prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

spotify

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

produced by: @freveltrothy
happy halloween (even though by the time I drop this it'll probably be like fuckin 2037)

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in 

so i cry
till my eyes swell up
and i can’t fall asleep 
think i’m too fucked up
room spinning think i’m gonna throw up
and i guess im old news 
your new man look tough 

i wanna bleach my eyes but im way too scared
so i just stare at the sun 
wanna close myself
cus you were never there
at least you’re having fun

i don’t know why i’m like this 
how the fuck could i take another man from his family? 
so i go and wash the knife quick,
think i went overboard 
violence charge my battery 
no point tryna fight this,
know i’m gonna go to jail
insane
yeah i had to be 
when i cut him, kinda liked it 
need to go home now
hope my moms not mad at me 

i think i killed another man last night 
i didn’t even stop to check
either way he’s not moving 

all i need is a mask and a knife
i don’t ever need a glock
little bitch i’m not shooting 

only time i ever truly feel alive
is when i’m cutting thru his flesh
swear the sound kinda soothing 

i took his wallet 
saw his girl as a picture 
go to the address
finish it and bring the jewels in

killer (frevel)

w/ @sleepywater <3
prod @afterlife66 🖤

~~lyrics~~

easy to target
swear i’ve been honest
i’m still tryna rejuvenate
from the memories last august
ink drip from the ceiling
familiar feelings
to take time is to realize
what it really means to be healing

knees go numb when i reach for the shelf
there’s an old song that speaks of myself
but i’ve lost it; my subconscious 
won’t take away this blockage
it’s irritating; the way i hate it
all you are is full of nonsense

how you gonna say ur not into me
everytime you’re my enemy
i feel out of body
everytime im getting the…
drugs from my doctor
off a sedative, i forgot her
i feel like i deserve my happy ever after
i don't like it here, i like raptures
enrapture me for a disaster
i got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
in a room with me, i feel like casper
she don't touch me; i shatter
she dont trust me, i’m in tatters
i’m forever climbing up this
unforgiving ladder

i’m unfair & i know it
frustration; i bestow it
i’m shaking baby, yeah i’m aching,
maybe this is punishment for the broken
the sight that i see through my eye 
isn’t blind
a sigh of relief comforted by a lie
i can’t really take it, 
the pace that i’m making is 
turning me into the me i despise

fuck, i'll turn my back on ur ass & won't
 give it a thought or the time of the day
it doesn't matter, the wounds & the plaster are begging me
“autumn, you just gotta change”
if i go any faster, my body will splatter
 yet i'll be alive, put me outta the pain 
i pick up the fragments of me that just happen
to still be in tact, even after the rain

everything i spew out
i tell the same story
bout how you don't want me
never ever want me
how comes ur all up on me
i pull u, you don’t pull me
im stressed out, can't relax
another pill, i might relapse

i just don’t get it how this life
taught revenge and left me behind
no time to cry…
cause in the end you’ll be fine

how you gonna say ur not into me
everytime you’re my enemy
i feel out of body
everytime im getting the…
drugs from my doctor
off a sedative, i forgot her
i feel like i deserve my happy ever after
i don't like it here, i like raptures
enrapture me for a disaster
i got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
in a room with me, i feel like casper
she don't touch me; i shatter
she dont trust me, i’m in tatters
i’m forever climbing up this
unforgiving ladder

wounds & plaster w/ sleepwater [prod. afterlife]

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

whys it feel my friends have died
when I know there right outside
am I the only one inside
eating at my mind

I hope they miss me being around
but I don't feel like being around
rather my face stitched to the ground
don't leave a message after the sound

when this liquor hit my veins
it just put me in my place
fuck I hope I change
fuck I hope I change

change (idly blare)

What if ripsquad produced deletee by bladee

bladee - deletee #RS type remix

KMA (prod.k3ntro)

A single from the +333 album coming soon! 

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ King Theta ✨
💎 @kingtheta 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/kingtheta/ 💎

✨ 4evr ✨
💎 @4evrgone 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/4evrgone/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

don’t want to digress 
back to feeling depressed 
and the thoughts on my mind
when i would cut my chest
they keep pushing my limits 
i can’t keep on testing
it makes my heart glistens 
when your not here stressing
and now i’m stuck spinning
i’m spinning around in my room
and i’m trapped in a cage 
that i bound to myself
my anxiety keeps on its pushing me 
i can’t be fine till your in my company

(king theta)
A polaroid picture of you in a drawer
A permanent fixture I try to ignore
If I say I miss her she might here the whispers
I'm quaking, a fissure is breaking the floor

Silver tongue,
Did you wanna send me backwards?
(Or more likely you just don't care)
Fill my lungs,
I breathe a beautiful hazard
(I grow ill, I know that you're right there)

(polar)
broken i said that i don’t feel the same
way the truth is that i wanna be with you
when i’m lying dead will you come to my grave
i hope shit that they say doesn’t hide the truth
i meant what i said when i said your the one 
but the thoughts in my head didn’t let you through
starting to backlash and now i got whiplash
it’s back forth all because of you

stream ❄️

whiplash w/ king theta (prod. 4evr)

my gf loves Illenium so I used this sampled beat from twintails :)))

how could i love you back,
when i don’t love myself,
how can we just be friends
with all the shit we’ve began,
i think i fell from love
and now i live in pain,
i think i smoke too much,
it starts to hurt my brain,
i really liked to laugh but now it’s hurting my ribs,
you say you hate me but never right to my face,
i think of all the times that i was never there for you,
i wish i said i’m good but i would never lie to you 

i think i’m fine,
so i’ll just breath the ambiance ,
will you finally find the time ,
to tell me all things you hide,
or will these scars fade away,
when all your demons they come crashing in,
when i start to feel okay ,
will you fade away with him

i can't wait for the afterlife (prod. twintails)

@ghxstkid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfE_j_J9WNA

Lyrics
have you lost yourself 
from the outside lookin in 
i could never tell 
if you were there when I was in 
all the voices in my head 
screamin at me from the left 
give me another reason to live 
cus i think I’ve had enough of thisx2

take me now 
cut me out 
if you were there when i was in 
you could’ve stayed and been with him 
just take me now 
take me now

it comes in waves as I feel like I’m bout to break 
Feels like I can’t be myself when I hear your name 
just take me nowx2
just cut me outx4
and forget my name

CUT ME OUT

MUSIC VIDEO

CUT ME OUT [Prod. ripghosty] (Music Video in DESC)

Check Out Heylog:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/heylog
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Jf6pl4SGgueZHZ4pC313c?si=2lXboaQlQoKOHU4o9_U8rQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/heylog/1506866195
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/byelog/

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

And you're deservin' better than a guy like me
Tellin' her I love her when I'm on my knees
And we're staying together only in my dreams
But this is a nightmare, please don't leave
And I don't wanna fight this no more
Screamin' that I love you 'till I'm on the floor
Baby if you leave don't close the door
I don't wanna hear you cry, cry no more

(Heylog)
stay
im lonely
crave
u want me
babe
im crying
hey
i hate me
i rip all my heart out of my chest again
go ahead take it dont mind u crushing it
but pretty soon ill need it back again
but she teasing me im not a fan of it
oh man im crying now im pissed again
im still learning how to calm my temper less
this fire finna burn out from my chest
i dont know how to talk and im sick of it

(Robstar)
And she said that she's breakin' down tonight
Baby if I'm there I would hold you tight
And I know I can never ever make things right
But baby let me wipe the tears from your lil' sad eyes

i can't wait for the afterlife (prod. twintails)

Oh Summer Days!