What is it that you sing after "every fuckin'day I dig a grave" but before "when you come back I'll have somewhere to lay?

thanks for the add love it surprised didn't think it would be anything but this shit is like ripping my heart out...I'm dying like now! I love this shit  

honestly best song ever made. there will never be a better song. in my reality at least. if you disagree fuck off.

𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔬 𝔪𝔶 𝔫𝔞𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔰𝔩𝔲𝔡𝔤𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔦𝔪 𝔰𝔞𝔡

produced by me :)

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

https://discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

You said I was something
When I think I’m nothing
Always smiling at me
When I say something stupid

Always tryna call me
But my phone switched on focus
Always writing songs
And you know that it’s exhausting

Never think that anything
I write will ever make it
Always say I’m fine, 
Guess I’ll fake it til I’ll make it

Always regret anything I say
I can’t help it
Staring at the ceiling like
It’s gonna help me

I feel undone
It’s been a long run
Block out the sun
Try to have fun

Don’t look at me
I’ve changed in 3 weeks
Stuck under debris
Used to be so carefree

I stg someday you’ll try to call me
But it’ll always go to the voice mail
Lazy fat fuck, never achieved anything
I call me that, my self-esteem has always been
This low, can’t switch my life around
On God, that’s why I can’t stick around 
Prefer staying in my room and hate my life
When everybody around just feeds my lies

focus

Lyrics:
when i lay awake inside the hole in own bed
all these thoughts come back and they come flooding through my head
i wonder what they'd do if they woke up and found me dead
i wish i could reverse all the events and where they lead

i know that i seem crazy i just probably need some help
dont listen to my lyrics cause youll know that im in hell
i promise im just kidding and im really doing well, i wear this mask like every day its halloween you couldn't tell

i would really not be shit at all without my favorite person, i just feel so bad that every night she gets a different version, of me i just spend my days distracted with a big diversion, its the only way i function when im lost in the immersion

i know i say im tired im annoying all the time
i really hate complaining about all thats on my mind, ill either keep myself real busy just to show that i can grind
or sink into the void and smoke until my brain is fried

keep to myself cause i know that im fucked
i know that i hurt everything that i touch
try to be nice but i know its not much
working all day just to bring in the bucks

dont wanna feel so i just wanna sleep
smoke on a bowl then i fall in the deep
baby i love you youre all that i need
i promise im trying to get on my feet

know youre my life so just please never leave
life is so fucked but i wanna believe
maybe the good things we just never see
im just a bitch while i cry on the beat

say i dont care what no one think of me
thoughts will not stop but thats just how it be
sailing away so that i can be free, but im dead on the shore and i float out to sea

in my lane, on my own
hit the blade its the only way to go
im not sane, but now you know
i wont complain when i know thats how it goes

Fried

Fried (prod. Lil Nightshift)

hope you enjoy, or something <3 :")
prod. @user-230494921 <3

𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘵.
𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦.

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

she said i'm "hella right"
everything i say past three is hella right
and the night time 
welcomes me with open arms to tight bind
bright lights; everybody trusts it
i don't trust it at all
i'm terrified right now
wish i could give you a call :(

i overthink and scrap everything
i'm trapped behind these bars
that you could never see
a majority of the time
i'm disgusted by the industry
but if it's okay with you
then it's okay with me aswell

as the essence surrounds me 
and corrupts my soul
what a blinding gaze
i wish i could break it's hold
as i'm marching through a land
that is unknownst to me
i've only seen it inside of my dreams

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

purple fingers
makes these feelings linger
been staring into empty space
for way too long
caught up on what is "right"
and what is "wrong"

i thought about her
again, last night
again (3x)
last night

these thoughts give me dopa- 
dopamine
as long as i believe they're real

it always comes back to this...

would my god even care [prod. 4lexf]

Lyrics:
just do my best to just try and forget you
im not the best but i'm trying my best to
not think about it, the times that we shared
shit fucking kills me, i know you don't care

you with someone new and i hope that he good
treat you the way that i know that you should
expect from a dude that be grown in the hood
his playlist seem chill but i'm packing the kush

i'm just living life like a motherfucking game
i wont ever fucking feel i'm whole, i'm just destined be insane
i won't ever fucking feel like i will ever be okay
i just drown deep in this bottle and i hope that you okay

i could never spill my guts until the day you went away
i just hope i suffocate in my sheets in which i lay
i just hope i find the substance make this pain just go away
i know i'm never good, i hope you are, that's how it plays

(Spookybands)
baby i would drain my veins for you, i do what i like
i would love to drift away but i don't really want to die
and you're like everything i can't be, why do i even try
there's a chain across the gate again, you won't let me inside

now i'm just twisting the thought of the moment i found you
i think it was more of a chance
the more that i gave you, you gave up on things bout yourself
and this city just dont understand
i think maybe if you thirty and you don't have nobody we could do this all again
maybe then you would be happy and i would know how not to ruin it

mama hold me i'm empty, i feel so empty
and how the fuck can i forget you, if you don't let me
please don't you let me now
baby please don't let me
baby please don't let me

