im gonna have e-sex with my kitten with this in the background 💀💀💀💀💀 /jk

to u w/ amadxus (prod. Souls1)

!LIPSTICK IS AVALIBLE ON ALL PLATFORMS!

APPLE MUSIC
https://music.apple.com/us/album/lipstick-single/1589879407?uo=4

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/album/05vbiUwm5kZRg1Ohh5MBsg?si=2JhtfmB5RyKTDss7CjQX8g&dl_branch=1

YOUTUBE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=079wSgunybI

GENIUS:
https://genius.com/Spook-lipstick-lyrics

(prod. yungspoiler)

LYRICS:

popping all these drugs so i can not feel my face
smoke another dime so i don’t feel like a disgrace
throw away my iphone just in case i get traced…
*ding* FUCK
god i really hate this place

mentally unstable
coke up on the table 
feels like i’m disabled
god i’m such an a hole

mentally unstable 
coke up on the table
feels like i’m disabled
god i’m such an a hole

(let me go home, leave me alone)

YEAH WE SMOKIN CRACK
GOT A BITCH IN THE BACK
SHE DONT KNOW HOW TO ASK
SO WE GIVE HER A TASK
BITCH IM SMOKIN ON THRAXX
SO I CAN JUST RELAX
AND IM LIGHTING UP A BONG WITH THE CLIQUE IN THE BACK

YEAH WE SMOKIN CRACK
GOT A BITCH IN THE BACK
SHE DONT KNOW HOW TO ASK
SO WE GIVE HER A TASK
BITCH IM SMOKIN ON THRAXX
SO I CAN JUST RELAX
AND IM LIGHTING UP A BONG WITH THE CLIQUE IN THE BACK

*vent*

i was only 14 and i was riding rip sticks
fast forward 2 years and now i’m tasting lipsticks
she opened up my snapchat i hope that was a misclick
*ding* FUCK
holy shit now where’s my nic stick

YEAH WE SMOKIN CRACK
GOT A BITCH IN THE BACK
SHE DONT KNOW HOW TO ASK
SO WE GIVE HER A TASK
BITCH IM SMOKIN ON THRAXX
SO I CAN JUST RELAX
AND IM LIGHTING UP A BONG WITH THE CLIQUE IN THE BACK

YEAH WE SMOKIN CRACK
GOT A BITCH IN THE BACK
SHE DONT KNOW HOW TO ASK
SO WE GIVE HER A TASK
BITCH IM SMOKIN ON THRAXX
SO I CAN JUST RELAX
AND IM LIGHTING UP A BONG WITH THE CLIQUE IN THE BACK

i worked really hard on this song so please show it some love its available on all platforms. i put a lot of time and effort and surprisingly a lot of emotion into this so i hope u like it just remember, you are enough <3

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lipstick

LINKS TO ALL PLATFORMS

! > https://razorbladecuts.carrd.co < ! 

(guda)

i have been working on this for around 2 months now and im so excited to finally drop it, a lot of the lyrics are personal for me and i would love for you to experience this journey i have set out for you. i love you so much and always remember, you are enough <3.

lyrics:
1 2, 1 2 3 4
i've been dancing in my room i do not keep the lights on
because everytime i see you i feel like a ticking time bomb
but everytime we meet girl your switching up on me
cause your a big catostrophe
and your saying THIS AINT MEANT TO BE

MY EYES ARE CLOSED AND MY BREATH IS HOLD
YOU BE SAYING THIS AND THAT BUT YOU WANNA BE BOLD
YOU BE RUSHIN EVERYTHING BUT I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW 
I DONT WANNA BE HERE I JUST WANNA GO HOME!

EVERYTIME WE TALK I FEEL U DONT SEE THE REAL ME
I CRY ALONE INSIDE MY ROOM AND THATS THE HARSH REALITY 
I REALLY ONLY LIKE YOU CAUSE YOUR FAKE ASS PERSONALITY
YOU MADE ME FUCKING CUT MYSELF AND THATS JUST MY MENTALITY.

i been grinding everyday im putting in this hard work
i can't feel my face and its laced with a fucking perc
i dont want to fuck but she started taking off her shirt
and if im being honest i dont really wanna get hurt

i just wanna stand up but i dont wanna be a prick
i just wanna disappear and say it was a magic trick
i see her at the school so i tell my mom im fucking sick
im always wearing long sleeves because my wrists are FUCKING SLIT

MY EYES ARE CLOSED AND MY BREATH IS HOLD
YOU BE SAYING THIS AND THAT BUT YOU WANNA BE BOLD
YOU BE RUSHIN EVERYTHING BUT I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW 
I DONT WANNA BE HERE I JUST WANNA GO HOME!

EVERYTIME WE TALK I FEEL U DONT SEE THE REAL ME
I CRY ALONE INSIDE MY ROOM AND THATS THE HARSH REALITY 
I REALLY ONLY LIKE YOU CAUSE YOUR FAKE ASS PERSONALITY
YOU MADE ME FUCKING CUT MYSELF AND THATS JUST MY MENTALITY.

im putting you before myself first
i think i should start caring about my self worth
and i bottle up emotions and i wait to burst 
and im contemplating suicide dont know what's worse.

