Prod. & Vox by myself
Featuring @palesa123

It was something that you said to me,
When you left me baby,
Made me feel so…
Empty out a cup,
I drink I’ll my emotions away,
Pop these xans to help me with the pain,
Everything it always,
It always feels so strange,
I was in a foreign -
Foreign love,
It’s foreign to me,
Got broke off all this foreign money,
Oh I need a sweet drink,
Need a -
I just mixed this kratom with -
All these opiates fill me,
I don’t need you to feel me,
I was on stage people filming me,
Do you feel -
I don’t feel anything,
I pop a bensedin and I reveal everything,
Everything…
You’re everything to me.

It all goes too fast...
It's changing, and I have to as well,
Finding it hard to let go of you,
Can you tell ?
Can you tell ?
I'm ready to leave it all behind,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still by my side.

You know I really tried,
You know I've really cried,
Real tears,
These percs they were 80s...
They weren't 5s ,
I shouldn't really be alive,
I shouldve died.

Bensedin lullaby (by my side) w/ Wisteria 𝖕. 𝖔𝖆𝖙𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖐&𝖈𝖔𝖉𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖊

https://bio.to/ClubCasualties

Written & Performed by Cooper B. Handy & Nick Atkinson
Produced & Mixed by Nick Atkinson
String Arrangements by Simon Hanes
Mastered by Anni Casella

Many Years

@lifetimelilian

Lyrics: 
I don’t wanna feel like this
Why’d I always feel like shit x5
I don’t want-
I don’t want-

Missing parts when we’re apart
Walking round with half a heart
Walking round with half a heart
Missing parts when we’re apart

Your the only one I love cut through me
One I love cut through me
Your kisses they heal me baby
Heal me baby

I don’t wanna feel like this
Why’d I always feel like shit x3
I don’t want-
I don’t want-

Missing parts when we’re apart
Walking round with half a heart
Walking round with half a heart
Missing parts when we’re apart

Your the only one I love cut through me
One I love cut through me
Your kisses they heal me baby
Heal me baby

I feel so much for her my chest hurts
I thought it couldn’t but it got worse
I thought she couldn’t but she loves me truly
I feel so much for her my chest hurts
I feel so much for her my chest hurts

missing parts {DJ Kratom}

I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
And you might call me stupid
But baby I get by
And I know it’s dangerous 
But I want to die
The doctor got a new pill
Something I might try
And I like looking pretty 
And I like getting High
And I can’t find a reason
So I let go of life 
You told me the drugs are to much
I said they are not enough
I’m looking for an answer
Looking at the bottom of my cup
I could give em up for you
I could give em up for you
I could give em up for you
I said maybe I could 
Oh oh oh
I wouldn’t 
I should- 
I should- 
I shouldn’t
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
They said David you look lifeless
Oh so now you wanna try this
You wanna be me you’re contrived bitch
What’s your name
You say we met
I was so high
(Oh oh)
Shit I forgot 
(Oh oh)
My brain is rot
And I feel lost

Hey David what’s wrong
What’s wrong 
What’s  wrong 
Nothing much I’m just searching
For happiness 
It won’t take long
It won’t take long
It won’t take long
It won’t take long 
It won’t take long

I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high

I like looking pretty
And I like getting high

i like looking pretty & i like getting high

cold **sc exclusive**

prod. & performed by me

Lyrics : Nothing really matters no more
Nothing really matters no more
Hanging by a noose
I just popped a blue 
Im feeling kinda loose
Im feeling kinda 
Im feeling kinda chill
I don’t wanna feel

I don’t wanna feel this pain no more
I don’t wanna feel this pain no more

Bitch don’t look at me the wrong way
My bitch walking down the run way
They tryna catch up but they walking at the wrong pace
They looking at me weird 
I think their looking at the wrong face
I didn’t have time so you won’t find me looking at a clock face
Working hard for some pay
These days are gruelling we call them the dog days
And when the pains to much you might see me picking at a vein
I told my friends I wanna die
I don’t see them no more
I don’t see them no more
See them no more
You feel it in your core
My heart aches the pain it never goes away
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
I pray it fades 
Im prayin for them better days
Im prayin for them better days
The only thing that keeps me together
Prescription medication under any weather
Prescription medication I take it in any weather
I was taking an 80 on a rainy day 
I popped a xanny in bed and I felt ok
I was taking an 80 on a rainy day 
I popped a xanny in bed and I felt ok

I don’t wanna feel this pain no more
I don’t wanna feel this pain no more….

my heart aches the pain it never goes away

music video https://youtu.be/wdKjXl9U4pk?si=zA1ftxpyJQo6nv8k
on all streaming platforms
https://open.spotify.com/album/3Dd3VaSuteX2icDde4xbaA?si=VFpeRb0SRJuuZJCBzsziEQ

A is for AKL - Goonyears and Pope Flamez

Topman - Bladee (piano)

Extasis

rollercoaster (bainou)

art by marina, Michelle & I

drop bars on m fixie b there in a jiffy
Ok tell me the story again..
last car barely missed me 
girl u make me dizzy
n its starting to worry my friends

brown jacket  red flannel
rip jeans w the sandels
crush on me like a camel
so cool it got canceled  x2

(like)wys 
wya
im just tryna hava  blast 
smoking out the back
goin stupid like in super bad
layin in the dirty grass
crusty listeniing to Crass
smoking out the back
goin stupid like in super bad

said she wanna meet at the FFF fest
im just wondering what the fuck comes next
40 on a g then we layin in the sunset
we kno its gunna flop we still shoot it like a sundance

missing parts {DJ Kratom}

Oatmilkandcodeine