ADAMANTINE

Lyrics:

I'm slow dancing on a Sunday
letting the night carry my wounds
sparkling glitter on my eyelids
alone in my bedroom 

I'm wearing a dress for myself 
i talk to stars, they know me so well
getting high,  thinking about my girl 
getting high, the world is in a swirl 

im touching the sky
its all in the mind
i wont be held back this time

i want to feel young
scream, cry, have fun
at least for tonight 

slow dancing with myself on a Sunday night
slow dancing with myself on a Sunday night

I'm slow dancing on a Sunday night
letting the lights take me to space
runny mascara on my eyelids
alone in my bedroom 

im touching myself 
i reach the clouds, they hold me so well
getting high, thinking about my girl 
getting super high, my vision is blurred

I'm touching the sky
its all in the mind
i wont be held back this time

i want to feel young
scream, cry, have fun
at least for tonight 

slow dancing with myself on a Sunday night
slow dancing with myself on a Sunday night

the past is just a disruption
I bleed in glitter, i'm unshakable, nothing scares me
so hold my throat, don't let me go

WATCH AS I GLOW (Demo)

GIRL SCOUT COOKIES (Demo 2)

Lyrics:

i arrive an hour late
i like to make them wait
they know as soon as i hit the floor
i drop it low, so low, so fucking deep 

i roll one on the sink 
a girl in the bathroom
gives me cash and winks
i wish her a good trip to the stars and dip 

there's darkness in me
but i dance it away
im not afraid, 
i sharpen knives in my head

knives in my head
i daydream about death
i like clinging to clouds
i like the feeling of shutting your mouth

knives in my head
i daydream about death
i like the feeling of clinging to clouds
i like the feeling of shutting your mouth

i sleep during the day
and wake up with moonlight on my face
high on stardust and cosmic lust
i'm lost somewhere in her

my girl is such a thrill
instilled into me like 
addictive pills. 
she helps me forget
all the hate ringing 
in my chest

there's darkness in me
but i dance it away
im not afraid, 
i sharpen knives in my head

knives in my head
i daydream about death
i like clinging to clouds
i like the feeling of shutting your mouth

i'm disappearing
behind a shroud of smoke
your hate is loud
i like the feeling of shutting your mouth

i'm disappearing
behind a shroud of smoke
your pain is loud
i like the feeling of shutting your mouth

i'm disappearing
behind a shroud of smoke
your hate is loud
i like the feeling of shutting your mouth

i'm disappearing
behind a shroud of smoke
your hate is loud
i like the feeling of shutting your mouth

I LIKE THE FEELING OF SHUTTING YOUR MOUTH (Demo 3)

DON'T MAKE IT STOP! (Demo 3)

MOON CRATERS (Demo 2)

Lyrics:

your love felt so violent 
your words sounded like silence

i dont know why i stayed for so long, 
im walking away, im going back home 

im finding my way out, digging a hole
entering my body, you had left to rot

i’d like to touch myself
the way the moonlight grazes me

i had turned so dark, so dark
you could sleep inside of me

i will erase you
and your tints
i refuse to stay where
my light dims
i was born to 
make the sun envious 
uhu, i feel so lucky 

i feel so lucky
i get to be with myself
never again 
will i lose me in someone else

so imma smoke until
i bleed glitter
exoplanets are seeping
out of my eyes like rivers

i would like to lift up myself
the way the sun, rises in me 

i will turn so bright, so bright
no one around me, will ever fucking sleep

i will erase you
and your tints
i refuse to stay where
my light dims
i was born to 
make the sun envious 
uhu, i feel so lucky 

and when i die 
a little inside
i will light up a j 
and call it a night

i will revamp
my thoughts on the past
i went thru hell
and now im dancing my way back 

i will erase you
and your tints
i refuse to stay where
my light dims
i was born to 
make the sun envious 

uhu, i feel so lucky

LUCKY (Demo 2)

every villain has an origin story 💜 🐙

DON'T MAKE IT STOP! (Demo 3)

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