https://li.sten.to/dreamsss
ig: @ripavah

My dream is close
Murder and death she wrote
I read her like a book
Confront a bitch, she's shook

Go and take your mask off, show the real you
All your issues they're obvious, girl you're see through
I'm a prick and a bitch, and I'm screaming fuck you
All the times that we talked and I couldn't stand you
You fucked my dreams up, that's what it seems yuh
Drown away in your sorrows, you're such a screw up
Never once in your life would you ever show up
But one thing that I promise, I never loved ya

Take my soul, yeah it's tragedy
Hey but being with you, that was mad of me
But I'm not the worst
While I'm fighting all my struggles, you're all coming first
Cause you're my dream girl
Feeling so close to a dream world
This is just the beginning
No it's not the end

Go and take your mask off, show the real you
All your issues they're obvious, girl you're see through
I'm a prick and a bitch, and I'm screaming fuck you
All the times that we talked and I couldn't stand you
You fucked my dreams up, that's what it seems yuh
Drown away in your sorrows, you're such a screw up
Never once in your life would you ever show up
But one thing that I promise, I never loved ya

dreams

other platforms

dreams (foy, ayoley & dynox)

nvm.
prod me @assperrr & @claudesdiary
additional bg vox from @claudesdiary

inspos for song:
jane remover - search party
sewerperson - the harvest

[lyrics]

*intro*
last year was the start of the end
i couldn't be here without you
but the path split again
i've got so much to value
and more time to spend
but i've been treated like shit
how could you call me your friend?

*verse*
cuz I’ve been down bad
with a fake friend
I don’t have much to say when
I’ve been waiting
for you to get it
I’ve been here for so long
to just forget it
I said no 100 times
you couldn’t accept it
I’ve been way to scared to
read the message
the last one sent
makes you look obsessive
but ur the main character
want me by your side
and break my barriers
the more we talk it gets scarier
thought u were my friend
u felt superior
put yourself first not a thought here
if it doesn't work then its not fair
and u wanna say that I don't care
but I'm your longest friend who never got scared
pick the phone up shit is still the same
here's the dial tone shit will never change

*bridge*

cuz i haven't felt this in a while
it's time to go switch up my style
I never could buy I'm on trial shit
I'm blocking the number like

*hook*
go!
they hit me back and all i said was
nvm
nvm
nvm
nvm
where did you
go! x4

*outro*
cuz I can't deal with all this back and forth
I can't commit to what ur asking for
I've tried to mend this more than once before
don't hit me up I went and locked the doors

you liked to make me your main focus
to manipulate me till I'm hopeless
you make me like shit like did you notice?
you didn't notice
you'll never notice.

spotify !

nvm. (jauntsen x asperr x claude)

*lyrics*

Outline On the ground
I've always been an outlier stuck in my doubt 
While you've been in your tower 
I've been a around, the world in my head, and here's what I found 
2x
I tried to reach the sky
From my lowest point
I'm always asking why
I just don't know the point in this
I don't know
Know why, it's hard to think when you're not around
Wasting my time and
Trading pennies for diamonds
There's hope in the darkness, if you look you'll find it
Open my eyelids
i'm tryna live more, and get off this island that I've made.

outline

@dylaanlotus

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way 

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way x2  

cut my wrist and burn me down 
you're all i think about
you're all i think about 
like you're an angel from the clouds 
but no, i don't wanna fall
all the time that i lost tryna find my love 
did you miss me?
cuz u left me with these scars like i was 16 
fucking crying in the car and sipping whiskey
i remember all the times that you would kiss me
that you would kiss me
oh, i don't wanna fall
all the time that i lost tryna find my love

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way























































































































































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feel the same (dylan lotus) [+prod. tiedforsilver]

back

back of the back

stream

back of the back w/ pinkperc [siemspark x rlbeats]

wasted potential (kuku)

firing line when we step on the scene cuz the bullet words hurt when i talk down 
praise in the silence, i feel like i'm silas the walls of the prison just fall down 
1 of the 99, why am i still alive, abandon me i'm not all crown 
the love that you give cuz i fall into sin i should hang from the ceiling you cut down 

the rope that is holding me back 
my thoughts caught looped in a lap 
circles of running it back 
tried n i tried tried 2 change to past

holding me down when i fly off the ledge 
blade in my hand cuz i'm close to the edge 
where is the handle i'm holding your hand 
take me away God i'm sinking in sand 

when im in my feelings so erratic 
i cant feel my face it's only static 
Jesus w lumina healing damage 
lilos back, kidding, i'll still manage 

offline, take time 
cuz i can feel my vocals chords
tear when i cry

but i don't like to talk about 
i don't want seem too clouded 
screw all my emotions, i'll doubt it 

screw all the pain i feel
all these scars never heal 
Jesus please take the wheel
 cuz these trees look huggable

outline

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