“ruin with a blink”

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink 
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink 
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink 
Watching them down another drink 
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

I’m a loner stoner, keep on roaming looking for a spot to smoke
I’m Looking like I’m homer, donuts when I pull up, making you croak 
Dying is my theme, G L double O M is the team 
No redeeming self esteem 
I’m Yung Keanu Reeves, i got some grief that I will never tell 
I’m dying, make a wish, and then i throw it in the fucking well
Pennies stacking all the let downs weighing on my back 
I’m oceanash, you know my luck is bad 
I’m waiting to collapse
Creeping thru the street at midnight 
Tryna sleep but panic in sight 
Overthinking killing my mind 
Hating the way I was designed 
Creeping thru the street at midnight 
Tryna sleep but panic in sight 
Overthinking killing my mind 
Hating the way I was designed 

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink 
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink 
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink 
Watching them down another drink 
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

Am I manic am i sane, these thoughts won’t go away 
I’m smoking and toking another game to make myself ok
But I’m feeling  more broken
I’m choking on the smoke I’m coping 
Chemicals in the lobe I’m corroding
Marinating, soaking, in my trauma demons keep on winking at me
I’m overthinking more deep 
Losing control of my life, try to give me advice but I don’t know who to believe 
Epinephrin is seeping deep, the panic is creeping 
All over I’m bleeding
Regret that I’m keeping
My life I’m deleting
The reaper is creeping 
Calling my phone and it beeping
Wrist leaking
Hearing the demons speaking
They seeping aromas that reeking
Bad omens all I’m seeing

Thinking sinking deeper
Connecting links
Thinking sinking deeper 
Speak with shrinks   


Produced by oceanash

ruin with a blink

Preserve My Nature (prod. p4ra x ellegante music)

https://soundcloud.com/carlonzhoidmusic

Lyrics:
505, that's cool, never heard of it
305, south side, ever heard of it? 
407, I-Drive, now that's some Florida shit

I spy with my little eye several guys who don't know real 
So reveal to you several peeling truths so yknow the whole deal 

33rd in the booth but in my youth look like  21
No gun, had a knife in my holster, made a bitch run 
When the cops came, it wasn't over, they like which one

Scene switched to me and it seemed bleak 
Up on thirty-third out the chan to the jail street
Nigga made bail, dropped 6 grand, back on his feet
Now I drop silly tracks, I'm the man with most feats

You don't know the words, you don't understand
If I'm off beat, fuck it, that's a jam
You call me a nerd, Yeah that's a brand
Say your repping truth, Yeah that's a scam

OCP to OBT, You know me
33rd, Keep it G
You Don't see what I be
How could he, San Souci 

Should I Give him peak? Should I give him look? 
Can he understand what it took 

Dad died off of fent and the cocaine 
Bang Bang, On my street and it's mundane 
I get pressed like a freak and it's no thang
No ghetto boy but I keep a stoked flame

Grand Dad in Vietnam poppin’
Dad off the streets of Compton
Metro west yo boy Ofton 

It’s Just my genetics 
C.A.B.L.E but ya TV pathetic 
So I rap about 4chan and Elf Pussy
So I rap about SciFi and reference goodies
At least I’m repping me and that’s just what it be
I Didn’t see ya locked up on 33 San Souci

305 To 407 (Prod.  Carlonzhoid)

WHEN I SAY ITS OK THEN YK ITS NOT

Trap Game Steve Nash

Rolling 808 Ft. Joho - https://on.soundcloud.com/7cf3TbN2tpgucABs9

All About The Music

Rollin 808

Lyrics:

1, 2, 3 and to the 4
Got bitched so hard that you left the discord
1, 2, and 3 and to the 4
hope your ready for more

Get the gas station tweakers been tweakin just bout all weekend 
When Lain hops on this shit you better pray I leave it even
For some bitch ass response that’s got me wantin more
Lookin for that king buu flow or that cable flavor

Could you get more melodic this, I doubt it
Need another reason diss, I found it
Thought you could get away with this i got it
A-mert, dranuu, hero, and this to stop it

You are just a white boy neonaziest freak
With a communist philosophy and egotistical stink
Your pits are are always sweaty you got guns all on the ready when I burn down the city I scream out fuck diddy

Hey what are doin would you go with me on tour
I would pay to have you flown out I said age is just a number
have you heard of the cartel they some dangerous people do you feel bad for me now

Get down when he's round cant take a joke, he’s got PTSD after all of this smoke
He got flame spit roasted and he fell to the floor, another pussy ass bitch cryin in the discord

If you wanna leave then honestly man we don't give a damn
Now try to see this side of me that proves your not a man 

1, 2, 3 and to the 4
Got bitched so hard that you left the discord
1, 2, and 3 and to the 4
hope your ready for more

Get the gas station tweakers been tweakin just bout all weekend 
When Lain hops on this shit you better pray I leave it even
For some bitch ass response that’s got me wantin more
Lookin for that king buu flow or that cable flavor

Could you get more melodic this, I doubt it
Need another reason diss, I found it
Thought you could get away with this, i got it
A-mert, dranuu, hero, and this to stop it

Gone And Forgotten

DND (feat. NTF Tykiss) [prod. VEEDY]

blowout 14 12 2024

Spaced Out

sobriety

album coming soon 
GLOOM ⛓
GREY - @grey_official
$CAPEGØAT - @omendascapegoat

ruin with a blink

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