https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ziayy5wtGWxyMArKc9ZpO?si=de0aa4bdb68944a5

prod: @trustt

whats there to say?
everything u do always goes ur way
make more mistakes
but ur still gonna go lie to my face
i cant explain 
idk how much more i could just take
i get taste of bitter 
feel like my tongue filled with glitter

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

know u cant forgive me
been ignoring all my sins
been at the point where u dont need me 
but i still try to make it in
unlike the others, i can fix it
dont wanna go thru this again
it been so hard cuz idk when ur gonna
let go of that thread

i been told u
idrk if i should risk it for u
ive been losing patience dk if i know u
tell me if i bore u 
tell me if i swore too, never leave u by ur side

(i feel bitter) 
(oh no theres not a winner)
(ik im not a quitter)
(feel like my tongue filled with glitter) x2

i feel bitter
oh no theres not a winner
oh no im not a quitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter x2

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

glitter

glitter (trustt)

@kurse11
i gotta serve my bitch 
i gotta serve my guys
i got dat syrup in my cup now
i got a blur in my eyes
all of my bros gon slide
ion even got no ties
damn im still wit @rans0m
at saks, spend em racks up
ma said pull yo pants up
now dat shit dont matter
im in luv wit bread
im in luv wit batter
she wan giv me head 
damn, im so flattered
fuk y dey hate, cuz im doin better

spin our block, he die still
my lil bro on bars still
im tryna get off Mars still
she wanna hop in my car still
dat a bit still
bullets cant even miss him
walkin around n im keepin dat grip
we shoulda been done did dat
im tryna see dat bit clap
she said i had a big gat
call on my name, i miss dat
im tryna press on yo lips
im tryna tote on grip
bby throw down splits
im gettin blues no crip
s/o my brudda my twin

@k4rson
tell me 1 more time
girl get out my mind
i think u j luv to lie
we should put it all behind us, rewind us
girl yk we're timeless
gave u all of my trust
u used to be my luv
lets put it all behind us

@kurse11
i gotta serve my bitch 
i gotta serve my guys
i got dat syrup in my cup now
i got a blur in my eyes
all of my bros gon slide
ion even got no ties
damn im still wit @rans0m
at saks, spend em racks up
ma said pull yo pants up
now dat shit dont matter
im in luv wit bread
im in luv wit batter
she wan giv me head 
damn, im so flattered
fuk y dey hate, cuz im doin better

flattered w/ karson (xyjae, recyclebin)

credits://
@antag01
@rewind/hazel

lyrics://
i cant say too much
i cant lie that you been in my head too much
and i cant get myself up out of bed so what
and i think that i would rather be dead so what
be, be dead so what
x2

ive been sick sick 
grab that shit like pick six
talkin wit the devil contemplating triple six six
hit em wit that treble he wont even kno what hit him
you aint even on my level so stop askin how i did this
like whats ur business why u always trippin
get yo wick split start from the beginning
we some misfits push it to the limits 
why you acting like u never went n did it...

I know you missed
ive wondered ever since
talkin wit my brothers im confessing all my sins
lost too many people now i gotta represent
keep it to myself now i cant get out of my head

my god i wound be you 
you so damn see through
oh lord
i should need to 
but i think i need you
x2 

i cant say too much
i cant lie that you been in my head too much
and i cant get myself up out of bed so what
and i think that i would rather be dead so what
be, be dead so what

too much.

swing onnat block when i get dat mag
g 5 give dat boy lead 
3 or 5 get dat boy dead
sippin on fat like @dave-blunts
still been sippin on meds
i put dat tab on my tongue
i done been sippin on reds

im boutta walk in wit number (n)ine jeans
bad lil bit keep on makin a scene
i feel fine when i pop dat bean
ride wit dat fob dont keep no key
put all ur problems on me
im tryn see smth
not even gon stop on me, ik
u been da 1 for da street
makin a sacrifice
im not ur white knight
i said i dont wanna fight tn
i cuda died tn
i think i dont wanna try tn
perky n adderoll
bro boutta skip onnat tylenol
im tryna fight a withdrawal

u cudnt make dat better
walk in dat spot i got blood on my sweater
love wit dat bread im in love wit dat batter
glock switch wit da splatter
pop him in da alley way
blow in her nose, yay
i put dat dick in her throat, slaughter
these bitties covered in soap

i needa get her off
im feelin better off
better off da drugs
im so high up on dem pills
also, perc up in dat seal
im still tryna get kills bitch
im tryna see if u real bitch
im tryna see if u-

-run up my swag, smokin on runtz
run up my bag now idgaf
shakin her ass in my face, gimme butt
turn dat bit round, boutta hit from da front
im fallin outta, wtv this love
were fallin outta, wtv, thts tough
were fallin outta wtv tf u call it
im j in love wit my blunts

im boutta walk in wit number (n)ine jeans
bad lil bit keep on makin a scene
i feel fine when i pop dat bean
ride wit dat fob dont keep no key
put all ur problems on me
im tryn see smth
not even gon stop on me, ik
u been da 1 for da streets
makin a sacrifice
im not ur white knight
i said i dont wanna fight tn
i cuda died tn
i think i dont wanna try tn
perky n adderoll
bro boutta skip onnat tylenol
im tryna fight a withdrawal

white knight (xtasane)

