with https://soundcloud.com/rouri404 prod https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

lyrics :)

I've been wasting a lot of time, but I'm alright
I've been running 'round in cricles, tryna catch my mind
And I can't move on, I swear I tried
And I can not see past my own eyes

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

Empty hallways 
Running, and you fall at night 
Catching up, Know I’m always by your side
In the mirror my reflection never bats an eye
Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, boutta turn out the lights 
There is something in this house, and I know it’s not right
There is someone in the backseat of my ride
Hearing whispers in the attic
Cold hands on my back, sending shivers down my spine

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

stream/buy

too much w/ rouri404 (plxce)

falling from the top floor,
wings out like a deadman
wishing that we talked more
don't get second chances
screaming til my voice is goin numb ain't that romantic
car wreck, put me in a panic

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

never been for conflict
shooting at the stars going cosmic
you saw my last text why u toxic
if you don't have the answer why you tlking?

growing pains hunger grip my stomach and my sides, i can't take it anymore i'm havun thoughts of suicide, i'm still walking with a chip, you talking shit i'm gonna slide, yeah these vultures leaving nest, the way these bullets gonna fly

ain't not time to waste
another second with you sounds like such a pain
and everytime i'm feeling scared i run away, got too much pressure on my head hair turning grey, it's such a waste

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

Growing Pains

Growing Pains (prod. Arey)

real

lyrics: 

look it’s 4am and she’s still outside 😬
she’s taking 2 more shots but she says she’s fine 🙂
she’s a crazy girl 
tryna have a crazy night ❗️ 
but it’s alright i’ll stay right by ur side ❤️
i gotta match that 
hit the L i pass that 😆
i just downed da bottle now i think i’m having flashbacks 🙈
she’s playing songs in the car 🚘 
that make her feel like she’s a star ⭐️ 
i know that she could do anything… 
she could go far 
she got da world in her hands 🌎 
she could do it she can 😎
i know she wanna go big 
but i’m not in her plans 😳
so i’m just holding her hand 🤝
and i tell her it’s fine 
i know this isn’t forever 
but i know we’re alright 😌

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 

sevendsr 

i feel da pain in my chest 😫
and it gets hard everyday 
i look u right in the eyes 👀 
and know that u ain’t the same 😔✋🏾
and there’s no one to blame 
there’s no one to BLAAAMMeeeee 🤪 
the faults in my name ☹️ 
OH GOD the faults in my name 
5 shots down but i ain’t done yet 😈
there ain’t a single decision this night that i will regret 🤣
they want a glock in my head 🔫
they want a knife2myneck 😳
i knew that they never liked me i just didn’t know that u were next 🙃 
but what do i do when u won’t tell me the truth 
and i can’t find a reason just 2 focus on u 🥱
and when things just crumble 2 da ground 😮
and i just don’t want u around ☹️
and it’s 4 in the morning 
i can’t dream no 💭 
i can’t sleep 💤 
if u really cared about me 
u would set me free 🥲 
ik u like the madness 🙄 
makes u real happy just 2 bring me some havoc 🚨
imma keep running just 2 escape the blackness 
im cleaning the brush i think i’ll start a new canvas 
📋
new life ❗️
i think it’s good 4 me to start a brand new life ❗️
light me up a joint just so i could get a clear mine 🧠 
look in the mirror i think imma get my things right 
but i keep thinking baby what about that 1night …

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x

1night ft. rouri404 prod@michaelwarren x @tornno

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

all we have w/ 4cf (rede)

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/instigate
https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

this one is super special for me, thank u guys for everything
produced by me and cricket of 31sentinel
lyrics: 
fucked around and told u all the things that i loved 
don't u know me better than the person i was 
won't u go around and tell ur friends that i suck
 trying to write it over but u know me better 
and i called, u showed no effort 
swear to god u were in my bedroom
 that night must've been a mirage
 a movie in my head that i stumbled on

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

around me, baby put it around me
 i could be a billionaire just put up a bounty
 trip to the midwest and california surroundings
 don't want all that shit that come with being a crowned king
 i left all my family and my feelings at home 
staring at a screen pretending i'm in control 
told all of my friends i'm back to being alone 
showing off my endgame it don't got any holes in it

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart  
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart
 there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

been down, i been a little bit down 
 i eat all my feelings so they don't hit the ground 
picture this i'm working on a energy cloud 
shield myself from everything that ur putting out 
all the other kids they don't look just like me 
rounding up my efforts, set it up times three
 counting down the minutes every time i breathe 
wishfully hoping, i don't wanna think about it now

i know that i could do it all better
 i'm burning up a hole in my sweater 
i'm growing up and i been so anxious
 cus what if i can't keep it to(gether)

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

bounty (me + 31sentinel)

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

mirrors

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