throttle

break me
i like it when it hurts
abuse me
you always were the first
i can’t be left alone without these thoughts invading me
cause you had broke the trust and now i’m broken inside here
my body won’t repair as long as you’re still in this place
abandon me again cause i don’t wanna see your face 

i’m broken now and torn apart since you had gone and left
when distant memories succumb to hurt we never meant
i wish that i could go back and change the things i said
i’m burdened by the past and now it fuels my lament

hurt me
cause i can take the pain 
don’t lie
the message is the same
cause you had turned your back no matter what i tried to plead
but now you’re coming back, it’s only time until you leave
don’t lie and say you’re sorry cause i know that you’re not
you threw me out the door without a second fucking thought 

i’m broken now and torn apart since you had gone and left
when distant memories succumb to hurt we never meant
i wish that i could go back and change the things i said
i’m burdened by the past and now it fuels my lament

stream!

lament (prod. wisssery x lavendertxwn)

i cant do this (+dercept + daks9k)

[chorus]
take me to the place you sleep
i wanna be the one inside your dream
inside of your heart is where i’ll be
so guide me to that sacred place
don’t let all these moments go to waste
just stay me with me inside this warm embrace

[verse]
i can’t take it when you go away
they tell me they can see it on my face
got bags under my eyes and skins turned grey
i hope all of this pain just fades away
she takes away my breath now i can’t breathe 
i’ll hold onto these cards and memories
just lay your head to rest among the sleep
cause inside all your dreams is where i’ll be

[chorus]
take me to the place you sleep
i wanna be the one inside your dream
inside of your heart is where i’ll be
so guide me to that sacred place
don’t let all these moments go to waste
just stay me with me inside this warm embrace

take me to the place you sleep (prod. taymxru)

full volume, headphones on is the intended listening experience
fuck up your ears :)

inspired by sleep by citizen
you will fail to see the resemblance 

lyrics
you've been digging for a while and u wont take a break
n ive been falling for a while, still i lay awake
in the eyes of my reflection u can watch the light fade
and everyday become th - cu - FUCK

and for a moment, i believe that the blame fell on me
and when i spoke i heard ur voice, it was fuckin with me
it took too long to realise all ur games and deciet
and now i lay awake, i havent slept in weeks

whats ur definition of love?
someone u can trust or just someone that u fuck?
such a pretty rose laying wilted on the floor
stained from all the blood and the writing on the wall
got that silk n' lace wrapped around a rotten core
lying to my face but u got me screaming more

playing the blame game (switch x ashen)

[chorus]
i just had to find a way to change
cause you don’t wanna see me here today
yeah you just kept my mind from going stray
but i just had to sit in here in the dark
cause our love’s burning out without a spark
you just put a shot right through my heart

[verse 1 - ichorus]
i cant keep holding on
tell me where i went wrong
i dont see why hes in your arms
baby you know im the one

[chorus]
i just had to find a way to change
cause you don’t wanna see me here today
yeah you just kept my mind from going stray
but i just had to sit in here in the dark
cause our love’s burning out without a spark
you just put a shot right through my heart

[verse 2 - decks]
and i been struggling for hours at a timeee
you’d think you’d notice but you never pay no mind
sitting inside of me, so violently, i patiently wait
tired of bottling, i oughta be, im changing my fate

[chorus]
i just had to find a way to change
cause you don’t wanna see me here today
yeah you just kept my mind from going stray
but i just had to sit in here in the dark
cause our love’s burning out without a spark
you just put a shot right through my heart

change for the better, i guess (feat. ichorus & decks) [prod. ʎpoqou x killedmyself]

Toad

authentic bed squeaks 👍
mix n master: Feelnum

lyrics:
numbers in my head got me feeling numb
lose myself in another one
i dont wanna be alone
i cant stand up on my own

numbers in my head got me feeling numb
i might take another pill to feel some
i dont wanna let you know
im not gonna come back home

Numbers +Feelnum (Frevel & Pekarot)

[verse]
take me back to the moments that we saved
i don’t know who i am cause you took it all away
and all my life i’ve been waiting for this day
don’t say you’ll miss me when you pushed me all away

[chorus]
time won’t heal 
all wounds 
but i hope you’ll 
see me soon

[verse]
don’t tell me you second guessed it
when i know you learned your lesson
you cannot trust
decisions will rust
still ill go and deliver my message 
can i just get your attention 
it’ll only take a second
just give me call
i swear we won’t fall
yet you’re still just leaving me here restless 

[chorus]
time won’t heal 
all wounds 
but i hope you’ll 
see me soon

visit me in the afterlife, when we're both wiser and older (prod. killedmyself)

Yeah I was the one you chose
Deep down I'll always know
You were the one that chose
Just how far we'd go

Lately I been up late thinkin bout those days
Thought I wouldn't be seeing face to face
And no I needed you, yeah I needed you
No I needed you, yeah I needed you
What do I have to do to get it fully through
Fully through, to get it fully through
Cause the time spent with her cannot be priced no
Times I don't wanna forget put in the phone notes

When It's dark out read off the lines I wrote
Got a bad memory sometimes can't forget those
Time spent with her cannot be priced no
Times I don't wanna forget put in the phone notes

Now I'm sitting on the driveway back against the wall
Starting to feel I wasn't there at all
But you know me enough and I'll answer your call
I'll be there soon yeah that's the protocol

I'll pay attention, I'll wait and listen
With my discretion, making decisions
I'll pay attention, I'll wait and listen
With my discretion, making decisions

time spent with her cannot be priced no (dercept)

I was thinking

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lament (prod. wisssery x lavendertxwn)

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