beginning of the end as we knew it


Take your time with it
Ill say im fine with it
You say you hate to see me cry 
so I stay silent
I said I hate it when you lie
and you get violent
Here for the ride
and you get played just like a violin 
I know they talk behind my back 
I pay no mind to it
How many times can we go back 
before youre tired of it
Its the same thing again 
we just rewinded it
I feel insane in the head
there ain no hiding it
Cant even tell you how I feel 
coz you gon spit it in my face
I cant give you anything 
coz you gon let it go to waste 
no said you need your space
you keep begging me to chase you
tryna make me hate you


I told her 
Take your time
Ill make it 
worth your while 
how can I
Make you mine
Im tryna 
Make you smile
(x2)


I carry heavyweights through busy streets
nobody even see me
Said you love me to infinity 
but you didnt even mean it
Shawty pure evil
I fell in love with a demon
Tell me how you feeling 
Father son and holy spirit
Aim high if you really tryna kill me
Wont hide tryna show them all the real me
cant lie you turned me into the villain
head high almost hanging from the ceiling
I did everything tryna let you know 
baby my hands are shaking cold
told me move along yea its time to go
told her take as long as you need too


[HOOK]

take_your_time_[yurms_gateway]

lyrics :

you don't have to leave me out
just follow her path and go
there's no one to stop you out there exept you
find the rest and i will help you find the truth
can't go fix the time we cannot let you through
so long

i know everything you want
if i left you gon be sorry
you have better things than nobody but you

my time i've waste is gone
you tryna hide your stories
and everything you've done
because your action speaks louder than your words

don't go

until you're wide awake
woke up in hollow places
it's better safe than sorry

and everything is gone
and now you're own your own
that place has saved your soul
let you be there i don't expect you to return
don't settle down to talk
there's so much more you wanted
can't let the past go and the things you can't control

oh why won't you let me be
this place can barely breath

i'll let you be okay
and nothing feels the same
it's not your final path to find peace
don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
there's nothing to justify your mistakes

know everything i know everything
know everything i know everything

leave you dead on the open doors
greed can't help you be something more
see through threads like i did before

first time i know should have leave you dead
then reset tryna find a chance to live again
you deserve your own downfall
and hit rock bottom you taste the pain too hard
and let it stuck in your brain

keep that close and you don't follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

you're stucking inside and tryna be somebody else
put that aside and all the trophies on your shelf
i refuse to die cause i've been doing this for hell
buried alive only your name is on the graveyard
too hard to quit and i move on
showed up to your funeral with my suit on
the tears gon drown me

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it
you think that you're good on your own
if she knows that i escaped from your reality

oh i know everything

find peace find truce
shouldn't have belong in this youth no
living a life in illusion
passing away in confusion
it's all i got for you to stay
i'll say it out let me demonstrate
does it happened to be complicated
modulated
learn to take new routes
heading in south
finding a ways to getting out of the same old ways i know
but i won't take anything
it's my way i'm following
the right way they tell me things

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

oh the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

keep that close follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

Prod me

[lyrics]
I know that i'm fading, know that i’m fading
I want it all and more, what I keep falling for
Just take a step back and watch me fall apart
While you turn around
I’ll be
Phantom in your mind, I can’t breathe when you come around
But trust me i won’t mind, if you think that you wanna come around
I got close but no cigarette
Again and again I saw a post and i’m in my head
Brand new day i'll stay in bed oh
Really miss my friends oh
And i know i'm the problem
I should call them
While i'm on the right side trust me
I don't feel lucky, raining when it's sunny
Drowning out the garden

phantom

prod me

[lyrics]
Yeah the winters colder, 
And we’re growing up
And the weight of the world is
All too much
Don’t let me go
Because im bound to fall again
Straight from the summit
I might mess up my whole summer

Yeah the winters colder

Don’t even tell me i'm wrong
I knew it all along
Lying to myself
But lately im happy alone
I know you know where to find me
Cuz you see everything i don’t know

livilence

prod me 

[lyrics]
So far so bad
Walk in like i know nobody
I don’t need to know
How you feel about me
I say that and then
I lose my mind entirely
I’d rather pretend, we’re friends
Until you

(forget about me) 
Where are you going and
I know it's snowing but
I still need closure and
Even though i’m messing up I
I’m getting closer, you’re getting father
All my emotions, are beyond me
Wake up no sleep, dead weight cut me
Might get ugly, i see nothing
Looking up, i hope i’m enough yeah

so far

prod me

[lyrics]
Dishes in the cupboard
They’ve been there since you left
I know that you won’t come around now
But i still wish you would

