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Forever Mines

Love Letters (feat Aishyla)

Being heartbroken by someone you loved and someone you thought loved you.

Tired

Prod. Lp

Pressure w/ Trxp$tarr Robbie
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Pressure (Ft. Trxp$tarr Robbie)

HiddenK - Camera's Off

[Verse 1]
Rent's late again, I'm dodging calls
The world’s on fire, and we’re all just tryna stall
Scrolling through the news like it’s a horror show
But I still get up, even when I move slow

[Pre-Chorus]

They say “keep your head high,” but my neck hurts
From all the weight I carry in this sweatshirt
Dreams feel like bills I can’t afford
But I hold on — yeah, I hold on

[Chorus]

I’m still standing, cracked but breathing
Life keeps swinging, but I ain’t leaving
Tired eyes, heavy heart
Still I find a way to restart
Might be bruised, might be breaking
But I’m here and that’s worth saying

[Verse 2]
Tried therapy, tried faith, tried late-night walks
Trying to outrun the silence when my mind talks
Everyone’s smiling, but no one’s fine
We’re all just dancing through the warning signs

[Pre-Chorus 2]

Another coffee just to fake awake
Another prayer I half believe I’ll make
But hope’s a stubborn little flame
And somehow, it still remains

[Chorus]

I’m still standing, cracked but breathing
Life keeps swinging, but I ain’t leaving
Tired eyes, heavy heart
Still I find a way to restart
Might be bruised, might be breaking
But I’m here — and that’s worth saying

[Bridge]

We wear masks, not the kind from the news
But the kind we smile through, so we don’t lose
Each other — ‘cause we’re all just trying to cope
Gripping tight to any thread of hope

[Final Chorus]

I’m still standing, don’t know how
But I’m here, I’m breathing now
Every scar, a part of me
Proof that I’m still fighting to be free
Yeah, I’m cracked, but I’m not broken
Every breath, a quiet token
Of the strength I didn’t know I had

I'm Still Standing

The parasite...

LYRICS:

[intro]
(instrumental)

water me baby
(mmm-hmmmm)
water me baby
(mmm-hmmmm)


[verse]
baby,
Why do you hate me?

Is caring for me
Crazy?

Or am I too lazy
If so,
Why did you save me?

Are you not ready?

I can go steady...

[chorus]
why, oh why,
can I not
get on-top of my
own life. (own life)

why, oh why,
can I not
be fit for this ride.
when I,

grow and grow,
with nothing to show,
from my head to my toes,
water me baby.

maybe I can grow,
put my petals for show
I can live for you
and you can live for me
now...

don't die on me baby...

[verse]
I'm driving away
And I hate to be honest.

But it's obvious
I don't know
where the line is.

you want me to care
or leave you alone?
but baby,
I cant survive on my own...

[chorus]
why, oh why,
can I not
get on-top of my
own life. (own life)

why, oh why,
can I not
be fit for this ride.
when I,

grow and grow,
with nothing to show,
from my head to my toes,
water me baby.

maybe I can grow,
put my petals for show
I can live for you
and you can live for me
now...

don't die on me baby.

[outro]

don't die on me baby.
don't die on me baby.
don't die on me baby.

water me baby.
(mmm-hmmmm)
water me baby.
(mmm-hmmmm)
water me baby.
(mmm-hmmmm)
water me baby.
(mmm-hmmmm)

[end]

WATER ME BABY

not hero, not villain.
just the one who remains.
the protagonist.

rub it in

[Verse 1 ]
You used to be my peace at night
Now I wake up reachin’ for your side
You say we grew apart with time,
But you still log in just to watch my life
I ain’t cheated, I ain’t lied
I was solid I was ride or die
Now you out dressin’ pain in pride
But your eyes still beg me not to try
He hold you, but you pull away
You still think ‘bout me when y’all lay
You don’t want me, but won’t set me free
You want control  not love from me

 [Chorus]
I just don’t get it
why You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

 [Verse 2]
How you hate me but still watch my stories?
Act like you healed, but you still record me
Every time I move, you pull me back
You hate the truth, but you love the past
I ain’t bitter, I’m confused as hell
You burned the bridge, then wished me well
Keep your new man out my name
You still hold guilt when y’all do your thing
You post that smile like nothin’ wrong
Then text “I miss you” right before dawn
I stayed down, you changed the rules
Now I feel like the fool who kept it true

 [Bridge]
Girl, if you don’t want me, then why you here?
If I ain’t the one, then why you near?
You let me drown, but won’t let me swim
You let me go, but don’t let me win

