shoutout theo for the ears. also shoutout tomberlin and boygenius


what would i do if i saw you on the street
15 million people and i think i saw you last week
would i tell you i’ve been listening to your music all the time
or just keep moving my feet, looking forward, peace of mind

You look like someone that I knew before
Someone I loved before
You wear your hair like her
You bat your eyes like her
And I can’t stand it anymore
You say to come and so I take the L
End up stuck in hell
But I don’t mind the heat
Or prefer purgatory
Cuz here you are as well

So if I dare to say hello
I make no promise how it goes
But hang on, hang on
One day you will know my name
Until then, I will hide in shame
But hang on, hang on

A corner standing with my eyes real wide
No one’s surprised
You’re so incredible
Im superglued to you
But I’ll deny it every time
Wish I could say all that I’m thinking now
But I’m just swallowing
The words just won’t come out
You’d probably bite my hand
Leave me all red-faced and embarrassed
Hiding in my hands
Not saying substance

So if I dare to say hello
I make no promise how it goes
But hang on, hang on
One day you will know my name
Until then, I will hide in shame
But hang on, hang on

Parasocialite, para- parasocialite
In my arms tonight, baby in my arms tonight
Parasocialite, para- parasocialite
In my arms tonight, baby in my arms tonight
(Parasocialite, para- parasocialite)

Here’s the thing, I’ve been lying to myself now for sometime
Trying to be someone I’m not, all it’s done is made me cry
You’re what I reach for when I don’t know what to grab
A better distraction, so thank you for that
Here’s the thing, I’ve been lying to myself now for sometime
Trying to be someone I’m not, all it’s done is made me cry
You’re what I reach for when I don’t know what to grab
A better distraction, so thank you for that

So if I dare to say hello
I make no promise how it goes
But hang on, hang on
One day you will know my name
Until then, I will hide in shame
But hang on, hang on

parasocialite

I wish that I could be me 
I wish that you could be you 
but we're not really anyone
at least for not much longer 
relatively speaking

Anyone

tu no sabes lo que siento
tu no sabes lo que tengo
aqui
tu no sabes lo que siento
tu no sabes lo que tengo
aqui
aqui
aqui

baile oscuro

Walter TV

THANK YOU FOR DIGGING IT! :) 

RIDE THE WAVE!!! 

PEACE & LOVE - THATCHER
_____

Written, Recorded, Mixed, & Mastered by J. Thatcher May

RIPPLE

Cardinal - Acoustic Demo

Reaching

This is a 5 song EP about a girl.

1. What Could've Been One Day
2. Why Are You So Far
3. Almost Had A Dream
4. fork in the road
5. beyond lost without you

beyond lost without you (prod. Xzaviar)

let my baby stay mac demarco cover

I could have told you, she'd hurt you
She'd love you a while and desert you
But you were in love, and didn't want to know.
I could have saved you some crying
I could have told you she's lying
But you were in love and didn't want to know
Oh no

I see her now as I toss and turn, and try to sleep
I hear her now making promises, that she'll never keep

Y ahora te encuentras, estas llorando
Y noche 'tras noche, quedas pensando
En quel mal amor, Aye pobresito

Now it's over, and done with.
She'll find someone new to have fun with

Pobre de ti, ahora sufres como yo sufri
Pobre de ti, ahora sientes com yo senti.

Through all of my tears, I could have told you so.

Yo Te Lo Dije 2

music and lyrics by Madison Campbell and Matt Benthall

still in love with u - take 3

a lil side project from my other music @oscarlangmusic