this is my alltime favorite, been had this in my liked songs for a really long time now. and i still come back to it!! thank chu for uploading this <3

I thought I was going to be replying to my reply to my comment about having this on repeat. 😂 Anyways I will have it on repeat for quite a time. 🤙

love it !!! as an Aritst myself im sayin wooowww

Conversations With The Crossroads

https://theyhatewewin.com

Prod. @killedmyself

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ANHEDONIA

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anhedonia [Prod. killedmyself]

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

Hey guys, this is my debut single. I really hope you guys like it. More to come. Please share with your friends!

STREAM: http://bit.ly/OCTAVIOLife2Live

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Life2Live

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prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

lost myself to all these drugs
looking in the mirror cant remember who i was 
picking up daily i'm just tryna get a dub 
and i'm doing all of this just so i could be numb

i know that i lied i did this to myself 
i said i didn't need it but i need some fucking help
not concerned about my health
i'm not concerned about the 12
i don't wanna have to say goodbye to you as well

they say that love never dies
it happened right before my eyes 
i've never been afraid of heights 
but ill spread my broken wings to fly

waste me or face me i can't feel a damn thing 
i'm living off morphine 
could you just end me

cause i'm insane i'm torn now 
got slits on my wrist wow
its over, you're gone now
and i'm high as fuck in the clouds 

why do i do this to myself 
if you need me catch me down in hell

why do i do this to myself 
if you need me catch me down in hell

hell is when you're gone

Produced by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:

Saw your face in the photo
So I threw it in the fire
but I didn't see no smoke
I guess our love can never die
x2

Go ahead cut my wrist
I bet you'll have yourself some red wine
Nothing is ever what it seems
Like you better in my dreams
Can't shake off this feeling
I'm living in a nightmare
I said I'm living in a nightmare
I can't wake up from this
Your spell pulls me under quick
Tell me that you love me
Always does the trick
I swear you're such a fucking bitch

Dumb
How could I be so fucking dumb
Make me numb
From the drugs
They only make me wanna run
from my problems
x2

Saw your face in the photo
So I threw it in the fire
but I didn't see no smoke
I guess our love can never die
x2

nightmare!

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Coming to all platforms this Friday, September 4th <3

Lyrics:

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

Ouse-
yeah yeah
And my heart's so cold feel it freezing
yeah yeah
I just wanted you to know you're the reason
yeah yeah
Turn my heart to stone I'm so faded
yeah yeah
now my only way to smile is getting wasted

yung van-
My heart’s so cold I can’t feel girl yeah
I don’t even know what’s the real world ay
I just wanna know what’s up with you Ayy
If you wanna talk girl I miss you yeah
I’ve been so numb since you left me yeah
How am I supposed to move on if you text me Ayy
All I can think about is you on me yeah
You got me questioning if you want me Ayy
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine ay
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it ay
You only answer me in the moonlight yeah
That’s when you tell me that you are all mine
But in the morning you always leave yeah
I always fall for it I can’t believe it

I've Been So Numb Since You Left Me ft. Ouse (prod. Kyotospeak)

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Prod Kado

Art by mattiswithdrawn

I feel that man,  good luck! I’m sure you’ll come with something great
❤
1
Wed 3:57 PM
Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try 

Everybody knows that it’s my fault 
That I fell asleep on the sidewalk 
No sleepwalking too fucked up for talking 
Pretty soon be an outline made of chalk 
I’m gonna die soon
And when I do 
I hope that you know it’s not about you 
Turns out I didn’t know enough about you 
Turns out the world don’t revolve around you 
But in my head, everything’s bad 
Everything’s wrong, everything’s sad 
Been way to long I feel like that 
Pandemic vibes, miss mom and dad
And the little lost pleasures I once had 
Is the measure of my life really my stacks
Whether or not you’re better off in my bed
I want to Love what I treasure and clear my head
So get the fuck away from me if 
This isn’t where you want to be then
Just Go abead, you can leave and when 
It’s all over you can be free 
I don’t really understand my thoughts 
That it’s all my fault 
When it’s clearly not 
Every time we talk 
I test my luck 
Then I fuck this up, who would’ve thought yeah 

Backwoods on the front lawn say I’m alright but it’s all wrong 
No I’m not fine
Shaking like a fault line
All my fault right? 
Only happy when I’m recognized online
I’ve gotta quit wasting my time gotta quit chasing your light 
Getting high all night 
Can’t stay high for my whole life 
But I will try

Where You Want To Be

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

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love is dying (Snøw, Powfu, & cøzybøy)

My new single, Someday i’ll be happy, is out now! https://ffm.to/somedayillbehappy 

@octaviothedweeb

21. Born in Mexico, raised in Louisville, live in LA.

Life2Live

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