 [Final Chorus]
I just don’t get it (nah)
Why you let me go, but won’t let me forget it? (no)
Say you don’t want love, but you still in my business (still in it)
Call me when you lonely like I’m still your forgiveness (every time)
I just don’t get it
You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

I Just Don’t Get It

Lyrics
 Just gon let it be That works well for me She said I need some cake The way she turned around, I knew it wasn’t baked Put it on a plate—I don’t hesitate Got me thinking ‘bout fate, not just her shape Didn’t even speak, but the message was clear When she walked off, had to shift up a gear Told myself, “Chill, don’t fall for the rear” But I’ve been down bad, and the night’s too near Text said “what you doin,” I said “just me” She said “pull up,” and that’s all I need
 I’m not tryna chase what’s already mine If you show the vibe, I’ll give you time But don’t play sweet just to feed my pride I’m used to nights where love don’t slide So if you want it, say it clear to me Otherwise, I’m just gon let it be
Let it be, let it be Gon let it be Let it be, let it be Lennon flowin’ like a breeze Let it be, let it be Swayin’ with the palm trees Just gon let it be
 Slid through the spot, lowkey but lit She opened the door, in her vibe I fit Didn’t say much, but I knew what it was Eyes did the talking, no need to fuss She poured a drink, I played it smooth Said, “I ain’t here to rush, I just move how I move” She laughed, said “you’re different”—I said “I know” Told her I’m done with the typical show Body on ten, but I’m reading the soul If the moment feels right, then I’ll play my role But I’ve been through games, I don’t fold for free So I stayed in control and just let it be
 I ain't holdin' breath, but I ain't gon chase If you feel the spark, then say it to my face No smoke and mirrors, no hide-and-seek Homer was playin’—this ain’t no Odyssey You had my time, now it's up to you I said my piece, now what you gon do?

Gon Let it Be

fever-dream

Cookie Monster

[Verse 1]
cookie monster, call me that
’cause I go where the sugar at
lips like velvet, warm like that
you open slow—I lean right back

[Verse 2]
you ain’t gotta tell me nothin’,
your thighs do all the talkin’
I read the language in a hush
then dive in, no need for caution

[Verse 3]
mmm, you laugh when I say
"who baked this?"
but baby girl, it’s serious business
confection ain’t even the word—
this more like worship with mischief

[Verse 4]
cookie monster got his bib on
treat it like a rare song
slow licks, no skips—
this ain't fast food, girl, it’s ritual
every crumble, every kiss,
I memorize it like scripture
and you just shiver like
I been anointed by your nectar

[Verse 5]
you call me wild
I call it service

[Bridge]
I’m just here to study you,
down to the atoms of your purr
your legs sing lullabies
and I hum the blur

[Outro]
cookie... cookie...
monster in the sheets,
gentle in the feast
savorin' sweet
'til you asleep...

Cookie Monster (Animus Mix)

THANK YOU GOD
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Mix/Master: Jaden Arlo + Dozart

DJ/Prod: dj ddope god
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Sweaty Dirty Sex

A gleam on glass, a promise lightly spoken,
The moments fall, a slow and silent crime.
I sit here on the edge of a day broken,
Lost from the fading traces of his time.
A glassy shrine within my frozen hand,
Where his reflection, mute and still, is held.
A strange and half-believéd, distant land,
That will not open, that remains unspelled.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

The world spins on, indifferent and fast,
A play of faces I no longer see.
An angel, maybe, from a sky downcast,
Looks on and wonders what has captured me.
The irony in glances passing by,
They cannot see the chasm deep and wide.
They cannot grasp the reasons that I lie
In wait for something that has already died.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.

Perhaps the test was never him to find,
But just to be, the self I left behind.
The silence grows where promises were spoken,
A brand new world inside of me has woken.
The emptiness becomes an endless space,
And on its shore, I see another face.

Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
This echo in the chamber of the soul?
To lose and never have had all control?
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
A phantom promise falling into dust,
A wilting leaf betrayed by autumn's rust.
Is it only waiting? Is it only waiting?
The phantom promise has returned to dust,
And on new ground, I find a different trust.

The screen goes dark. No echo. Not a trace.
I breathe me out. I breathe me in. This space.

—
Arrangement and vocals: Volker Redder, Udio, Apple's GarageBand
Loops and samples: Volker Redder, Apple's GarageBand
Editing and sound design: Volker Redder, Ozone 11, Sound Studio, VirtualDJ, GarageBand
Lyrics: Volker Redder, translated with the help of Google Translate
Cover design: Volker Redder, Adobe Photoshop, ChatGPT

Is It Only Waiting?

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WATER ME BABY

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