“ruin with a blink”

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink 
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink 
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink 
Watching them down another drink 
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

I’m a loner stoner, keep on roaming looking for a spot to smoke
I’m Looking like I’m homer, donuts when I pull up, making you croak 
Dying is my theme, G L double O M is the team 
No redeeming self esteem 
I’m Yung Keanu Reeves, i got some grief that I will never tell 
I’m dying, make a wish, and then i throw it in the fucking well
Pennies stacking all the let downs weighing on my back 
I’m oceanash, you know my luck is bad 
I’m waiting to collapse
Creeping thru the street at midnight 
Tryna sleep but panic in sight 
Overthinking killing my mind 
Hating the way I was designed 
Creeping thru the street at midnight 
Tryna sleep but panic in sight 
Overthinking killing my mind 
Hating the way I was designed 

Thinking sinking deeper on the brink 
Speak with shrinks connecting links
Thin ice playing hockey like a bruin in the rink 
Throw me in the bin I ruin with just a blink 
Watching them down another drink 
Demons wink, I’m never in sync

Am I manic am i sane, these thoughts won’t go away 
I’m smoking and toking another game to make myself ok
But I’m feeling  more broken
I’m choking on the smoke I’m coping 
Chemicals in the lobe I’m corroding
Marinating, soaking, in my trauma demons keep on winking at me
I’m overthinking more deep 
Losing control of my life, try to give me advice but I don’t know who to believe 
Epinephrin is seeping deep, the panic is creeping 
All over I’m bleeding
Regret that I’m keeping
My life I’m deleting
The reaper is creeping 
Calling my phone and it beeping
Wrist leaking
Hearing the demons speaking
They seeping aromas that reeking
Bad omens all I’m seeing

Thinking sinking deeper
Connecting links
Thinking sinking deeper 
Speak with shrinks   


Produced by oceanash

ruin with a blink

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ruin with a blink

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