s/o sekai 4 helpinmg w vocals

kmk4L dude!!!!

also ty dearpanda

never again
never again tried so dam hard never learned my lesson
but u so damn god damn perfect i js feel it all again
wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me
heartache so bad feel like u bite me
doin so much crying as im typing
got so depressed i feel like dyin
dont know if im trying hard enough
i js wanna get rid of my bluff
social anxiety i feel stuck
just wanna go out and find some love
i feel so sad why am i alone
wish i had good morning texts on my phone
need to find a new way to cope
goin down 2 the forest with my rope

i wish i wasnt a loser so u would like me

i remeber when you said that you liked me
called me a perfectboy whats that supposed to mean
dreaming of me and you kissing next to a tree
but i woke up another day of being me
now i really thinl that u fucking lied
thought about ur words so many times
never seena  girl so fucking kind
the thoughts of you make me wanna cry

another day of being me

prod me 

odihu
she lives inside my head
idk what she said
i wasts staring at her pretty face and down to her legs
i tell her about the scary things and shit i regret
pretty face turnin red
i want her in my bed
i hope she knows how much i love her
i pray that she doesnt find another
shes the girl inside my dreams
i know one day shell come crawling to me

blehh
the way she talks to me 
has my heart skipping beats
i need to find a way to make her fall in love with me 
she's the one for me
yeah i'll love this girl forever
don't know what she thinks
but we should be together
girl girl girl girl i love you
i wanna get to know everything about you
you're the girl inside my dreams
i know one day you'll come crawling to me

lovecupid
can you crawl in my head
and tell me all the pretty stuff you have said
can you open me up and pour your love into me
and tell me pretty things i would always need
i keep on having dreams about you
i just wanna know do you love me too
i just keep on thinking about you
why the fuck did you need to leave me too?
i hate you

the girl of my dreams (ft. if birds were real & lovecupid)

i got ungrounded so i can upload again

i hate my life and i wanna die
i aint got no iphonee
my heart is breakin thinking so=uicide
i aint got no iphoonee 
lalaaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaaaalalaaaa
lalalallala

boat cap sizing
no hope on the horizon
got a 2 year contract and im stuck on verizon >:(

i got no iphoneeeeeeee
i go tno iphonnnnnnnnneeeeeee

i aint got no iphoneee :((((

vocals are ass so my bad

scrolling on my phone like everyday
i wonder whos online today
the internet is such a cool place
better then touching grass anyway
cute e girl wish that she was mine
i think about her all the time
dont have no friends i wonder why
i might just be chronically online
playing my games till the sunrise
brainrot memes are stuck in my mind
i dont wanna go outside
i choose to live my life online

i might just be chronically online

stealing tags ONCE again

breaking down onto the floor
i cant take this anymore
i get sad when ur not around
to hold me closely when i start to cry

and it seems like when im with you i feel fine
i hope that one day i can get a ring and make you mine
compared to all these other boys im way behind

well life is a bitch and you know that

screaming on the floor having a heart attack
 
i was getting better yeah i was getting better and now im back  

its coming again 
cant find a way out
i was hurt by every word that came out your mouth
drunk layed out on the couch
everythings coming down
start to regret it now

i start to regret it now

lyrics

think about her
text her once more
every time i do i get ignored
dont wanna take
this anymore
its too bad that she got bored
maybe she found
the right guy
maybe its time
to say goodbye
we had such
a good ride
why would you just waste my time
i guess my friends were right
im so fucking dumb and blind
i judge what i see first sight
i dont ever use my mind
she was so pretty and cute
but she found another dude
she left me speechless and mute
i just dont know what to do

ignored

desmi helped me mix since im a noob


while its spooky season 
i just wanna be a scarecrow 
and watch u in the distance
ooo yaaaaa
its the spirit of halloween
knock at your door want all the sweets
will u go trick or treating with me?

ill carry round a pumpkin basket
basket
watch out for the clowns it could get tragic
i really love how u look like a ghost
and im dressed up as a big scarecrow
since its the spirit of halloween 
will u got trick or treating with me?
and all the good candy we can eat
while we run around and play in the street :3

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
lalaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaaaaa
lalaaaaalaaaaaalalaaaaaaaaa
laaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaalaaaaaaa
laaaaaaalaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

thats it bai bai
happy halloweeen

will u go trick or treating with me?

