love this. I think we'd have a good time collaborating. check out Dreamboy on soundcloud we have like the same vibes bro. let me know i really like it!

oh my gosh i think i found a rlly nice artist

head full also empty

3rd track of the EP
Lyrics---

verse 1:
i wanna crash my car
where nobody will find me 
i wanna blow my brains out
and burn it on a CD
i need space i can’t be around anyone 
cause i’m fucked and my brain is always stressing me out
so imma drive until i can’t because i’m sick of being here anymore 

chorus 1:
tell me why
i saw u at his house that night 
when you said that you’re with your friend 
i rlly thought thought that you hated him
i still see his face in my pillow 
and when i see it i let it hurt
i still have ur art in my closet 
and if i see it i’ll wish it burned 

verse 2:
we were in love so much that 
we could’ve got race car style bunk beds 
i told you that i’m paranoid 
and i’m so scared 
of falling in love again 
we could collapse in the sunset 
at the place we met before we knew each other
just catching the stars shooting over heads,
and again i’m wishing that you’d tell me why

pre-chorus:
i saw u at his house that night ,
when you said that you’re with your friends
i rlly thought thought that you hated him

chorus 2:
tell me why
i saw u at his house that night 
when you said that you’re with your friends
i rlly thought that you hated him
i still see his face in my pillow 
and when i see it i let it hurt
i still have ur art in my closet 
and if i see it i’ll wish it burned

outro/verse 1:
i wanna crash my car
where nobody will find me 
i wanna blow my brains out
and burn it on a CD
i need space i can’t be around anyone 
cause i’m fucked and my brain is always stressing me out
so imma drive until i can’t because i’m sick of being here anymore

Spotify <3

tell me why (prod. grayskies)

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

im freaking out
coz i got a lotta shit to think about
and i dont know which of it that i should count
coz theres so much
my body hurts and my brain is fucked 

im out
out of reasons to care
my mind is everywhere
ive got 20 missed assignments
i havent made a new song in like 5 months

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

im out
im out of luck
cuz my brain is full of stuff
stuff which never gets done
cuz i find it fucking dumb
im up til 6 am
staring at my phone, im alone again
ive got no friends, ive got no future
so i spend all day on the computer

i really need
need some peace
need release
i really need
need a hug, need a kiss
need someone to fucking suck my dick

BRAINSOUP!

i miss her

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

prod by @xmichaelwarren
notes:// im very nervous idk where dis song will go.. hope it does good!! anyways, heres lyrics (◡‿◡✿)

i woke up to another text, just u complaining bout some some shit that i forgot that i said
now i don’t want to roll outta bed, so i’ll just lay here entertained by the thoughts in my head
& i’m a pessimist, yea i guess that’s true
if u got small & climbed inside my thoughts they’re all full of u
& my friends say you’re no good for me but they don’t know u like i do they just refuse to believe that u love me, & u make me eat & even when you’re wrong you’re right i know youd never leave!!

 so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they tell me to run they don’t understand 
(they never will)
so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they want me to run i don’t understand

so if i run, will u run too? i don’t want u 
I CRAVE U
i woke up with your body next to me, i might eat u up for breakfast pick your flesh out of my teeth (tastyyy)
u said that we had a long night i rlly hope that i was smart i rlly hope i didn’t fight with u
i need, a little time to think about what
i want, w us. u cant run 4 too long too long

so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they tell me to run they don’t understand 
(they never will
so LISTEN close i need to talk
i’m sorry it’s all my fault
they want me to run i don’t understand

pessimist

Broken Promises [+ sogimura]

prod mix master @93feetofsmoke
feat. @thornskin

lyrics:
8ball outside the bar
baby i don't wanna 
do this again
she gotta mouth
just like a gun
boutta make 
my finger
fucking slip
huh..
and im fucking sick 
all the bullshit
im putting inside my head
huh
n ill fucking wait
all night
praying you don't 
wake up dead
huh
well whats the difference
between me and you?
it don't make sense
well whats the way
you want this world
to fucking end?
i met the devil last night
her name was heroin
and i see hell in your eyes
when you get dope sick

thornskin:

and im just running away from the pain, i
really like to drink til it all feels the same, i
blackout, migraine 
my head keeps spinning
everything is sideways
i hit flat ground, fall on my face
i wont go out, im too ashamed like

hiding pills in your purse
had a panic attack and you're making it worse
paranoid, shut down
don't believe in the earth
i arrive in a coup, and i leave in a hearse

