Self-awareness is a bit hard to come across. But once you have it, do not let it go. It's easy to fall into a crowd. It's hard to be something for yourself. 

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Art by Jaakko Pallasvuo
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Lyrics:
What you doing little nigga get yo head in them books
You bout to walk inside world that's built off money and crooks
It's not a bad dream though 
Just got learn how to speak
Or everybody that's around you gonna think that your weak
I don't mean physically 
That's mostly used for the bums
The ones
That have no since of achievement
And bump their gums

It's their decision
So why should you go follow their game?
It's probably because they offered you some money and gains

Like pussy and power
Nothing like some sin for the flower
The only shift you ever had
Was watching yo niggas back
To make sure
That ain't other rival came to attack
It's sad man

Ya'll steady living in fear
Too worried bout an image that could bring yo  people tears
That's why they tell you that's its all about the legend you bring
It's doesn't matter if it's shameful or you take one who breathes
Cause when you die everybody's gon remember your name

I say
Why why why
Why you gotta be
Something you're not (x2)

You'll take a bullet for them niggas
Who make up a father figure
Put work in and do the most
Replace you when you're a ghost
No mourning for little grunts
In the winter time Mommas cold
Cause instead of betting on failing
You steady betting your soul
You're life
A sacrificial thing just for greed
I know the pain of watching mom work 60 hours a week
I could say I never went and risked my life for the cheese
But I'd be lying
I really should've kept being meek
Cause the pain I would have caused
Would be more than the flaws
Of a system that has made us into scoundrels and dogs
The clause 
A pause
We are just some pieces 
A pawn
I kinda like it here
But really I cant wait to meet God

Something You're Not (prod. by Medda)

I grew up too fast. I didn't enjoy the little things in my younger years.. The times I do remember make me happy. I miss those times and those people. Live a little, don't let one thing keep you down. Just don't go crazy. I wrote this track in 2018.. Only song I've ever written on paper. I was going through some crazy times that I felt I should have done when I was younger. Now I'm older, wiser, and happier. 

The producer for this track is unknown. If you or someone you know produced this, please let me know so I can properly credit you. 

I don't own the artwork.


Lyrics
Honestly I never knew
How much I want to be like the other kids
Driving Texas Avenue 
2 AM with my friends gonna miss my shift
But I don’t really give a fuck now
I just wanna feel the love ya
Chillin with a bit of bud ya
No license that’s just fine though.

I start to feel it again
Smoking on gas with my friends
Never really done this before no

Tell me I’m losing my edge 
Loving this shit in my head
Never really done this before no

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Damn

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Shit

It seem like I stay twisted just to calm down
For years I hid inside my mind was still bound
Better days are here I got my friends now
And I don’t worry bout nothing no

We got the munchies 
We’re losing our shit
Getting too faded we lost all our sense
Loving myself it ain’t complicated
Dancing to indie we’re dedicated 
Calling in sick just to act like we’re kids
Buying in bulk just to act like we’re rich
Going to parties is overrated 
Driving for hours and then we stop

And while we listen to the radio
Thinking of the days I’m with my folks
The time has gone by so fast
And I’m still running from the past

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

I missed my youth
I missed my youth
Cause I was too scared to fall
I was too scared to fall

Missed Youth (2018)

Ghost

Oliver Tree - Ghost

A Million Lies

This Time

"This song feels like a late-night conversation you don’t want to end — the kind where every glance and every pause pulls you in a little deeper. ‘Side to Side’ is about that magnetic pull between two people, moving closer without even realizing it."

Skin to Skin

Special thanks to https://soundcloud.com/atwoodotj for making this song with me. Go check him out

Lyrics:
(verse 1 - Indii G)
broken but im better than i was
i dont kno. I dont think you gonna
catch me when i fall. so im counting on my bros.
we can ride back slow. why you always acting like
you really tryna be alone
I just wanna let you know
i be moving all around
but you can always call my phone
you can always call me on my phone
hit me up like yo tell me this that
you be saying you dont miss that
chemistry but really are you
tryna break it off like a kit kat
i can tell by the way we moving
all around the room like
dammit we burning up burning up
take a sip and you all over my
body talking slow like yeah
we be turning up turning up
we turning up turning up
 
but does she remember what
we talked about at the mall?
said that shes gonna withdraw.
she dont want nothing at all
shes the one getting involved
shes the one getting involved
i know its more than just something to do.
wanting that body to move.
You dont got Nothing To Lose
you dont got nothing to prove
nothing to prove

(verse 2 - Atwood)
I been feeling lost by the day/night
Whole head full of meds
Ima stay in my bed
Lit lamp by my desk fuck daylight
I been in a trance trance trance
On loop loop loop
Dude you needa take 5
I don't know what to do 
Been dancing with the devil and she scuffin up my shoes
Man these was new
Sittin round like dude why you aint makin moves what you waitin for
She gon play you for a fool
Change mood, blame you, 
Leave you running like her makeup
And you gon play it cool, pay dues, stay true cuz right around here we dont fake trust
No right round here we dont play much, teach you how to shape up
No right round here she don't stay much
Not right round here

She don't want nothing at all
She don't want nothing at all
She's the one getting involved
She's the one getting involved
I dont even know why i call
Maybe it's just cuz i'm in love with you
And all the things that you do
You don't got nothing to lose
You don't got nothing to prove
Nothing to prove

This Time

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