kinda old song but not that old hjkahfkahf


i made a lil mistake and now ur on my case again
i thought that we were forever but i was wrong in the end
now u talk to ur friends how im such a fuck up
wooooooooooooooooo
got caught up slacking off now everything is rough
WOOoOoOoOoOoOoOOOOOOO
i cant keep up the paaaace
feels like im in a raaaaace
i just fucked up my faaaace
end it all leave no traaaaaaaaace


i made a lil mistake

kinda diff but not that diff js lmk if yall fw it

is this the way its supposed to be
then i hate everything
i swear that i cant get a break
its starts to bother me
im so alone i have a soul that no one sees
and if i say anything then im a freak
do not go down the stairs
just dont go anywhere
nobody likes you here
youre building up your fears
ur not safe in this place and everywhere u go
the devils always looking at you
trying to get a hold


is this the way its supposed to be?

im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

oh i don't think i can
resist the way u talk to me
u help me by existing
u move my heart by twisting till it beats
oh i'm really nothing special
and sometimes im a handful
but u make things eventful
so i can cheer as long as ur here
i dont want u to go so stay with me
don't disappear
i know things can get hard
but i can make it be so clear
so stay with me
stay with me
pls dont leave
pls dont leave

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

(when u look at me
i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know im a fuckup)

when u look at me
baby i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know that im such a fuckup

baby pls i beg dont go
i need u more than u could ever know
i need ur texts on my phone
i need ur love it gives me hope

baby i want u to hold me
thru this damn computer
eternalized in the screen so i dont lose her

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

nyaa w bloodsekai & yuki

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

im so im so stupid
i cant i cannot do this
i dont know what im here for
i drool and stare at the floor
theres nothing inside my brain
i think im going insane

i cant read social cues
i cant remember when this project is due
i dont think that i belong in school
i dont know what im gonna do




my brain my brain is smooth
what is there to do
spectate me just lose
i have not a clue
guide me where to go
theres rocks in my skull
im so im so slow
being me just blows

im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this
im so im so stupid
i cant i cant do this



im so stupid!!! w lifeless

i saw you at the store 
staring at the floor
i really wanted to talk to you

ur looking really bored
arms hanging like a cord
how could i brighten up ur mood?

i really wish i wasnt such an awkward idiot
wanna tell u a sentence but i cannot finish it
being in conversations just makes me the dizziest
i dont know how to respond im such an embarrassment


words are choking 
i ruined the vibe
i should start smoking to ease my mind
i wanna run back home and forget it all
but im stuck in this hell hole all day long

my lifes a sad story
i got no one to hold me
i suffer by my lonely
i think im dying slowly

throwing up my insides i really wanna die
when is it my time








 




awkward idiot

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

i always fail whenever i try
so ill just sit back as time goes by
im dependent i rely on my friends
i think they hate me again
when will this cycle end?

im so useless and lost
im so clueless and gone
just give me whatever i want
why cant i have whatever i want?

sitting in my room and i wanna cry 
cause nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
i dont wanna go outside!

(nobody likes me i dont know why
ill spend the rest of my life online
nobody likes me i wanna cry
ill stay inside my room and hide)

woke up and i felt the same
felt the same as yesterday
i think that ill never change
i think imma blow my brain

i should just reciprocate 
and grab some pills to medicate
im gonna fail anyway
i dont wanna do anything


falling on the floor
because life is just a chore
that i cant do anymore
what am i even useful for?

life is just a chore!!! :'(

from a graveyard to the ocean
when i think about you i get hopeless
i hate looking in the mirror
cause when i do i can see you even clearer
and all i do is stop and stare
theres no more pain that i can bare
i hate seeing you with that guy
theres nothing left to do but die

and im upset
but im obsessed
so obsessed with you
i fell in love
the very first time that we met

sorry for even kissing you
i shouldve knew ur with another dude
ur a stupid whore with such an attitude
i hate ur guts and hope you suffer soon

im upset!!!

walking through the forest im all alone
running away from what i call home
but im so scared of the dark
im crying so hard as i walk

i hear a loud voice scream but it sounded near
so i dropped my bags and checked everywhere
but theres nothing here im so scared 
im so scared
im so scared!!!

someone help please
im yelling loudly 
im being chased by a shadow
im going crazy
i tripped right over a rock and then he caught me
he carries me into the air i started shouting

please dont hurt me
ill do anything
it stares right into my soul and started laughing
he grabs my throat and squeezes me i started choking
smiling and grinning while im in the air dying

at my rescue 
is a girl
with a light so bright
that i just might turn blind

she picks me up off the ground
and hugs me tight
and for the very first time
i felt alright




















romantic nightmare

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

rushing running down the stairs
hoping that my cat is there
shes the one thats by my side
even when i start to cry

she so white and fluffy too
her fur just makes me comfortable

i know shes just a cat
but she means the world to meeeeeee

shes my only company
she give me lots of peace

id die if she ever leaves

i love my cat and she loves me too
everyday the world makes me feel blue
but my fluffy little cat helps me get through
in her empty little head she has no clue

my best friend is a little fuzz ball
when i wanna cry i know who to call
meows when she wants to play
then im on my way

come on lets go
my only friend
playtime with you is my medicine

she knows when im sad
shes the best friend ive ever had

i love my cat!!!

