Up In The Stars Ft. EKZ

Harley Quinn

Mental thinking

Look who decided to show/ you ever wonder if it’s time you should go?/ you peaked a long time ago, not in sight of the snow/ born late for the boom bap?/ Pretendin like the problem was this new rap? yea that’s the thing that’s makin you wack/ 

You do nothin/ every bout of confidence was dude bluffin/ how you gonna hide from the world while tryna prove somethin?/ you’ll never stand out
What you think you got a plan now? Think you about to become the man now?

caught a couple dubs but where ya L’s at? Me vs you? Who always fell flat?/ You bottom shelf cap, pretendin like you don’t know/  more haters than fans combined with people who think you so-so/ 

it’s all talk/ how you climb to nowhere and still fall off?/ not much left to lose but what a tall cost/ all lost. you kiddin me? you never gettin rid of me/ I’m bout to watch your future become bleaker than your history/

Drop every goal you ever had/ blame the world forever mad/ 
Mr peter deadpan, plus your punches neverland/ 
I show your faults when you're feelin like the crowned king/ 
It’s all good, I’m always here ready on the down swing/ 

You do to them what I do to you, seems fair to me/ fuckin emotional black hole singularity/ love dissipates in your presence you’re unpleasant/ tryna love the world, your own life you detest it/ 

Sometimes I think you’re stupid/ how could you not be bitter watching people not fail the ways that you did/ and still do, you wish that you could kill me, even if it kills you/ but all this time you start to get that I am the real you/ 

When the talk was beginning, times you thought you were winnin/ even then you were still caught in the vision/ since you could think I thought I taught you to listen/  but you fought and you fought to submission/

The facts are depressing and it’s known to you/ every time you looked at your reflection and you told the truth/ you want somebody to be there like you weren’t for your sister?/ you drove them all away long before you had to miss her/

You tried to believe in destiny, There aint no shining future that was meant to be/ force fitting what we love into the entropy/ 

Fuck your return where is all that now?/ always get back up? you always fall back down/

Slow Burn (Self Talk) (Lyrics in description)

Smell Like Cash


Why 

Do I fail before I try?

And my dreams all go awry, 

Most days I can get along fine 

But sometimes I just wanna die 



I can’t tell you why

I feel this way inside, 

Some days I can give a good smile 

But there’s times I still wanna die 



I just 

I just wanna lay on down and die 





I can’t face it alone

It feels  like there’s no place on earth I can call home

Im in pain but no one knows 



The emptiness is calling 



I feel I  might fall in 



Why 

Do I fail before I try?

And my dreams all go awry, 

Most days I can get along fine 

But sometimes I just wanna die 



I can’t tell you why

I feel this way inside, 

Some days I can give a good smile 

But there’s times I still wanna die 



I just 

I just wanna lay on down and die 



Unalive

better me (freestyle)

Wrote this in 2013 and just now decided to post it. It was written for someone else so this is a demo. I love writing for other people, it allows me to write from a different perspective than my own and it's just really fun.

Can't Win (2013)

TAAJ ALON - Higher Living

Mental Property is an R&B album that represents my artisrty up to this point as I get ready to prepare for the new season of my sound. Enjoy!

Unalive

Taaj Alon

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