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matterrrrrr

[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

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ft. @kets4eki & @6arelyhuman
art by www.instagram.com/vuelure
prod me

voices ft. kets4eki & 6arelyhuman

lyrics:

She said u aint the old you
But even with new me
Ill still be holding you down. 
They just see my image girl
But U know the real me
For that I hold u down

Baby I rolled up 2 inside of this blunt
Im inside space like Elon musk
Red eyes low gave away that much
Bottles and bogies gon be my crutch
Sipping that muddy its green
in the studio but not on me
Writing these words down seeing the beam
That fire been cleaned like listerean 
Even though I drink to diet
My Baby girl I still provide
I promise u ill have u set for always
No matter my faulty course in life
I swear im always by ur side 
In life and death ill guide u always

She said u aint the old you
But even with new me
Ill still be holding you down. 
They just see my image girl
But U know the real me
For that I hold u down

Based
Smoking this wood to face
Ash it out on this bape
I been too real for fakes
I swear I cannot fuck with these fakes
That bitch tryna fuck at my show
I got a love back home that I miss
Only one that can tell me no
And i will respect that shit
Real
I was on 298 plus 2 im trill
Whipping this phantom round curbs im tryna turn to a ghost as well
Like look at my budding health
Im blowing blunts its not no pen
I been on 10 since 10 oh yea

She said u aint the old you
But even with new me
Ill still be holding you down. 
They just see my image girl
But U know the real me
For that I hold u down

hold U dwn (jabarionthebeat x whoiznate)

Consume [prod.armaan+exodus1900]

beat from trabint 
decided to add vocals 2 it :)

fucked up

YEA YEA

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lyrics:

You said it's forever
Everything's already been done
You lied to my face
You put salt in the cut
You threw away my heart in a letter
You burnt me to ashes
Oh I could've been better

I try not to let it get to me
When you kissed him, did his lips taste like guilt?
Did you think of me?
The one you killed

Did you even think of me when you went to sleep that night?
I see your opaque face in the reflection of my mirror
Your superficial mask that you wear

My room looks empty without your letters everywhere
I wonder if the flowers are still rotting on your wall
I wonder if your dog still remembers my face
I wonder if everything was in place
Everything happens for a reason, but tell me
What was the reason?

When you kissed him, did his lips taste like guilt?
Did you think of me?
The one you killed

I can't even see the one I gave my heart to
I've stopped wishing that you came back
And I've stopped wishing that you came back

When you kissed him, did his lips taste like guilt?

did his lips taste like guilt

platforms

did his lips taste like guilt?

Battle in the Dairy Aisle

I've been
Trying to find help
But it always comes with a cost
And I've been ignorant
So Selfish
I only think about myself
I've been struggling
You don't care so fucking what
You're waiting for me to bite the dust
I've been wondering
Does it ever get better
No

Because I've been
Sleeping helpless nights
Praying to a god
That I made up in my mind
Hoping to find salvation or peace inside your eyes
Hoping to wake up again with you by my side

Lord knows I tried
So fucking hard
I can't look in the mirror
Already tried it broke
Couldn't say it any clearer
I forgot the words you spoke
So when you can't sleep at night
Just remember who you chose

i made a wish 7 years ago, but it never came true

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Meth Spread

When I had the world

A little tribute for the new Nier game! let us know what you think!

Mels by -> @zackarize @aurielsbow
Song by -> @ging5

Deny ++Auriel, Ging, Zackarize

Loverboy !

pm to buy

03:42 - 04:48
everything else is solo

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februar '21

they/them

Veins like Scripture

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