Yo honestly this is so true for my family but i fell worthless a mistake and a wast of there time i dont want to die im just low i love this song and can relate to this song im just tired ￼

During my worst time of my life i remember playing this to help 🖤thank you 

HELP HAAB I WAS JJST LISTENING TO PORN ASMR AND NOW THIS LMAAOAOA

“I’m sorry, I know you say you love me and I am your everything, but deep inside I know its lies and I’m nothing you’d want from me.”💯🖤😔

i got this on repeat, resonates with my soul

Mad cause i never had my shit straight 
I been feelin this way since the sixth grade 
I'm tellin you I'm a mistake 
Lost I dont know where to go
Age 9 got me thinking constant suicide
I was just a kid wanting to die
I'm not sure where I wanna go
Just know that i want you there
Please I feel so insecure
It's hard with these demons on your back yeah
Tell me it doesn't help when I yell well perhaps yeah

Tell me that you need me
I'll stay by your side
Please don't make me choose 
I can not decide 
Show me to your safe space
Show me where you hide(2)

There's so much on my mind
I dont know what i would do
Tired of moving on through
I let you see my underside
I'm vulnerable just to you
Stop thinkin I could love anyone else but you
Without you I would not know what i would do
Without you there's nobody that i would choose
You're the only one i can not stand to lose
So give me your hand
Give me your hand
No regrets in my head 
Just the time
I dont mind
So lets go
Away
From
Here


Tell me that you need me
I'll stay by your side
Please don't make me choose 
I can not decide 
Show me to your safe space
Show me where you hide(2)

Tell Me That Im Yours

lyrics <3

Verse 1]
I'm tryna run away
but I just can't seem to get my feet off the ground
I'm stressin so much
I keep seein my weight drop pound after pound
I found a blonde angel
with her wings out wide
and she holds me down
but im so afraid 
I might run her away from the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
But hopefully when I die
My God'll finally know my name
How long can I deal with this pain?
Every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

[Verse 2]
My anxiety leaks in my dreams 
every night I know the reaper comes to sit on my sheets
He's just waitin for my time
it's sooner than it may seem
But I've already made my bed in heaven
so I'm really ready, let's leave
I don't even like earth
Nah, this place ain't my home
I can be around people but I still feel alone
when I die, I can't decide
Is it ashes or bones?
I don't care, I just want to lose the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
but hopefully when I die
my God'll finally know my name
how long can I deal with this pain?
every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

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everyday feels the same (prod. cxld blxxd)

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sorry i'm not the person you wanted me to be

All credit to 9tails
lyrics:

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

Streetlight glare lit up the yellow brick path
Is this the right way to go or the way to go fast
Night cap
Disaronno in the cup and then he crash
Basement cot I forgot you mom me at parties
Where I'm supposed to play dad
Come nap
Let's talk about the time we really never had
Shit we ran towards before our knees had blown and went bad
Then wished that we had went back
For mouse taps and numpads controlled my life
Just like a face tat
Like a crime past
I hear a broadcast inside my brain
It tells me stop ignoring shit before you go insane
But damn it's too late
I chalked the future top of what was there like fuck a clean slate
Now it's a dirty plate
I'm eating other meals on top of it don't feel great
But yo I'm quite baked
I'll take the food I get and live the next day like nothing happened
I'm living simple
Suppress my actions
Keep it limited
Designer fashion

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

Rainy weather always to calm me down
I don't wanna fight this now yea
Later we can work it out
We can turn this round fast
On me
I don't wanna be nobody
I just wanna make me something
I just wanna make me something
Something
Baby
I just need some more lessons
Knowledge is our greatest weapon
It's bout the time that my head in check
Mason jars in the cabinets
Living my life no stress
End of the month no cheque
Still u gotta love this shit ya

I'm right here when u need me
Same me I ain't ever change
I ain't ever
No old me just the real me
Baby I'll never leave again
I ain't ever
It make me cry that you fear me
Would never hurt you
Baby look at me you know that I
Hate that I've built this life
Why

9tails - never change

drifting (p. lxve)

mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

i won't be okay, but i'll say i am

If I were to die tonight would you try to save me 
If I were to die tonight would you miss me 
If I were to die tonight would my sins be forgiven 
If you were to die tonight I couldn’t keep on livin 

Water on my wrist drip like a fuckin faucet 
I’m just tryina chill bitch stop the fuckin nonsense 
Me and my crew responsible for the progress 
If you wanna grow gotta stick with the proses 

Lately I’ve been feelin kinda scared 
Thoughts of suicide 
Feelin like nobody cares 
Metal state deranged 
So I’ll hit the blunt again 
Liquor on my tongue
Bitch I can barely stand 
Crying in my bed so I’ll pop a couple xans 
Spend all day blowin poison like a fan 
No I’m not ok with just being fucking friends
Lately baby I just really want to start again

So I’ll sit 
With a broken heart
And a bottle of whiskey 
And think of my death 
And how that shits risky 
How I could hurt my friends 
And the people around me 
But I can’t seem to help 
That I feel like I’m fucking drowning

If I Were To Die ft. Broken  (prod.sketchmyname)

A brand new track by Vaboh and Powfu.

Engineered by Eon Zero
Produced by riddiman

(Feat. Powfu) you left me alone with my nightmares

Sadeyes - Don't Cry

NVR/MND x Resident X OC - she spoke the language of the angels

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

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love is dying (Snøw, Powfu, & cøzybøy)

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