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

I know that you won’t come around now
Now that the leaves are changing
But i still wish you would
I’m running out of time,
i wish that i said the things i wanted when its on my mind
I wish that i never broke a promise and i made it right
I’m waiting and i’m changing and im waiting just to realign
There won't be a better time
(i know its)

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

go back

with @o2solus prod @rewind214 love both yall
also im back at college now gg

lyrics:

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

(o2solus)
dont give up
on me yet
im running on bad luck
and u can see that
i cant find a reason
its losing meaning
im barely breathing
(woah, oh)
havent you done enough
cause I dont know what im waiting on
guide me off
if its what you wanted all along

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

until i fall apart

until i fall apart w/ o2solus (rewind)

Lyrics: 

I put down my phone it's on do not disturb
They don't see the hustle I'm putting in work
I'm stacking up treasure that aint on this earth
When going through fire it's not gonna burn
I pick up the bible I'm just tryna learn
Cuz when satan attacked god recited the word
Jesus is god i don't know what you heard
Sleeping around, man that's for the birds

I don't got idols I saw them all burn
I don't kiss pictures of men in the dirt
The body of Christ is the people at church
I stay off my phone unless giving a word
Pharisees draining my energy
I got no judases in my vicinity 
I read the bible and see all the symmetry
Spiritual weapons for spiritual enemies 
When I go to heaven my hand won't be empty 
This life is a war and I barely feel ready
But Christ's on my side 
So I'm going wherever he lets me
I know my spirit ain't empty
The holy spirit is living inside
Feel like Elijah, fire from the sky
How I'm using the word in these lyrics I write
Imma keep preaching while making it rhyme

They led by their feelings
Not led by the spirit
Say you love god?
But then choose to keep sinning
I'm flipping the tables
That steal from his children
What you break down
God can build in an instant

It's Sodom Gomorrah I ain't looking back
There's no more cussing when I'm on a track
I do this for god because he has my back
I stay off my phone and talk to my dad
They don't deserve me
But I'm glad they hurt me
Cuz bridges need burning 
It's a lesson I'm learning

I put down my phone it's on do not disturb
They don't see the hustle I'm putting in work
I'm stacking up treasure that aint on this earth
When going through fire it's not gonna burn
I pick up the bible I'm just tryna learn
Cuz when satan attacked god recited the word
Jesus is god i don't know what you heard
Sleeping around, man that's for the birds

Straight outta college, I turned to a saint
There was sin in my past I'm not tryna debate
They only think about what's in my bank
When I ball on the devil I'm right in the paint
Principalities catching these prayer hands
Praying in tongues I don't know where that prayer lands
Talk to the father so I'll understand
They mad at me cuz their life's built on sand
They mad at me cuz I'm young and I'm preaching
I'm not scared of demons I leave it to Jesus
I'm casting out devils so Jezebels screaming
I'm fighting for freedom we taking back regions
I rap, I scream, and I sing, and I preach
I do it all everything right between 
Because it's my assignment to help out the weak
So I stay off my phone cuz I'm working all week
I barely have started but feel like I'm peaking 
I'm moving these mountains I can't even see them 
I'm walking by faith, not by sight it's so freeing
I'm walking on water I'm looking at Jesus
I feel like I'm Peter but imma new being
I ran just like Jonah but god gave me freedom
But people still hate cuz this world is defeated
You turn off your phone but you can't silence me

Do Not Disturb (Pawl4k + Azami)

mental - angel number (jolst)

lyrics: 
ok, wait up, i am not a part of this
its not a single feeling but i think that we can coexist
i had to take a break i wanna write just like a lyricst
wanna take it slow but i was told that i should make it swift

optimist
why u always down x2
its better now 

optimist 
everything is turned around
optimist

tryna do things not alone im a legitimist
give away the wheel for something better im like what a twist 
now im making music and inators like a pharmacist
Watching all the numbers now they say im such an anlyist

i just hope i see u Soon 
your voice lingers in my room 
the air likes to hold -your perfume
i just gotta get, gotta get
out x6 - x2
222 y0uuu

repeat stuff

optimist 
now u tunring ime nto an optimist
(close enough to what i said)

optimisttꥁꥁꥁ✧✰*+._˄

prod me
[lyrics]

Ill dive in
When i see you walking towards me
When i see you walking towards
Me
I saw the worst
It made me bitter
It made me bitter
Yeah

It's been so long
Since I've seen you
Since i’ve seen you
Our time is elapsing
So fast
I'm trying to hold back
I’m losing its all bad
There’s so much and I

Ill dive in
When i see you walking towards me
When i see you walking towards
Me
I saw the worst
It made me bitter
It made me bitter
Yeah

phantom

O2solus