PUT THE RAZOR TO MY SKIN AND I'LL FUCKIN LET IT BLEED
YOU SAY YOU WANT SOMEONE BOLD SO IM TAKING UP THE LEAD 
YOUR A NARCISSISTIC MASOCHIST NICOTINE FIEND
I JUST WISH WE WERE TOGETHER BUT IT STAYS UP IN MY DREAMS!

MY EYES ARE CLOSED AND MY BREATH IS HOLD
YOU BE SAYING THIS AND THAT BUT YOU WANNA BE BOLD
YOU BE RUSHIN EVERYTHING BUT I WANNA TAKE IT SLOW 
I DONT WANNA BE HERE I JUST WANNA GO HOME!

EVERYTIME WE TALK I FEEL U DONT SEE THE REAL ME
I CRY ALONE INSIDE MY ROOM AND THATS THE HARSH REALITY 
I REALLY ONLY LIKE YOU CAUSE YOUR FAKE ASS PERSONALITY
YOU MADE ME FUCKING CUT MYSELF AND THATS JUST MY MENTALITY.
(she loves me, she loves me not)x4

razor blade cuts

i feel like a rockstar :D 🎸🎸

available on all platforms!!

lyrics:
she told me don't pop a pill i said get in the back hoe
i just wanna be ok but sometimes im an asshole
get behind the wheel i just really hope I crash tho
perky kickin in and its fadin into black slow

i just wanna be ok
fantasize bout the bullet goin through my brain
all these shitty fuckin drugs drivin me insane
and its all because u didnt feel the same

head in the wall shes sippin alcohol
dont lemme fall
im takin adderall
focus on me 
i know that u would cheat
pills that i swallow
feelin so hollow

you were never there 
yeah u never seemed to care
and all the other guys would stare
and u would fuck em for a dare

but im not ok
suicidal thoughts comin back everyday 
take another pill so they stay out my way

she told me don't pop a pill i said get in the back hoe
i just wanna be ok but sometimes im an asshole
get behind the wheel i just really hope I crash tho
perky kickin in and its fadin into black slow

i just wanna be ok
fantasize bout the bullet goin through my brain
all these shitty fuckin drugs drivin me insane
and its all because u didnt feel the same

pills on the counter
im just a coward
leave me alone
and stop hittin my phone
chuggin down liquor 
im feelin sicker
pills that i swallow
feelin so hollow

you were never there 
yeah u never seemed to care
and all the other guys would stare
and u would fuck em for a dare

but im not ok
suicidal thoughts comin back everyday 
take another pill so they stay out my way

she told me don't pop a pill i said get in the back hoe
i just wanna be ok but sometimes im an asshole
get behind the wheel i just really hope I crash tho
perky kickin in and its fadin into black slow

i just wanna be ok
fantasize bout the bullet goin through my brain
all these shitty fuckin drugs drivin me insane
and its all because u didnt feel the same

adderall

55DEPTHS

prod. me.

thx @traxee <3 you killed it.

close call w/ traxee

ill try not to kill me

[outofcontrol]

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distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/anxiety

i'll bite my nails until my fuckin fingers bleed
cuz I've been stuck in this loop of bad anxiety
I wanna rip out my stomach it's been killing me
because she only wants you for the ecstasy

she wants cigarettes she wants the nicotine
and I've been craving her cuz she's the best of me
but that's the fuckin truth she's my amphetamine
and I wont get no help cuz shit don't come for free
I want you to be ok
and its ok to be afraid
wipe the tears right off your face
just let me help don't push me away
(don't push me away)

(dialogue)

pierce through my skin all i wanna do is scream
the only thing that you wanna do is fuckin leave
cuz I'm so nauseous
everything you do is fuckin toxic
I've lost it

she wants cigarettes she wants the nicotine
and I've been craving her cuz she's the best of me
but that's the fuckin truth she's my amphetamine
and I wont get no help cuz shit don't come for free
I want you to be ok
and its ok to be afraid
wipe the tears right off your face
just let me help don't push me away
(don't push me away)

anxiety

all plats

prod. reezgy x fum1ko
www.instagram.com/kryxenz/

tellme is ther reson 2keep goin!!
ion wan urluv yh thas honest| (• ◡•)| (❍ᴥ❍ʋ)
tellme is ther reson 2keep goin!!
ion wan urluv yh thas honest(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧
evrydy is liek a newdy
i been wakinup havin dreems bout wat u saidヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪
u said, i juswanna know wat u said
all uponme/// yh is all insidmyheadᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

tak a pic wit da flash bt ther alldasame¯\(°_o)/¯
all upinmy systm/// yh is all upinmy brain｡゜(｀Д´)゜｡
i jus need to find away jus 2stopit༼ つ ಥ_ಥ ༽つ
but its ok!!!! yh its ok!!!!!!!!

shawty watsda problem>? we can solv it!!!
ion wan urluv yh thas honest(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

go!go!go! ##ravE!! (reezgy x fum1ko)

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