t mention this
To anybody else but

When you need me
I will not be too far
I’ll let you break apart and then
I’ll find someone else
To let down
To let down

I don’t wanna lose the way again

I walk inside the wake of
The war that you waged on us
I tried to change my pace up but
I couldn’t catch up with you now
I want this in writing
I’m still arriving
While you decide
If someone else is right

(yeah you know)
When you need me
I will not be too far
I’ll let you break apart and then
I’ll find someone else
To let down
To let down

when u need me

first song fully prod me. no loops or samples <3
God is good!!! hope youguys can relate in some way

lyrics:

Mirrors be my enemy
I'm trapped inside what i see

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

I'm so sorry that I talk back to you
Know you're tryna push me to a better mood
I'm depressed I'm insecure in a new moon 
Everydays the same tryna speak thru you 

Sometimes feel if I'm too open you won't bless me no more
That all I that make should be bout you and feelings should ignore

Desecrate me again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

Lost too many of my friends
Jesus tell me will it end
Not enough once again
Swear I'm always on defense
The way I look is always dead
No emotion in my head
Try to numb it with the sound
That I play twenty 

Four seven 
I'm stuck in hell not heaven 
If you got a cure, send it 
Don't got a soul, can't sell it 

And everybody I'm around
Is so close to God 
I'm so far behind them
I always sit and stop
I'm stuck in limbo 
Where my body drops 
I wish I could be there
There close to God 
But I'm not

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

just know

O2solus