(hkfiftyone)
i hope that, i forget that
autumn evening, that we sat back
on the bench there, make a smoke stack
puffin menthol, we just blow back

Forget U

forget u w/ spookybands (prod idly blare)

~2300~

@lilskeleskrrt @slmnmore

Lyrics:

[HOOK]
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs

[skele]
i always do this every month should prolly heal up
i think you need me too much
i think i want you no love
painting the wall red maroon
dreams of the champagne
“i do”
know my heart bled
leave you
it’s so hard to see you
i need you here tonight
put the nine up to my skull
i wanna feel alive
hold me until i’m close
i’m saying why do you keep me around 
i always weigh you down
it’s not the way that i want
to make you feel stuck
baby i won’t make a sound 
need you to cover my mouth 
put my head to the gun
and let the steel touch
this is so fucked
you used to love me so much

[HOOK]
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs 
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs

[VITO]
Watch ‘em labor away
They’re digging the grave i’ll lay in 
Counting the days i’ve been
Just wasting away
Unfazed by your influence
You saw what it coulda been
But i’m drained out i’ve been hollow since 
Not a lot of those options left
Can you deal with the consequence?
I’ve never been good at this
Nine lives I ain’t got one left
You threw all your caution west
Still breaking your promises

borderline w/ skele & slmnMORE

prod me

sick & haven't been able to record much of anything for some time now, but i wanted to get something out both for myself, and possibly you;
been sitting on this one for a while
hope you enjoy.
take care

hey, i'll trade you for your sorrows
i've grown used to feeling that
and if we're talking 'bout tomorrows
i've grown used to losing them too

the voices i read with my ears, tend to bleed
choking up every piece of the letters i speak
wasn't always afraid of the pictures i paint
guess the brush needs a wash, mutilate, then repeat

hate when i reach out again
people speculate my head
you're not me, you're not my friend
frequently, wish i was..

thoughts reflected through my brain
too bad they can't do the same
shattered past and future pains
guide me home through rough terrain

i'm ugly with words
keep it blunt, little passive
hoping that i'll make it up with some actions
feel so trash, bounce back like elastic
i'm doing that for the sake of my casket
hurting myself in a hope i'll be gone
suck how the ones that we trust do you wrong
playing along
it's not even fair i can bare all the tears that i've once undergone

this life makes me sick; can't trade it
i've been pushing through the lame shit
stay averted; bad relations
let my room for hate stay vacant
pour it all on my own psyche
ain't no one 'round here feel like me
it's not a nice thing
never sight-see inside my mind
i'm mostly agonizing

i told them it'd be okay
it sure as hell don't feel that way
your limitations never stay
you're pulling pins to thought grenades

it's all the same
cast a wave and send me to a sunken grave
only then i'll know my place

woke up in a sweat so cold
in a room pale white, and a heart full of woe
passed out 'round noon, now i'm ten on my toes
from the sun's red hue, passed through what imposed
any chafe on my brain by the stains from the mulch
what kind of weight doesn't make you implode?
phasing a gate into heaven's abode
but that ain't a place i ain't think imma know

i haven't changed my sheets in like a week or two
(get outta bed)
summer's passed, and suddenly, our meanings too
(it's all that i have)

my eyes stayed tied into my mind
to undermine it's barbed wires

i'm trying to be what i need
choosing escape over delicacies
they weren't a choice i would seek
nothing was ever created for me

(4x)
i'm trying to be what i need

mulch

split

Fell In Love

https://soundcloud.com/user-938656825 guitarist Johan harnesk

IdontWannaKnowHisName

To the moon and back

I’m in real big trouble

I’m in real big trouble (ig: broly500__) [Prod. Taylor]

ill be back soon.

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
catch me on Spotify

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-wasted-til-the-end-of-march-lyrics

wasted til the end of March

IG: @lil_sunken_eye
tweet at me: twitter.com/lil_sunken_eye
catch me on Spotify

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-im-back-and-a-little-less-drunk-lyrics

I'm back and a little less drunk

in memory of theo

For Alyssa 💔I know you don't deserve a song but I made you one anyway...

Lyrics:
Where the fuck have you been? 
i know you like to pretend 
you're all alone in my head, and i'm pushed aside like i'm dead
they tell me i should smile but i'm empty 
and who have i become while i'm drifting? 
tell me where the f*ck are you hiding?, yeah maybe i'm an empty soul but i've been trying 
get this 
every fuckin' day i dig a grave 
when you come back i'll have somewhere to lay 
and i'll sleep all summer in the darkest slumber 
knowing he was more than i could ever be 
(and i'll never wake up) 
(you've got no backup plan) 
i'm not waking up so leave me 
walk away but tell me one thing
where the fuck have you been? 
i know you took my best friend 
you'll never get in my head, and i won't give in till' i'm dead 
they tell me i should move on and forget it 
it haunts me every day cause i let it 
i don't want these visions or your lies and 
do you see red when you look in my eyes yeah 
get this 
every fuckin' day i dig a grave 
when you come back i'll have somewhere to lay 
and i'll sleep all summer in the darkest slumber 
knowing he was more than i could ever be

the art of sleeping forever

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

the art of sleeping forever

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