i want to know, am i the bad seed
do i grow only in perfect homes
so i can break them
so i can make them my own

and if so, i'll make it easy
and i promise to give up the fight
but you seem worth the risk
can i just get it right this time

i wanna be your guy
i wanna make you smile
though i might make you cry
sometimes

i want to find a better reason
to love other than for my ends
but i might break you when we
otherwise could've been good friends

i wanna be your guy
i wanna make you smile
though i might make you cry
sometimes

i wanna be your guy

a demo :D

Verse 1:
A tenuous indulgement I profuse
immaculate intent for those who rule
a proficient sense of worth
when time fades through
entanglement within
my sense of truth

Chorus:
so i say,
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
speak up louder, sing it louder
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
dream on louder, thinkin louder
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
bright n bolder, our desire

Verse 2:
now you march within
humane but blue
recollecting definitions of 
grief and truce
i'd reckon i'm devoted much
for you

Chorus 2:
so i say,
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
speak up louder, sing it louder
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
dream on louder, thinkin louder
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
cry out louder, why do ponder?
c'mon, c'mon, c'mon
bright n bolder, our desire

Bridge:
weary, lost of intent
no it's way too soon 
to drowse
awaken my dream-gaze
impeccable in my own ways

cry out louder  why do ponder?

C'mon  C'mon

C'mon C'mon (Our Desire) Demo

besides a squeeky chair and a tired voice i guess today was pretty good

recorded on my phone
song by the genius lou reed

perfectday

demos from 2019 - 2022. thank u for listening <3 :)

bebé

Wasted, wasted youth
I'm choking on the truth, oh
Growing old is never easy
When there's so much that I want to do yet
I can hardly leave the room so

Please won't you just leave me alone
Nobody can help me
Nowhere feels like home

Uh
Whenever I'm feeling lonely
Whenever I'm feeling lonely

Need to sort my shit out
Fell asleep on the couch
I never loved sleeping as much as I do now

Why do you think that is, huh
Prescribe me some more meds until there's nothing in my head at all
Side effects may occur

And now it's getting serious
I think I'm a little delirious
Cause I want novocaine injected right into my brain

To get this thing to settle down
And turn my sadness all around
Do you think that it's feasible

To feel or to feel nothing at all
To feel or to feel nothing at all

Why's it always got to be like this
When's it going to be the last time
When's it going to be the last time

Every day is hell
And I'm stuck in myself
Nobody can hear me calling out

To feel or to feel nothing at all
To feel or to feel nothing at all

Slasher Flick

Death Of

a lil side project from my other music @oscarlangmusic