luviswar (prod. joshwa x aryel)

Impatient w/ crowlyyy (NOVÂFLED)

*</3~.tell me im pretty or maybe that im god.~</3*

Cover art by: @numbskullz_x3 ig + me

Lyrics:
Tell me that I'm pretty, or maybe that I'm god
Tell me that I'm special, or something that I'm not
Say it to my face, Right to my eyes
Say it without truth, and I will start to cry

Tell me that you hate me, that's no surprise
Seeing people suffer, brings glee to my eye
I smile big but, this is a façade
Get out my way, "Prepare to meet thy god"

I hate myself, and all I see is red
Creep into my room and see that I'm not fed
See me in chains, this is where I'm kept
I'm such a shame, why was I bred

So much pain this is what I felt
Look at my life, decreasing mental health
Looking at my options, I'm facing death
Breath my last breaths, put the gun to my neck

Tell me that I'm pretty, or maybe that I'm god
Tell me that I'm special, or something that I'm not
Say it to my face, Right to my eyes
Say it without truth, and I will start to cry

Tell me that you hate me, that's no surprise
Seeing people suffer, brings glee to my eye
I smile big but, this is a façade
Get out my way, "Prepare to meet thy god"

What's the point of going if I don't feel loved
I make a decision, smoke hit my lungs
I lost so much now I don't give a fuck
I hate my life I just wanna give up

What's the point of going if I don't feel loved
I make a decision, smoke hit my lungs
I lost so much now I don't give a fuck
I hate my life I just wanna give up

Tell me that I'm pretty, or maybe that I'm god
Tell me that I'm special, or something that I'm not
Say it to my face, Right to my eyes
Say it without truth, and I will start to cry

Tell me that you hate me, that's no surprise
Seeing people suffer, brings glee to my eye
I smile big but, this is a façade
Get out my way, "Prepare to meet thy god"

Tell me that I'm pretty, or maybe that I'm god
Tell me that I'm special, or something that I'm not
Say it to my face, Right to my eyes
Say it without truth, and I will start to cry

Tell me that you hate me, that's no surprise
Seeing people suffer, brings glee to my eye
I smile big but, this is a façade
Get out my way, "Prepare to meet thy god"

tell me im pretty {Maki}

I just wanna talk way louder than usual
I just want my voice to sound way more beautiful
If it's gonna happen I need a sign
'Cus that would be the best way to spend my life

And if you lost me tonight
You could take my spot and be alright
So put it up, it's easy, like
Just gotta log in and take my spot
I just wanna talk way louder than usual
I just want my voice to sound way more beautiful
If it's gonna happen I need a sign
'Cus that would be the best way to spend my life

And if you told me how
Back then I would've figured it out
I got odd looks shouting
I need another plan, I need some rerouting
You talk way too much
Move blocks, save the bucks
True stuff, label us
Brace me for the patience and my luck
"Oh no he didn't, he just made another rap song"
The fans get livid, they say "you should change the tracks up"
So he starts singing, but it sounds a little jacked up
Save the beat, then come back later
So you can track one
He pulled a fast one, came through with that, bumps
Break off the last song, keep changing, last touch
You can't hide in your bed for much longer
Get up out of there, release it, count the numbers

And if you lost me tonight
You could take my spot and be alright
So put it up, it's easy, like
Just gotta log in and take my spot
I just wanna talk way louder than usual
I just want my voice to sound way more beautiful
If it's gonna happen I need a sign
'Cus that would be the best way to spend my life

"Do you have any other real passions in life outside of music"
"Something that doesn't even have anything to do with it"
"That's- that's something that you hold dear?"
"You know that's a que- you know, I'll get that question a lot"
"And I don't"
"I don't have any, like, other things I do besides music"
"Completely, like, all- that's all I care about"

i want more

Do you have anything for me?
I brought you something by your street, yeah
And these chemicals reach the peak
If you want it then come and see
I don't mind you, but I don't like you
Why don't you try to
Turn on the TV, yeah, it's easy as pie to
But that's okay, you text me, say "hey"
It's alright, what's gonna happen tonight

I saw you on the bathroom floor
I don't want that tattoo anymore
And now you're plastered into the ground
Wanna help you out, but I don't know how

I can't seem to find the motive
What started it all in the moment
And now you haven't texted in hours
Go find a better lie, the precipice devours
Inhale the poison later
The dreams of stars have faded
Is it divine intervention?
The sky dissembles heaven

Excuse me, I've been in too deep, yeah
Proof needs little sympathy, yeah
Useless piece of truth, needless
You speak, but you're not discreet, yeah
You were falling there
And I can't seem to get you out
Don't wanna share
But I think you just want me down
Think that I care
That you were stuck inside the ground
I can't fucking bare the sight of you where you are in my-

ROOOOM
WHY DONT YOU LISTEN??
FALL DOWN... IN THE GROUND
SUFFERING!!

intervention

I'm sick and fed up with this
Try it quick (fuck)
Didn't even help a bit
Give me a second, need some time to come back
Again I've fallen through the cracks
This is all my fault
What else would I want
Think about it, press it real, and pound it
Let it sink in, round it up

I feel it all around
No idea what I have found today
It's like a new experience
And I'll prove I'm serious
I can push you and I am-

Fuck
Maybe I'm crazy, can feel my arms shaking
My heart is penetrating, and the glass feels like it's breaking
Goddamn, will it end?
Keep laying in this bed
Tryna take over my head
I kinda wish that I was d- now
Take your time, yeah, you're wasting mine
But this patient mind will just wait 'til
I'm fucking done with it
I've had enough of this
I'll just give up and quit
Wish I could-
Take a sip

I feel it all around
No idea what I have found today
It's like a new experience
And I'll prove I'm serious
I can push you and I am-

"A person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts"
"And so he loses touch with reality"
"It's time to wake up"

Get out, get out (Get the fuck out)
I'm more than upset now, -set now
It's nothing but a feeling
A fucking feeling, feeling, how?
(Come on let's just get-)
It's not nothing, but it isn't something
Fight it, fight it
Find something to confide in, -fide in
Wish that this would fucking finish
Losing my head, night-end
Goddamn what a feeling it would be
To feel like I can finally think straight

"Worrying has no transformative value"
"It is rehearsing the very thing you do not want to happen"

sickness

You don't notice what I want
But I am sure of it, 'cus I can't stop thinking of
How nice it would be
Oh, how nice it could be
But what I really need
Is to fight the pain in me

And I'm so fucking upset
With the fact that nothing is done yet
Make me feel whole again
Take a minute, it's over and out
Patience is adjacent to displacement
Can't help but hate this
Break into my safe it's splayed out for you to take shit

I fear that I might be too late
It's a cycle today
Why me, can't I fight these feelings?
Why do I like these heathens?
Uh, switch it up, maybe you'll like it this time
Yuh, give a buck, for a quick night, to feel right
Yuh, put the substance down the rut, you feel like
Yuh, you might crumble, but it's lovely
Make me sleep out of spite
Reach heavens light
Why is every damn experience held back by the fight
I wish I felt the same I felt when I knocked back a good spike
Think I'd melt if I went back to the resentment I liked
But it makes me alive
Woo! Held back the pain that I lied about
Let's have a hateful time
I'll regret it when I'm around

And I'm so fucking upset
With the fact that nothing is done yet
Make me feel whole again
Take a minute, it's over and out
Patience is adjacent to displacement
Can't help but hate this
Break into my safe it's splayed out for you to take shit

i want more

robo