Rope Scars

𝕽𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝕾𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖘

Lil Revive - Grim Peaks III

Josh A - DRIFT

Jake Hill - Drama Queen

Dubstep pop trance extremely  addictive, merge darkwave hip hop feel in sexual infused glitchcore, nu metal beautiful but death march Vocals, funeral drag seductively blended terror with Lovecraftian and futuristic cyber matrix realities ripping time world war 3, addictive that explodes how orgasms  distorted drop D tuning sinister power guitars, snaps kick d coffin, slams sub-bass tar lungs breathing monotone rap-growl verse lyrics, countdown to existential dread building glitch drops chorus opium scraping venom drip reverb androgynous male deep wail choking intensity raw release bridge heartbeat anxiety whispers, looping memory static cry disorientation horror disconnected outro fade dripping revenge 4 beats extended slow fade-out end reverse back, ashes static eternal trauma dubstep beat drop leaking unresolved torment, nightmare spooky dystopian, apocalypse, violent scary vibes alien otherworldly alternative rock, with mental visuals flask backs invasion holds fear, hope


I alter the states of my mind bringing out, 

 The whispering voices to speak,

My Fragmented Identities, 

Bleeding the fury torment,

 Of violence,

 Isolation, 

Brutality, 

Tragedy,

 Sacrificing,

Rape,

Self destruction,

Insanity, 

Forgotten hidden trauma,

 Blood filled consented sexual slavery,........

-Don't leave me, 

I'm going to run away, 

Just to end my life,

Suicide,

 Is the empire of the hour, for every blow you inflect,

I hate you, but said I loved you,

Mixing the emotion of feeling love,

 Only when giving you my body,

A abomination of intimacy,

Slavery that breeds the fear of unknown abandonment, 

Just to feel something, 

I'm so numb,

 To everything I had became,

Black outs,

Forgetfulness to periods of time,

Lost days and memories I'll never have,

 Because of the violence, you inflected on me,

But I give you my body even though I hated you,

And still you beat me every time you where drenched in liquor, 

Day to Night was the addiction that 

Brutalized me, 

So, empty,

Giving voice to mending broken memories, 

Addicted to the black oozing liquid dripping from their mouths,

 lost out of gravity , A blur in the mirror, but faces staring back at me,

Eyes so hollow they cry lost thoughts of suppressed identities,

----Formed from the a life time of abuse -----

--From every time I was beat and screamed at infusing me with shame and self hate

For every time I was molested as a child through to my 20s to hypersexuality 

A sexual deviant, to only feel love when fucked and numb when I lay in bed,

Spreading and separating diving deep into the depths of the halls of dread and monsters,  

Hidden memories and 

That speak in tongues of a two headed serpent eating the fruit of forgotten knowledge, 

Spiting on the pages,

A venom,

Vomiting the dark on to the letter of lost yesterday 

and dreaded tomorrow,

Suicide was a day dream that never faded away,

Ripped apart by the ghosts of complexity,

Entering in the wounds,

Self inflected,

Burns to remember the years of time,

So many scars covered my arms covered in ink but they still speak,

Ropes wrapped around my neck so silent with no ability to speak,

But to overthink as insomnia invaded to madness as reality slipped away

Like mixing static into the DNA of thoughts ,

I bleed to fell and block out the pain of the experiences 

Overdosing,

Drowning mixing drugs to kill,

Injected heroin to end the world,  

Drinking to the point of sickness, 

Impulsive, 

Obsessive,

Compulsive ,

Bending realities just to experience death one more time,


Altered N MelaNKholyiA

Dark Abyss

Reaper By My Side - Lil Revive , B - Turn (prod DashRDX)

Lil Revive & Darko - HURTS 2 EXIST
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9I3SlN9OQ4

Lil Revive & Darko - HURTS 2 EXIST

Song by IAmJakeHill. I take no credit from the song or artist.

Jake Hill - Siren

Josh A & Jake Hill - Rest In Pieces

Empty Bottles (feat. BionicPIG) · Josh A

Blessed III

℗ 2018 Josh A

Released on: 2018-02-09

I don't own this music

Dark Abyss

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