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@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

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involved (metis x tonari)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

nothing becomes easier, that much is clear.

https://soundcloud.com/hiseph
prod https://soundcloud.com/diligencexs + https://soundcloud.com/sprr00w

i just want you to know
i don't love you no more
how many calls on the phone
what'll it take for you to go
how many calls, how many talks, how many more now?
how many weeks, how many months, when do you run out?
baby i always regret letting you go now
and i keep coming back, i don't know how

how many more
i dont know if it's over
what do you want?
i don't know but
i just want you to go, love

[ https://soundcloud.com/hiseph ]
shit really ain't what it seems
i got too much on my shoulders
i swear you're invested in me
but you got me pushing these boulders
got money all up in my jeans
pick up the phone
i want this to be over
i'm tryna turn over a leaf
shawty got four sides like a clover

i think you talk alot
she gon grab my heart 
and tear it all apart
don't know what you want from me
leave me out to rot
i try, alot
but i can't talk it out

how many calls, how many talks, how many more now?
how many weeks, how many months, when do you run out?
baby i always regret letting you go now
and i keep coming back, i don't know how

how many more
i dont know if it's over
what do you want?
i don't know but
i just want you to go, love

go, love w/ seph (diligence/sparr00w)

prod. @ria_chuelo
art by @ddbkm shoutout bro

[lyrics]
oh i fell
somewhere deep but i'm still
just pick me up and i will
can't pretend like i did
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I FEEL

i feel it cross my mind
i can't pretend here anymore 
i feel it override
collapsing falling in my core
and i just wanna tell em 
but it's okay i'll let it pour x)
and then it crossed my mind
like when you talk yeah i get bored 

i just think i think too muchhh
it's like i don't know what's happening
i peel my skin off then i BLUSHHH
just look so fucking dumb when i do shit but you do NONEEE
yeah and i just wanna scream until my lungs collapse i'm done 
(yeah it's over till i'm done)

and as things got harder
(as i was crying everyday)
all of these thots make them louder
everytime i got up i just fell so much harder
yeah, i can barely stand up
can't get any taller, eughh

eighteen but i'm still crying
sprawled out on the floor
common sense, life is less fun
so what is all this for? 
i say bring your friends let's have the best time :)
this party is so annoying
and yeah i promise this the last time
we’ll ever be alone

cause i know you care for me
just know i'm aware
why does everyone stare at me
i'm not your friend
why would anyone be content?
why would anyone be my friend?

(why would anyone be my friend?)
(why would anyone be my friend)

YEAHHHH
BUTTERFLIES
WHEN I'M WITH YOU I FEEL LIKE FLYING
WHEN WE'RE APART I FEEL LIKE DYING
SO DONE
FEEL ALIVE
fuck this

butterflies (ria)

@ilymay
@brknglss

[coldspades]
im with all of harmony we posted up in shibuya
i know you dont like me but i really do not give a fuck
need a couple bands for a show or im not showing up
they all used to hate on me but now they wanna show me love

but now they wanna show me love
im not stressing cause i know im finally going up
dont know why they always cloning us
you know im posted up with may, jinro in her cup

im with ur girl she said "coldspades ur my favorite"
every song up on her playlist
and they mad cause i get payments
they treat me like i made it but im not even famous

[may]
treat me like i made it but im not even famous
that boy want a ft then u kno i need my payment
they was talking down now we up and we made it
2023 all these racks on me

too much i cant count up
js touched down at haneda
u can tell me something and i got it
if i want it ima cop it

i knoww
pull on my heart losing control
tell me something i js wna know
will u love me thru the night
i can treat u right
js wna be by your side

shibuya ft. may (brknglss)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:
like i said myself i tried
cause it hurts when ur by my side
i feel broken all the time
u make me forget that its not even life 
when im in ur presence
i start getting nervous
i dont think u get it
dont think i deserve it
if we sat in silence
would u think im perfect
im barely surviving
wish i knew my purpose

tell me that im worth it please
ill love you eternally
now its me versus me
everything is hurting me
burn me like the third degree
ill just go and burn myself
when i tried it
nothing made me happy
i went to the violence
i thought it was better
tell me if u like me
ill accept ur answer
or should i pretend like i never even met her

perfect

prod @neohnq feat @twintee & @yyuskee
mastered by @chriad
cover art by @srrygate
lyrics : 
(@whyhaze)
 i promise we gon b alright
theres no need to cry
can u look me in my eyes
and tell you'llb fine
theres no need to lie (i swear this happens everytime)
u got no reason why (i swear this happens everytime)

i swear that it never works out (never works out)
my heart screams so loud for u....it shouts
wish i could give it all to u ive been trying 2 rip it out
bloodstains.. feels like everything is crushing
b honest, is this what u wanted
my death been calling
i got percs in my stomach
i got racks in the bank bb grl iv been thumbing
couldve been us.. (oh what couldve been us)

(@twintee)
I gave you my heart, 
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
Can u look me in my eyes
And tell me you'll b fine
I been up all night, 
I can’t sleep right
My heart screams so loud for u
Screaming scratching down my walls
My death been calling
So I have to follow
But I guess that's how it goes
Fairytales, I'm not used to them at all

(@yyuskee)
all these wasted times that I cant get back
U know I cant lie, she like u alright ?
no I dont know why, you still in my life
yeah there's no way out, Im tryna escape your sight
yeah I been tryna wipe you off my fucking mind
im throwing up
heart stopping 
no vital signs

Listen on spotify :D

what you wanted w/ 2504 & yuske (neohn)

all plats  :D
prod @1ello5k & @tommy7
mastered by @chriad


im all urs
keep me close
2 u ofc
or else ur too far
ive been on my own
my world’s getting grey 
think of u everyday
hoping u wont go away

i was wishing u wld b the one im holding 
i hope that ur next to me in my last moments
i was walking to ur house
i was trynna talk it out
never thought that i’d become a fool for romance

i was trynna talk it out
u were trynna ruin everything 4me
u& me is breaking
over n over its always the same thing
i promise that i ain’t ever changing 

i understand if we r growing apart
i can feel it in my heart
that it’s all so wrong
hate my voice
hate my everything 
idk what’s happening:/
this road that im heading in
man im dreading it

listen on spotify

hoping you won't go away (ello x tommy7)

@mental
@7ripp0
@deadat18

[arid]
yea i dont even know how long im taking
always said that it was fine i never faked it
yea i never understand what u say in ur tone
i cant even see right makin it home
i dont even feel right when im alone
u know what it feels like nothing to hold
just put my heart to rest
i alr know that u wont

[mental]
put my heart to rest
tell me that im dead already
and u never said
anything that makes me feel like i should go forget
put a stake into my heart
its not even in my chest
i dont really wanna go
not outside
im too scared dont know how to be alive
wake me up when im someone u can like
cause ill wait for u til the day i die
with u by my side

rest w/ mental [rippo + deadat18]

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

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