leav3 m3 alon3 (Ole x Noahhh)

prod me & mel from @bbyazul4k
ending guitar by me

drive me wild (pohcus + bbyazul)

@55depths
@softbite666

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i've been tryna get it goin'
get it moving
but i'm stuck in the past tense
like who the fuck i wanna be now?
cause i don't wanna go back to him
fucked it up from the start
thought i knew you
but when i look into the mirror
i see right through
i don't need help
i need to get out
i'll do it myself
even if i drown out

yeah, yeah
even if i drown out
yeah, yeah
even if i drown out

i'm looking for a reason just to quit, yeah
cause lately i don't really give a shit, no
same thing different day
live in make believe
i wonder if i'll ever get used to me
imma get mine
it just takes time
55 that's the gang
no rewinds
so we gon do it
and push through it
did it on our own
with no co-signs

yeah, yeah
even if i drown out
yeah, yeah
even if i drown out

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drown (softbite)

w/ tigerstar - that's just what it is (p JUKUKO)

[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

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Blame  It On Me

aphrodite (guda)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3OUtVW4ZDI5vgMK1Y6lygH?si=657ff3dcfa5b48cf

mastered by the one and only - Puppy 

guys i really dont know ewahat teh fcuk this song is 
enjoy though. 

if u read this trax loves u mwah <9 


rics:
so i was set on finding if god was real
that i stopped eating the forbidden fruit() what the fuck wrong lyrics

rics:
so i was set on finding Aphrodite that i forgot to eat my apple slices
nausea nausea i cant keep my food down
remember who i really am oh i think thats the goal now
u said u like me, i dont like u back
i said u were nice, that i cared that was bullshit

i would spit in ur pudding if i had the chance!!!!!! haha

spit in ur pudding spit on ur face
whats wrong? u dont like this side of trace?
if i got to ill put a fucking nail in it.
out the box, all they do is put me back in it

so tell me the truth, wassup with u?
just tell me if you dont like me, it's cool.
ive got 50 reasons im in love with you!
but ive got 50 reasons i would spit in ur pudding too.

um uh um uh, i have friends who do it better. @puppy @ju @deathright @petro @1sloan @indicuh @55

why do you look up to him?
he's a bitch, whatever.
we should burn him at the stake and take his clout
maybe then we wont be underrated, wow.

and you aint ever done shit for me
and he aint ever done shit for you
so why you spoon feeding him his pudding?
why are you spoon feeding him his pudding.

spit in ur pudding

~lyrics~ 

you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true

you were toxic as fuck bitch
telling all these lies like i’d ever give a fuck bitch (oh)
and you already got a new bitch
so why you posting still worried about this kid (me!)
it was about me not about you, stop making this all about yourself 
it’s so toxic and i think you needa go and get some help
posting all this shit, ur on the lowest shelf
you’re a fucking bitch, you’re crazy as hell

you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true









you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true

you were toxic as fuck bitch
telling all these lies like i’d ever give a fuck bitch (oh)
and you already got a new bitch
so why you posting still worried about this kid (me!)
it was about me not about you, stop making this all about yourself 
it’s so toxic and i think you needa go and get some help
posting all this shit, ur on the lowest shelf
you’re a fucking bitch, you’re crazy as hell

you’re a toxic ass bitch and i cannot take you
i take it all back, i don’t miss you i just hate you
and you think i played you but i just knew the fake you
gaslight me it was never true

crazy as hell (guda x baz)

prod: larue made it
mixed: me and @maxrrss
mastered: me

lyrics:
(killaura)
i fell for your lies again
said you changed, but you sinned all again
apologized when you called me
persuade me with your body
reek of his cologne but it didn't stop me
from getting what i wanted from you
it's a two way street baby i was playing you too
played right into my ruse
now you're dazed and confused
not dumb enough to sit here waiting for you

love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

(maxrrss)
do you really want to talk again
we arguing 
and i never left your side when she was in my bed
and i find you always taking back the words you said

you never meant 
i love you
i trust you
i need you
i want you
but i put it to the side
looking at you in the eyes
i know you don't wanna cry
i can see thru all your lies

Ohhhhhhhhhhh
do you even really care (do you even really care)
run my fingers thru ur hair (run my fingers thru ur hair)
when your around i stop and stare (when your around i stop and stare)

so don't 
rely on me
to keep you company
i don't have honesty
you took that part of me and

(killaura)
love is a game and i love playing pretend
lied that i'm alone and but i'm w my side in my bed
knock on my door and she lookin at me turnin red
runnin w a headstart to get ahead
baby i never said i wasn't playing you
crying in my arms like you ain't do me dirty too
too be honest i really wasn't feeling you
smile on my face cuz she ain't know she was being used

pretend +max ruben (laruemadeit)

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