tears (prod. soprettyanxiety)

"HALF HEARTED" Coming Soon.

(How come when people have mental damage it's always an active imagination?
How come every organ in your body can get sick and you get sympathy, except the brain?
So you've got this nagging looptape that goes over and over again that drives you insane
So you see, what the problem is? What once made you safe, now drives you insane.)

Somebody tell me, am I enough?
Am I wrong to be this way?
Am I wrong to feel this pain?
It's like every single day is wasted away and I hate it.

But let's face it, nobodies special.
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several.
I live a life that I cannot call my own.
Why live a life, if it only feels stressful.

I guess it's just because I don't know no better than this.
That's why I cope with my emptiness
I enjoy my loneliness.

(They will never understand.
I will never be like them.
They will never understand
I will never change myself.)

Somebody tell me, am I enough?
Am I wrong to be this way?
Am I wrong to feel this pain?
It's like every single day is wasted away and I hate it.

But let's face it, nobodies special.
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several.
I live a life that I cannot call my own.
Why live a life, if it only feels stressful.

I run out the door, where the time goes.
Where did my life go,
Where did my mind go.

I'm stuck in a cyclone
I'm lost in the chaos
A world without high hopes
I'm hoping mine pays off.

That's the best that I can do for now
But it's still better than you somehow.

So I stay in the shadows, I won't make a sound.
Please do not let me out, No do not let me out.

I don't need nobody to tell me I'm enough.
I'm not wrong to be this way.
I'm not wrong to feel this pain.
I know every single day I'm wasting away, and I hate it.

So let's face it, nobodies special.
A sea of faces, I'm just one of the several.
I live a life that I cannot call my own.
And I survive, I don't care if it's stressful.

Enough Is Enough (Prod. OmenXIII)

GREAF Album Coming Soon???

Every time I touch the surface,
I just want to go back under.
Pull me further, with your words
'Cause we both know that I deserve it.

Every sinking feeling feels like me and I can't help but feel, 
feel like I don't even matter.

And that's what keeps me going.
Proving myself wrong.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

And that's what keeps me going.
Proving myself wrong.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

As I look up to the surface 
I can see the moon now.
It must be the 100th time, I've tried today
I can tell my strength is fading.

The undertow can take me somewhere else
I don't want to be there.
Maybe that's not where I belong,
Maybe I am different, 

and that's okay 'cause
'cause That's what keeps me going.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

Yeah  that's okay 'cause
'cause That's what keeps me going.
I don't care what they think
I just want to think I'm worth it.

At The Bottom Of This Lake Called Misery (Prod. GREAF)

Death affects all of us in one way or another.

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DEATH

Running In Dreams feat. sosi (Prod. OmenXIII)

Death affects all of us in one way or another.

FREE DOWNLOAD: https://www.mediafire.com/?25av5dvzgilkdgl

Switchblades on my hip no I never switch lanes,
While everybody switchin up on everybody else the game so fake,
Game fucked up, Pull up on us come get fucked up

Everybody talking the talk but they ain't walkin the walk
if they ain't got it I got it. I got a blade in my pocket,
I pull it straight from the jump, And I'ma aim at your neck
And I'ma take your life and then collect my check.

Flashin lights, then yo lights out,
What goes around gonna come around.
Liftin blades then I bring em down
Bodies droppin my favorite sound

I don't give a fuck about life,
I don't give a fuck bout death,
Run up on OmenXIII black shirt black jeans
you can bet it will be your last breath

Truth is, ain't nobody fuck with the true shit.
You don't really fuck with the crew shit
Truth is you can't really fuck with my movement.
You just tryna fuck with kids cool kids

Truth is I ain't really cool, fuck cool kids.
I don't give a fuck who you cool with.
Truth is I don't give a fuck where you stay.
Came a long long ways since last year, 

Used to struggle just to eat top ramen,
Now I'm lookin for my own apartment
Black curtains up in my room
White roses up in my garden

You flexin hard but ain't got no check,
I don't need to flex, I still see success
I've been on my grind, almost all the time
And I think I'm dead I don't need to rest

Flashin lights, then yo lights out,
What goes around gonna come around.
Liftin blades then I bring em down
Bodies droppin my favorite sound

I don't give a fuck about life,
I don't give a fuck bout death,
Run up on OmenXIII black shirt black jeans
you can bet it will be your last breath 

Up (Prod. curtis heron)

Death affects all of us in one way or another.

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Put a bullet in my skull and every time I do I'm wakin up.
I've been dreaming lucidly for weeks on end now I'm stuck.
I've been seeing entities inside my room for way too long
They whisper in my ear some things they tell me not to tell noone

I might slit my wrist, pray to the sky that I'ma die tonight.
I know noones listening, besides my friends that by my side
I'm always alone just know my friends always come out at night.
They might try to kill you in your sleep if you ain't talkin right.

I might try to find out where you stay if you start talkin shit
Twitter fingers moving quickly, see me then you disappear
Pull up on me, find out what I'm bout, I cannot disappoint
swing a thousand blades all at your body til you get the point.

Get the pun? If you see me better run.
If you hear me better drop,  pray to somethin you survive.
Cuz I really cannot lie, I don't really wanna kill
But If you ever threaten me or anyone thats with me  then you know the deal.

Resurrection (Prod. Harvest)

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I'm walking on glass can you please just, just get off my back for a second. 
Step down and feel, everything that I've been going through.
Sometimes I feel like a ghost, even if you can't see
I'm still a ghost so.
so I can go through anything and everything, 
Just give me some time tonight.

And it turns out this glass on the floor,
is falling right out of my chest,
I can't believe i hadn't noticed but,
but my head is empty too, 
I just don't know anymore. 
What Am I waiting for?
Who am I looking for?

I just don't know anymore.

PROMISE

MUSIC VIDEO

Coping (Prod. GREAF) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

OmenXIII - Pay Me No Mind

OmenXIII - Mindgames (2015)

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OmenXIII - Pay Me No Mind

OmenXIII - The Lonely Ravine (Feat.Sosi)

OmenXIII - Time Keeper 

OmenXIII - ____ (2015)

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OmenXIII - Time Keeper

I live my life the way I want so what the fuck is a job?
I light my blunt, I blow my smoke, and then I breathe in the fog.
There's a certain type of feeling looking down from the top.
Heavy burden on my shoulders and so much in my palms.

Oh my god, Oh my god, Feels like I'm a mirage.
Cuz I can't see myself until I get so desperate I fall
Sometimes I stress, or feel depressed, I put my back to the wall.
I cannot rest, I can't reset the pressure I feel at all.

Some say that there's someone watching,
Some say that there's something waiting.
Some say that we should care but,
I never got the hint.

Some say we can find a reason
Some say every day gets better,
Some say you should just be happy,
I think they're full of shit.