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lyrics:

i cant help but feel lost
you were here but now you're gone
and i cant hear your call
all i got in return was the stress of it all

im still waiting
i see us fading
endless persuasion
it wont last, it never could

oh, can you tell that i cant take it
ive been seeing our time get wasted
i cant do this anymore
i cant ever be sentimental
i cant hold
mental, thoughts cant hold
your eyes lock with my own
ive lost all that ive known

in a cycle
losing all hope
i still want to
fix all our holes
wonder why
i still feel like this
in the night
i still feel like shit
got no fight left
i just want to quit

im done with lying
to myself now
not again

im still waiting
i see us fading
endless persuasion
it wont last, it never could

oh, can you tell that i cant take it
ive been seeing our time get wasted
i cant do this anymore
i cant ever be sentimental
i cant hold
mental, thoughts cant hold
your eyes lock with my own
ive lost all that ive known

im done with lying
to myself now
to myself now
not again

sentimental

sentimental (me)

prod me

[lyrics]
Keep in touch, i don't want what you want now
I got wings and I flew to the sun how
Burning up, but i still don’t wanna come down
To where I began and I know you won’t
2x

I’ll give it a month, or two
And rebuild my bridges
I don’t want but i’m willing
Just don’t make me the villain

Memory lingering, on my fingertips
I bet you wish that you knew who you were by now

memory

me, deepinparis and trin sippin slurpees 
@deepinparis @1crusafix
also another drop very soon🧟‍♀️

lyrics-

@deepinparis
i wouldnt have that itd be over in a second
you talked in vc why you acting like you met him? 
i spent too much on my shoes 
gotta watch where i been steppin
im tired of all the sneak dissing
i just wish that you would step in 

aye i can do this shit in any manner 
said you wanna get it you can climb the ladder 
said im sick of all the chatter
doesnt matter cuz my pockets fatter 
pull up get battered faster 
put him on a fucking platter

@s1ck2k
yea
i dont wanna talk 
if its not bout money
bitch i hop up on the track 
and i'm goin dummy
yeauhuh

bitch im makin bread
i heard they talkin on my name 
like i dont make their rent
say they like me 
bitch they tweakin 
like they got tourette's
[x2]

@1crusafix
put em on a platter 
i think im doing better 
copy everything i do 
trin u a trend setter 
catch me lackin never
put em on the fuckin header 
i just lost a couple bands 
but that shits whatever 

havent really been my self 
want a feature hit my zelle 
send em bullets watch em melt 
baby i dont kiss n tell 
im just trynna keep it real
can u tell me how u feel

platter w/ deepinparis + 1crusafix (dip + lyn)

i <3 @1gutter
prod. @n0thing2do

[lyrics]

no, no it's not your business
doing all that talk gutter group pay you a visit
... that's a bummer and it's mystic
choppa on me (negev), when i feed it you go missing
distance i know,
travel where you won't, gotta
keep it on the move, bitch my
chop go where i go,
and i keep it on the low...
gutter group stay with the smoke (cough)
counting up this dough, and i'm clutching 44 (4....)

hi, im low, all my emotions for show
boutta pop out with that laser beam i'll stick you better move...
...(if you) if you duck my choppa goose,
got a hair trigger pistol and it like to fucking shoot

i don't give a fuck what they say
if you got a problem imma let the (click) spray
...imma let the (click, boom) ...
and i'm bout it everyday

i run, i run, i run
just to wind up stuck in the same old place wtf
didn't
didn't have to get this far now i'm

letting time just pass me by (oh my)
omg, (i think i'll pass away tonight)
will you miss me when i'm gone?
will you miss me for tonight?
(will you love me if i have you in the barrel of my sight?)

(ev) every day it's the same shit, i don't wanna talk
every day losing patience, never had a lot (to begin with)
i'm alone a bottle full of scotch, 2 negevs my home defense but i stay walking with a... (glock)
i stay with my n2d and stat trak on the chop
walk em' down, headshot, put like 7 in your (throat)
are you stuck or just in shock?
all my dogs, they bark a lot
i got powder in my snot
sippin' tris but i been locked (in)

i been up passing the time, sippin' up i lost my mind (yeah)
didn't know love was a crime (yeah), my pistol don't cry
i don't got love for a bitch, (especially not when they trick)
cause bitches all lie (shit)
not even going outside, i been lost, i'm sick of trying

i'm so motherfucking done, i'm so tired of this shit
i'm so sick of all the times that the devil blew a kiss
i've been using up all my patience, it's time to call it quits
and i hope in passing time, i hope you overlook my sins

SINS [nothing2do]

@1yeezo @domerrz

lyrics:

im at a crossroads idk where 2 go
if u aint here 2 help then leave me alone
cus i dnt need anything else
2 bring me down instead of better myself

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

feels like all the walls are closing in, im in the middle
im stuck inside a jail cell i feel so fucking little
i can feel all my bones start 2 creak y r they so brittle
cnt think of any solutions, theyre so simple
i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

thts what they always say its more complicated than tht
cnt look at u the same, my brain wants to reenact
everything i did, everything i fucking said
everything i did, it jus makes no fucking sense
nothing really make no sense anymore
y am i waking up at 5 on the floor
y am i living like my life is a chore
i dont think i can do this anymore

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna make u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound
need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
am i the reason tht u frown?

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina... Carolina)

carolina (yeezo + dom)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @moz-103259352, @owtiss 

yo!
>the song is up on spotify now!

i take it ur fine?
u havent said a thing
im living my life
its never kind to me ;-;
but its alright
its nothing new to me!
wish i had more time
wish u would talk to me..

left it out of mind
i think im starting to believe
every time i try
im better off if i leave
its way too easy to lie!
how hard could it rly be-
to say whats on ur mind?
is that what ur rly like..?

cuz i honestly dont know
i see it all the time!
could i do it on my own?
i dont rly wna try...
while ur blowing up my phone
i just cant enjoy my time ;-;
why r u always so cold?
im just tryna live my life

live my life (yashio, moz, me)

Young adult trying to get closer to God with worldly problems and distractions  

memory

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