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

living in this hell hole
i dont think i can pass by
lifes been killing me
i hate this life
its always something bad
no matter the cost
cant stand on my ground
everything makes me fall

tell me
what is lifes purpose?
if we just slave away our lives
my head is hurting
i know ill die all alone
it makes me nervous
i live just like a robot 
im not a person

dark clouds cover me
anywhere i go
theres really no hope
salvaging my bones
upon this water i cant float

im confused 
what do we do from here?
im filled with sorrow
and im scared of my peers

the devils got a deathwish
and i think he cursed me
i need an angel by my side
lord have mercy

will this end tomorrow?
is this for eternity?
evilness just follows
everywhere i seem to be

put me in a casket
and ill be happy
everyones watching me burn
and theyre laughing

what is lifes purpose?

didnt know the guitars a lil off beat sorry 😭


now i know theres nothing left
i know ill just have to end up dead
crying over all your texts
because i am all alone again

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

im crying in my room
i dont know what to do
ive lost interest
in everything i did with you

ive lost control and now
lifes crashing down
where am i supposed to be?
im such a pity

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

i wish i was perfect

sorry if im not enough
i try my best but i still suck
am i made to be a mistake?
im so useless

standing around looking for clues
cause i dont know what to do
im so stupid im missing screws
i messed it up its nothing new

life feels like a mission
and i dont wanna finish it
i live inside loops
because i cant learn nothing new
why am i such a mistake
wish i wasnt this way
even when i try my hardest
nothing ever turns out great

life supposed to be amazing
but i feel like suffocating
im so stuck just like glue
i suck at everything i do

its every time ive failed so many times
i give up i dont wanna try

am i made to be a mistake?

lmk if u guys like the guitar stuff more or if u guys want more synth stuff


this halloween i wanna celebrate 
my own suicide its gonna be great
and everyone knows ive got nothing to lose 
i want no control
of my soul anymore

im cutting the light right out of my life
take my final breath 
i guess this is goodbye

life got too hard but at least i tried
now im gonna die
my skeleton is ur decoration
i know you’re scared but my body is waiting

you know that if you liked me back i wouldn’t have to die 
and now you’re staring at my corpse until you start to cry 
hang me up onto your wall
 reminding you that it’s your fault 

just take my body out the box 
and use it as ur little halloween prop

my corpse is your decoration

me

i'm so stupid
i just wish that you would notice me
i crashed my car off of a bridge
so that you'd see me on tv
i know that u don't care at all
i hate myself i wanna end it all

i wish i meant something to u
i love u but u don't have a clue
killing myself so that you'd see me 
in a dark place ur all that i need


camp

i hate it all and it's my fault
i thought u did me all so wrong
i thought u needed me but i needed to hold on
where did it go wrong
i stay in bed and i sing these songs
"i hope u die" that's what i sent her
it's one more message left delivered
u took my skin away
i rot alone for one more day
i'm not the person i used to be
why do u waste your time on me?





i wish that you would notice me ft spawncamped

ill stop spamming this preset i need to get my others from my old computer

its 6 o clock and im trying to stay up
gotta catch the bus to school man this really sucks
i hate talking to people cause theyre always super rude
so i stay by myself and im always mute

im at lunch and i just wanna eat
a group of guys came up to me
can you record a video
i said sure then they gave me the phone
i was already in a bad mood
then they grabbed the phone and recorded me too
they laughed at me and said look at you
and i sat there and cried i didn't know what to do



everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure


im finally home and i run to my room
my mom bursts on inside and says whats wrong with you
she said ever since the year started ive been rude
but im scared of telling her what ive been going through

everybodys mad at me
i live in pure misery
i get a message from a friend
its the same video again
my heads in the pillow while i cry
why cant i just fucking die
i look around for old bed sheets
so no one will find my dead body

everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure




































when will it all get better?

the synth stuff is still being made its just so annoying that i have to switch computers to make a song 😭

all of my friends think that im lame
i did everything that i could to change
why cant i just fit in?
i wish they would notice it


every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25

my beds my medicine
but i still feel sick
from staying in so long
but im still so scared of going out
im giving up and falling on the couch


i wish that i could just change

im destroying my brain

my thoughts just make me insane

just take away my pain

every night i start to cry
my mental health just kills my mind 
im losing faith in jesus christ
ill die way before 25


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