complicated

lie and get away
(lie in bed awake)
cant you tell the truth
i'll lie and get away
(i'll lie in bed awake)
standing next to you
oh
im bleeding past my head
you look so beautiful 
in that dress
oh i digest 
can you stuff me in 
oh i digest
can you stuff me in
can you stuff me in 
can you stuff me in 
your beautiful
(your beauty falls)

2008 - 2023

wishing memories never pass away

vacations sample

why you have to lie?
and push me away
isnt that so fried
or is that just okay with you
and i hate my life 
but i cant escape
why am i so afraid
of the thought of you getting away x2
why do you wanna talk like that?
getting involved with the shit thats bad
things in my head yeh they all gone bad
and the thought of you in another guys place makes me mad

push me away

mac demarco sample

you would be better off 
safe in my car
you would be better off
if you lead everyone on
i let your skin touch mine
and let you touch my mind 
you said its not 
too late to go 
why didnt i 
just make her go home
you see my blood
its leaking all over
why didnt i 
just block her phone

ur a waste of heart

jonny craig wrote this when he was 19

woke up i just rolled off of my bed
i just took another flat im feelin set
why the fuck all of these people watching me????
dont get on my nerves ill make u bleed
think u had it bad? ill put u in misery
think u had it bad ill take u right out yo sneaks
wanna take a dive in this bottle hennessy
said you wanna die now you livin up w me
ive been off the drugs they been fuckin up my head
ive been off the drugs they been fuckin up my head
i had to delete that bitches number off my phone
like why the fuck cant you just let me be leave me alone
walkin round my head oh im walkin round in circles
walkin round my head oh im walkin round in circles
i think that u need to let it go
i think that its time for u to go
im up in this beamer smoking dope
floating w the angels like the pope
im up in this beamer smoking dope
floating w the angels like the pope

flat

lyrics :

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

i know im gonna die all alone
i never pay attention 
im glued to my phone :3
my dad hates me i am disowned 
to everyone i am unknown

you hate me but i dont know what i did
when im alone i cut my wrists
i wish that i could feel bliss
but i cant
im such a bitch

im in an exisential crisis
why do i exist?
i miss when we would kiss
now im in her blocked list

i wish i wasnt this awkward
im such a fucking coward
when they call me names 
i act like im unbothered
i feel like such a failure!!

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

exisential crisis

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change (ft. humanendeavour)

prod me

you know
i want you its so certain
im hoping im no burden 
to you, to you 
my dear 
i think im dumb 
thats what i fear 
x2

to you, my dear

prod me.

https://open.spotify.com/track/3vVuIWbYEvjnsxh8SmKPyH?si=F0aiE9QJQJuqtTTnxoIAeQ

lyrics:
i feel i feel like im a ghost
and honestly im tired of getting ignored
but this wont be the last you know of me
ill come back and hunt your soul

and if you think the past is long forgot
i have to say your on the wrong
come see if you want, my pride is on the floor 
the guilt will follow you back home

life’s hard when you are soft
my tough shell shatters, alone is forgot
fill the missing pieces of my bones
bullet pierces across my thoughts

i think you know the path my life goes on
i pray to god i wont just die alone
but if theres no way back from where im gone
just know im always watching you

i’ll be watching
i’ll be watching
i’ll be watching
i’ll be watching

life’s hard when you are soft
my tough shell shatters, alone is forgot
fill the missing pieces of my bones
bullet pierces across my thoughts

i'll be watching

I wish I never even got with you
I wish I never told you how much I love you
I wish I never did anything with you

Cause I'm out of love
Cause I'm out of love
Cause I'm out of love

Yeah
You were my drug
I loved our hugs
And I thank you so much
For everything you gave me

The memories are haunting me
I can't fall asleep without you in my dream
I wake up sweating and screaming
Saying"is she over me?"

It's so tiring cause I need you to apologize
For hanging around with that guy
While you were still mine

out of love

I hate all of my songs

EAT IT NERDS 11/7!!!!

jonny craig wrote this when he was 19

omufang