93:
8ball outside the bar
baby i don't wanna 
do this again
she gotta mouth
just like a gun
boutta make 
my finger
fucking slip

i met the devil last night
her name was heroin
and i see hell in your eyes
when you get dope sick

i met the devil last night

i met the devil last night (ft. thornskin)

lyrics:

i dive in the wave but it feels so wrong 
it’s hard to believe that they’re not gone
it’s hard to remember
when it feels like forever
bud, i’m tired of wishing for a different life
it’s a selfish way for me to be  
i talk in a way as if i know 
but i don’t constantly 

i don’t think i understand
why the fate of my family lies in my hands
i’ve been faking my way through life because i’ve never had a plan

constantly

Lyrics:

Yeah im so sick; i don't know what to do
I Got sick Real fast; sick from loving you
Yeah, Everytime i touch; when i asked
I don't feel; the sex was good with you though
Was so Full of Love for you; i don't know why for the Internet
What the fuck, with all these sick Days i was there for you, there for you, there for you
(You're so Fucked Up; Bitch, Yea)
Please Listen to me; You're sometimes in my Fantasy (Fucked Up)
You was with me versus fully, just stuck inside of Me
just stuck inside of Me, all the way up Deep in my Head
(my Head, my Head, my Head)

Yeah; Make it Stop─
My Eyes Bloodshot Red; I Fucked Up─
Am i Supposed to Taste a Lie?
Take You with me imma Die
Am i such a Fuckup
Dead Inside; Until the Morning Come

Yeah; Make it Stop─
Yeah; I Don't know how─
Don't Make Me; Still don't Make You Go─
Way too many Voices in my Head─

Yeah, Face Away and hope it go away (You don't know Me)
Yeah; but i really wanna say
For the Last Time, gonna hit a suicide Attention
Just so that i can't Take Pills Anymore, i leave on the floor
Can't Say that Enough but i've been too Pitiful
Ful ful─
Ful ful─
Stuck in Here Must be Miraculous, so fast
Sad i had to leave
(my Head, my Head, my Head)

Yeah; Make it Stop─ (Stop─)
My Eyes Bloodshot Red; I Fucked Up─ (Up─)
Am i Supposed to Taste a Lie?
Take You with me imma Die
Am i such a Fuckup
Dead Inside; Until the Morning Come
Yeah─
Yeah; Make it Stop─
Make it Stop
Yeah; I Don't know how─, how─
Don't Make Me; Still don't Make You Go─, Go─
Way too many Voices in my Head─
(my Head)

Yeah, Face Away and hope it go away (You don't know Me)
Face Away and hope it go away (You don't know Me)
Yeah i don't Anymore, i leave on the floor
Can't Say that Enough but i've been too Pitiful
Ful ful─
Ful ful─

Instrumental Prod. Peril

supposed to (be)

Magician of Country's Treasure

me & @okkmidnight .....

never coming home   ...

spotify

phantoms

HEAR ME OUT

I sold my heart last night the devil don’t feel love 
I’m sick but I’m alright oh
You stole my time last night I waited till daylight 
I’m bout to catch my flight home 
I been so addicted to things that kill me lately, it’s you 
And I don’t want your postcards or letters they remind me of you 

You said it was the wrong time 
Maybe it’s the wrong place 
I been wishing life would slow down 
Cruising in the fast lane 
You don’t care what I say 
If you didn’t know you know now 

And I’m on the other side looking back would you believe it 
Tell me I’m wrong 
But you never give me a reason 

Hate every song 
But you love to tell me your secrets 
Lead me along til I’m drowning in the deep end 

I been inside my head so long 
I’m going under 
With Every summer 

When you turned your back It all made sense 
You never meant a word it’s all pretend 
Selling my heart pick up the pieces 
Knew from the start that I never should have believed it

I sold my heart last night the devil don’t feel love 
I’m sick but I’m alright oh
You stole my time last night I waited till daylight 
I’m bout to catch my flight home 
I been so addicted to things that kill me lately, it’s you 
And I don’t want your postcards or letters they remind me of you 

Woah oh, Love comatose, Woah oh oh
Woah oh, Love comatose, Woah oh oh
And Maybe I don’t belong here, but I don’t fit anywhere
Nothing ever feels like home 
And maybe I don’t belong here, but I don’t fit anywhere 
Please take me home tonight

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i sold my heart (feat. skylarallen)

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9Kipz6sxR8&t=1s

tell me why (prod. grayskies)

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