prod. joei

(you can't run from your past, you'll end up running in circles)

(come on)

Yeah, I see you with your friends
And I know that you're happier without me, I want it to end
And I'm tired of the nights where I feel I have to pretend
Said I'm doing fine today, the next day I'm stuck in my bed

Writing out my pain, but I'm bleeding through the pen
It’s a cycle that I’m caught in, I don’t know just where it ends
Got a heart full of cracks that I don’t know how to mend
Everything I'm going through, yeah, I wish I could forget (yeah)

I don't have any real friends
every time I try to talk, the words get stuck up in my chest
So I scroll through my phone, just to feel a little less
All these memories replaying, like a movie I regret

My life is building up with stress
I feel a sharp pain in my neck
My heartbeat pounding out my chest
I long for peace, I can't find rest

(o7)