WHITEHORSE___ADRENALINE

ft @drrux 
prod. @2giveup @intothemaw

Oatmilk:
And I don't wanna be friends baby,
You're sending me crazy,
Up late telling you secrets,
I'm so vulnerable,
We're so comfortable,
Feels like nothing at all,
And when that body's all up on me,
I just fall,
Fall,
Fall to my feet,
Oh but so useless of oxys,
Butterflies got me wobbling,
I fell in love with ketamina,
I don't care about anybody else,
I don't care about her,
I'm in love with the drugs,
Oh but when you shake your little butt baby,
It's enough to just take me,
I can see you hate me.

We were so high back stage,
I didn't know what to say,
Had alot of cards,
But I didn't know what to play,
Tried so hard just to keep a poker face,
Took another xan and said is this all fake...

Drux:
Fell in love after a taste,
Fell in love just after one touch,
It’s all I need ,
Baby take me,
Wherever u want,
I can’t take it babe ur perfect,
What I’m feeling can’t be faked,
I keep tweaking babe it’s urgent,
Have this dance with me,
Let’s go somewhere private,
Baby I want u all over me,
I’m so high can’t hear u talk,
Can’t see ur face,
I fade away,
Try to get up,
I try to walk,
U make me weak uh ketamine,
I’m off an oxy,
Feel amazing why...
Can’t I stay like this...

Oatmilk:
Oh but so useless of oxys,
Butterflies got me wobbling,
I fell in love with ketamina,
I don't care about her,
But for what its worth...
I've been thinking about you baby,
Been thinking about you daily,
I'm addicted,
You warned me and I-
Didn't Listen,
You're fruits forbidden,
Oh it's just buisness baby,
But it's in the way you make me feel,
Wash it down with a pill...

Drux:
Can’t stop thinking about ur lips,
I want u bad babe let’s chill,
Just for once I feel real,
Ur love is like a drug,
(Oatmilk: Taking percs like their breath mints)
Ur love is like a drug...

Oatmilk:
It's you, me & the shortecs,
You, me & the shortecs,
Ur love is my drug of choice,
Ketamina I love you,
I don't wanna be friends baby...
You're sending me crazy 💋💋💋

ι'м ιη ℓσνє ωιтн кєтαмιηα w/ Drux P. Yuno & 2giveup

iv december 2023 samples

https://soundcloud.com/1trauma
https://soundcloud.com/cementhead1

They say fake it til you make it
I dont think Ill even fuckin make it
Through the night Im shakin 
Through the day contemplatin 
Ways to make it end
Its a nightmare Wes Craven
I think God must be hatin 
I feel forsaken 

Feel like Im in hell
And I kick it in the #hill like Heather Mason
I cant handle all the demons I been facin
But I can roll up this loud n then face it
I dont wanna
Wait longer Im not patient 
Im so sorry I didnt live up to expectations
Suicidal thoughts in my brain invaded
It feel like I been cursed from creation 

If I 
Say I love you
Hope you already know
Even 
If I 
Take the leap with my eyes closed
I been
Runnin on love
Ina life devoid of hope
I been 
At the end
Many times so damn close
I dont
Have dreams
I just wanna decompose 
I dont 
Wanna hangout
I wanna hang from a rope
I can 
Barely walk outside 
I find it so hard to cope
Screaming
On the inside
Outside Im all alone

Cursed (prod. traumadol & enabler)

wasted years

shattered cloud w violetdecay

i would have silence if it didn't isolate me
but the world is so loud
and i can't stop screaming

an endless pain
that pierces my ears
until i can longer hear
kill all the voice in my head

what did i ever do to you
to make you so insecure
is it that i only speak truth
and you still don't what makes you you

it's not my fault that you got it so good
it's a not competition but you wish it was
you always have to have one on me
being above your friends like a real man

ι'м ιη ℓσνє ωιтн кєтαмιηα w/ Drux P. Yuno & 2giveup

Oatmilkandcodeine