Reminscing

“ruin with a blink”

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink 
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink 
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink 
Watching them down another drink 
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

I’m a loner stoner, keep on roaming looking for a spot to smoke
I’m Looking like I’m homer, donuts when I pull up, making you croak 
Dying is my theme, G L double O M is the team 
No redeeming self esteem 
I’m Yung Keanu Reeves, i got some grief that I will never tell 
I’m dying, make a wish, and then i throw it in the fucking well
Pennies stacking all the let downs weighing on my back 
I’m oceanash, you know my luck is bad 
I’m waiting to collapse
Creeping thru the street at midnight 
Tryna sleep but panic in sight 
Overthinking killing my mind 
Hating the way I was designed 
Creeping thru the street at midnight 
Tryna sleep but panic in sight 
Overthinking killing my mind 
Hating the way I was designed 

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink 
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink 
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink 
Watching them down another drink 
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

Am I manic am i sane, these thoughts won’t go away 
I’m smoking and toking another game to make myself ok
But I’m feeling  more broken
I’m choking on the smoke I’m coping 
Chemicals in the lobe I’m corroding
Marinating, soaking, in my trauma demons keep on winking at me
I’m overthinking more deep 
Losing control of my life, try to give me advice but I don’t know who to believe 
Epinephrin is seeping deep, the panic is creeping 
All over I’m bleeding
Regret that I’m keeping
My life I’m deleting
The reaper is creeping 
Calling my phone and it beeping
Wrist leaking
Hearing the demons speaking
They seeping aromas that reeking
Bad omens all I’m seeing

Thinking sinking deeper
Connecting links
Thinking sinking deeper 
Speak with shrinks   


Produced by oceanash

ruin with a blink

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Girl don’t let me keep waiting for you
I told you that patience is always a virtue 
I could never leave don’t say i never deserved you
Caught up in the mix now look at what I became

(Verse 1)
Yesterday you were my own lover
The next day it’s like we don’t know each other
Can you say are we back to strangers?
I’d say perhaps but don’t give me reminders!

(Verse 2)
One day you tell me that we could make this work
Next day you tell me this love shit it won’t work
Make up your mind
Make up your mind!
I don’t wanna keep waiting for you
Don’t waste my time
Waiting for you through the morning
Through the night time
make me feel like I’m not worth it
Girl tell me what was the purpose?

(Chorus)
Girl don’t let me keep waiting for you
I told you that patience is always a virtue 
I could never leave don’t say i never deserved you
Caught up in the mix now look at what I became
Girl don’t let me keep waiting for you
I told you that patience is always a virtue 
I could never leave don’t say i never deserved you
Caught up in the mix now look at what I became

Don’t Keep Me Waiting! (Prod. Okayjml)

WHEN I SAY ITS OK THEN YK ITS NOT

NeverEndingSeummeur (Tina Turnup)

Cool lil Spanish guitar beat, ps, by urs truly

Desperado

(-COSMIC -ITS ALL MY FAULT-)

Time spending time apart

AUBRRY

lyrics or whatever idk

@hellalsd
im like baby wya im tryna get to ur location
life takes 4evr but im runnin outta patience
see how u changed oh look at my creation
smokin on the bowls till my lungs are like sum rasins
all i rlly do in life is fucking get faded
i can tell u feelin me bby js say it
man this life is boring i js wish that i could trade it
#chainsmoker till the day i lay dead

grimm - #chainsm😶‍🌫️ker 🍃💨 (TYYY FOR 100!!!)

Duffle

one day at a time 
GLOOM ⛓
GREY - @grey_official
$CAPEGØAT - @omendascapegoat

ruin with a blink

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