produced by: Victxrw
performed by: Victxrw
written by: Victxrw

[hook: Victxrw]

you look so pretty when you lie to me, 
its frightening...
lie to me- maybe even die for me
or cry for me
use me like a drug use me for everything
its frightening...
lie to me- maybe even die for me
abuse me

[verse: Victxrw]

why do you look so pretty when you use me
abuse me, she said choose me or lose me
i loved you, you loved me
you used your love to try to drug me...
you made me fucking lovesick 
theres blood all on the carpet
you told me stop it
but youre the one who starts it

theres marks all on my body
you kiss my scars to try to heal
your lips are sharp and rocky
but i still wanna feel
waiting for you to call me
the feeling i just wanna kill 
but still...

[hook: Victxrw]

you look so pretty when you lie to me, 
its frightening...
lie to me- maybe even die for me
or cry for me
use me like a drug use me for everything
its frightening...
lie to me- maybe even die for me
or cry for me 
abuse me and use me

Victxrw - Abuse Me

2024-5-27
"I'll keep on pushing forward until I find the answer."

https://open.spotify.com/album/2yd9CL8xj25CCtJRkClo8j?si=ihZaJ2KFRamUles_ZFilZw

tysm to @loveismisery for the crazy beat!

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losing my patience
take a step back, heart racing
hold me in your arms, i can't face it
oh oh
running out of time, i can make it
pushing it aside, then we'll take it back

how'd i get this far out of track
hold me close, don't hold me back
and i don't really like that
but i can't change my heart again

i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

(i do it all again)
(turn our hearts to make amends)
(i'm so scared to let this end)
(so i'll do it all again)

so i'll do it all again
(so i do it all again)
i don't wanna fall again
(hold me in your arms, please don't let me go)

hold me down, it's swarming in my head
argue all you want, curse the words i never said, "i love you"
hold on to the tears i couldn't shed
tell them that i'm fine, but it's all up in my head

(lost touch, turned my heart into stone)
(hold me close, don't let me go)
(lately i've felt so alone)
(watching time fly, eyes closed, i've been on my own)

but i can't change my heart again
i was scared to lose a friend
holding my heart in your hands
and i don't wanna fight back
oh, so just do it all again

curse the words i never said
paint a picture on my head
still, i don't want to fight back
oh, so we'll do it all again

again, again, again, again

patience (kyoa)

performed by: Victxrw, Ozee
written by: Victxrw, Ozee

Lyrics:

[hook: Victxrw]

in the house where the streetlights broke
i start to fall apart when the leaves grow old
so i cant, i cant i cant
the frostbite burning on my hands
in the house where u saved my soul
you had a warm heart but your hands were cold
so i cant, i cant i cant
i dont think you understand

and i cant lie
tell me does it really feel alright?
when you scream and shout at me all night?
i get it i get it alright, i get it
i tried my best to forget it all
it never seems to work
im always ending up in the dirt
i always try to help but im always getting hurt

(in the house where the streetlights broke
i start to fall apart when the leaves grow old
so i cant, i cant i cant
the frostbite burning on my hands)

[verse: Ozee]

my anxiety kicks in
on the road as i drove past your old house
so i'll stay in my home i wont go out
say you know but i dont think you know now
keep it to myself cause im never getting better
while the leaves are dying out in this endless summer weather
cant take back what you said it'll stay with me forever
so many flowers on my bed when i crack under the pressure

in the house where the streetlights broke
i'll stay out of your way but i hope you know
the air is getting cold now
too late for me to hold out
i broke down in my car as i drove by your old house

[hook: Victxrw]

in the house where the streetlights broke
i start to fall apart when the leaves grow old
so i cant, i cant i cant
the frostbite burning on my hands
in the house where u saved my soul
you had a warm heart but your hands were cold
so i cant, i cant i cant
i dont think you understand

and i cant lie
tell me does it really feel alright?
when you scream and shout at me all night?
i get it i get it alright, i get it
i tried my best to forget it all
it never seems to work
im always ending up in the dirt
i always try to help but im always getting hurt

(x2)

Victxrw + Ozee - October

Prod me

[lyrics]
I know that i'm fading, know that i’m fading
I want it all and more, what I keep falling for
Just take a step back and watch me fall apart
While you turn around
I’ll be
Phantom in your mind, I can’t breathe when you come around
But trust me i won’t mind, if you think that you wanna come around
I got close but no cigarette
Again and again I saw a post and i’m in my head
Brand new day i'll stay in bed oh
Really miss my friends oh
And i know i'm the problem
I should call them
While i'm on the right side trust me
I don't feel lucky, raining when it's sunny
Drowning out the garden

phantom

prod me 

[lyrics]
So far so bad
Walk in like i know nobody
I don’t need to know
How you feel about me
I say that and then
I lose my mind entirely
I’d rather pretend, we’re friends
Until you

(forget about me) 
Where are you going and
I know it's snowing but
I still need closure and
Even though i’m messing up I
I’m getting closer, you’re getting father
All my emotions, are beyond me
Wake up no sleep, dead weight cut me
Might get ugly, i see nothing
Looking up, i hope i’m enough yeah

so far

prod me 

[lyrics]
I guess i lucked out cuz i got over it
I don't know how you know that im lower than i've ever been
I made mistakes so i could make amends, I won't make them again and i
I stay out of harm's way, i don't wanna part ways 
I’ll stay right here, looking are you sideways
And now i'm lonely up at my place, here 
Here, and i'm changing

But you're staying the same
But You’re staying the same

I know what you meant from what you never said
I am less, i am far from what you knew you wanted
I wish i wasn’t right, all right, about the way this
Goes
I don’t know where 
This went wrong

harms way

prod me

[lyrics]
Dishes in the cupboard
They’ve been there since you left
I know that you won’t come around now
But i still wish you would

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

I know that you won’t come around now
Now that the leaves are changing
But i still wish you would
I’m running out of time,
i wish that i said the things i wanted when its on my mind
I wish that i never broke a promise and i made it right
I’m waiting and i’m changing and im waiting just to realign
There won't be a better time
(i know its)

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

go back

"downhill from here" produced by @neohnq

Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

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