guitar by yours truly 

Lyrics:
It's getting worse
should i just close my eyes?
the drugs won't cure the pain this time
maybe i should die
but i can't fall asleep

I've been trying my best
to get this off my chest
just lay me here to rest
I'm someone you'll forget

i just need to lift this curse
cause I've been feeling worse
its killing me slowly day by day
and i just need to go
somewhere i feel at home 
maybe its somewhere six feet deep

you left me here in silence
where i dream of suicide and
you know I'm better off here all alone
i hurt the ones i cherish most
i don't know where to fucking go
guess ill just cry in my bedroom

guess ill cry in my bedroom

noah2000:
I'm so sick of suffocating
you're the pillow on my head
cigarettes & empty 40s
let me sleep when I'm in bed

I don't really wanna be this way
i dont wanna tell u how i feel
??? and causal melt downs 
let me know that I'm still real

take me back to when we were young and in love once again
lay you're hand on my head and begin to
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together

cigarettes & empty 40s w/ oh summer days

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you are your own person
please protect your energy and don’t sell it to wasteful lights and activities

cigarettes & empty 40s w/ oh summer days

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