stress 

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-7rMnHidsw

credit:
prod - mysticbummer
cover art - mysticbummer
mix - mysticbummer


@mysticbummer
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress, yuh)

go, yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress (stress)
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress, oh
something's pulling me, it's pulling me, I'm down again, you know
and I feel bad about it, bad about the things I can't control
and that's not me, I feel it, it's not me, I feel it
but it's gon' keep on creepin', it's gon' keep on creepin' up

put your forcefield,
put your forcefield on me
hidden armor, they could never penetrate it
yeah, u my rock, u my guardian, I had to let u know
that I don't feel good when I let u down (let u down)
look at the time pass, all that I've wasted
and when I step up to that gate, I know you'll tell me
I had plans for ya (for ya x2)
now I got lost time that I can't make up (that I can't make up)

go, yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress (woah yeah)
yeah, I put it in your hand 'til I got no stress, oh
something's pulling me, it's pulling me, I'm down again, you know
and I feel bad about it, bad about the things I can't control
and that's not me, I feel it, it's not me, I feel it
but it's gon' keep on creepin', it's gon' keep on creepin' up

I know u got my back
but when ur hiding, it just never feels like home
some things, some things don't last
but I'm encouraged by ur everlasting luv
can't nobody luv like uuu (yea)
can't nobody luv
can't nobody luv like uuu

and I feel bad about it, bad about the things I can't control
and that's not me, I feel it, it's not me, I feel it
but it's gon' keep on creepin', it's gon' keep on creepin' up

+++++ acknowledge God today brodie +++++

stress *music video in desc*

rage.

jus chill brah. let this song play in the back while u vibe 

credit:
prod - mysticbummer
mix - mysticbummer

@mysticbummer
i can feel the rage, feel the rage
just dont ask me how im feeling
i cant stand another day in here
i jus cant
i jus cant
h-had a falling out with the bag
bag
bag
but im back
yea said im-
focus on the way i am
yea u could see it from my past

fallin out
hol up yea now im down
down yuh
huh we jus startin out i tell ya
i-i dont do it for the clout or the crowd yuh
now my father he callin
but i thought i had no reason
guess i didnt wanna see it 
but whats this life without a meaning

know im not perfect, but i swear im trying yeahHhH
hope that its worth it yeaHhHh
(...)

i can feel the rage, feel the rage
just dont ask me how im feeling
i cant stand another day in here
i jus cant
i jus cant
h-had a falling out with the bag
bag
bag
but im back
yea said im-
focus on the way i am
yea u could see it from my past

i been feelin down, feelin out
yea but i see it fully now
huh case closed, cuz im changing
hands down yea he changed me
and they can talk all they want, it dont phase me
yuh it dont phase me
bcuz my God is amazing
we gon shout it from the roof tops

@mysticarchive

+++++ Matthew 3:2 “Repent of your sins and turn to God, for the Kingdom of Heaven is near."+++++

rage.

Produced by me <3
[lyrics]
I would realign the stars if it meant something
would you wait, would it change us
oh ohhh
I won't waste my time just to wait up
Did somebody ever see you, for the person that you are
I could leave it where we are, I refuse to run away
I got time that you won't take, just believe me it's okay

I got way too much hate built up
said it's all love, I don't mean much by it
Honestly, I don't mind it but 
the space I reside is turning way too hollow
All the days I borrowed came right back
to me fragile just like glass and I 

I would realign the stars if it meant something
would you wait, would it change us
oh ohhh
I won't waste my time just to wait up
Did somebody ever see you, for the person that you are
I could leave it where we are, I refuse to run away
I got time that you won't take, just believe me it's okay

I got way too bitter, I'm not a quitter
made it through the winter, I can't see the bigger picture
I'm not a quitter
made it through the winter, I can't see the bigger picture

realign

prod me
[lyrics]

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay

I get so conceited when im all alone
I can feel it all
I can see my flaws

It's just enough to feed my ego
It took mine to show your evil
I don’t need more than this
I don’t need more than

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil

last time

prod me

[lyrics]
It hurts to be the one
That you don’t see
Please

I’ll watch where I run
And fall in line 
With you
I’ll see what becomes
And keep my eyes on you

Oh, don’t let me go
Don’t let me go
I can’t carry it on my own
It's way too much
But you won’t give up on me
I can’t carry it on my own

It hurts to be the one
That you don’t see
Please

I’ll watch where I run
And fall in line 
With you
I’ll see what becomes
And keep my eyes on you

fall in line

first song fully prod me. no loops or samples <3
God is good!!! hope youguys can relate in some way

lyrics:

Mirrors be my enemy
I'm trapped inside what i see

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

I'm so sorry that I talk back to you
Know you're tryna push me to a better mood
I'm depressed I'm insecure in a new moon 
Everydays the same tryna speak thru you 

Sometimes feel if I'm too open you won't bless me no more
That all I that make should be bout you and feelings should ignore

Desecrate me again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

Lost too many of my friends
Jesus tell me will it end
Not enough once again
Swear I'm always on defense
The way I look is always dead
No emotion in my head
Try to numb it with the sound
That I play twenty 

Four seven 
I'm stuck in hell not heaven 
If you got a cure, send it 
Don't got a soul, can't sell it 

And everybody I'm around
Is so close to God 
I'm so far behind them
I always sit and stop
I'm stuck in limbo 
Where my body drops 
I wish I could be there
There close to God 
But I'm not

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

insecure

Ephesians 5:31  “For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh.”[c] 32 This is a profound mystery—but I am talking about Christ and the church. 33 However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband.

{Lyrics}

Kingdom girl, yeah she look so dreamy
Got a brand new flow, I make christian rap look easy
I'm in my bag, I'm tryna relax but the devil keep teasing
I speak the Word, I talk to God and they callin me cheesy x2

I'm havin prophetic dreams like It's Planet Drool
Nobody spoke I got bullied in school
But I'm okay yeah I'm keepin it cool
They wanna use me but I'm not a tool
I see a demon get ready to duel
I read the Word when I need me some fuel
Soldier boy for the Lord, man i'm hittin that Youuuuuuu
Trouble in Tokyo, fightin them ghouls

I was sick I was under the weather
I got so caught up in chasing that cheddar
God said relax son until you feel better
She ran from God man I had to go get her
Man I'm so glad that she kept all the letters
Almost threw out our love to the shredder

Shoutout to God, he got me through the pain
Rebuking lies and rebukin the shame
Conquering mountains they callin me Kang 
Social Experiment, no i'm not Lain

I'm the vessel thats changing the game
I hear the gossip they callin me lame
God knows the truth and he makin a way

Kingdom girl, yeah she look so dreamy
Got a brand new flow, I make christian rap look easy
I'm in my bag, I'm tryna relax but the devil keep teasing
I speak the Word, I talk to God and they callin me cheesy x2

realign

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