Three

Sed liaf

PURPLE sky

Deadnation

stilldreamaboutmydaysinschool

Laying up late and it’s midnight 
Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights 
When I’m home alone 
No where else to go 
Calling up my friends wish I could just go let em know 
Depression finnaly hitting i can’t do it on my own  
Drowning in my sorrows but there’s nothing here to show 

All people really fake 
lying to my face
Telling me they there but never meaning what they say 


Call me up now ask some questions 
Help me out I need  lessons 
all these games why I’m stressing 
Too much work  life’s depressing 

Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics 
Say you okay but I’m not okay 
Asking do you need some help really acting like they mean it 
Say you okay but I’m not okay

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

Hard times 
Wish I could go make time 
Never had enough went back I hadda save mine

Wishing you would pick up 
Wishing you would call back
Talk me through problems 
Say you caring hope you mean that 

Maybe I’m too sad maybe I’m not 
Maybe y’all just flexing like y’all not 
Maybe I’m just honest should I stop
Start telling lies like I’m not 

Sad and lonely no cure 
All these sins a monster 
Fix me up still not pure 
On the inside not my contour

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

friends? [prod. kado]

prod.https://soundcloud.com/a0rta
mix.https://soundcloud.com/kellbender

Still Don't Know (prod. A0rta)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lI0RJJUmkw
production and art by me
photo taken by @chris__lynch

doll [video in description]

What's Broken With You?
Artist: Vaboh
Engineered by: Alec Lark

What's Broken With You?

J-NETTI ~ love me ? </3
produced by @nettibeats

lyrics ~

(intro)
baby please love me
I'm a goner
why you fucking love me
on my own
why you really follow me for love
this just keeps my vision in the sun

(chorus)
keeping in all these thoughts in my head
I can’t really fucking drain it out
I’m tumbling down a slope
and it hasn’t collapsed
and here at edge
looking at this great view in the background
skyline cuts with the mountains
why I think about trust
that I probably broke up
will you love me if I gave you up

(verse)
why you acting slick
I just know that you would give it up
shady with the tricks
I’ve was stressing my heart given up
I’m a lone wolf
uh
baby you know
but it never shows to me
that you really fucking love me

(bridge)(x2)
ready set go
switch up
when I’m gaining up speed
I don’t really think you see
get it off
run off
with a note from my heart
to your soul
you’d rip it in pieces
bring me up
I'll fly like a dove
believe
little known
I travel on
you're breaking up
hang up the call

please (x6)

(chorus)(x2)
keeping in all these thoughts in my head
I can’t really fucking drain it out
I’m tumbling down a slope
and it hasn’t collapsed
and here at edge
looking at this great view in the background
skyline cuts with the mountains
why I think about trust
that I probably broke up
will you love me if I gave you up

frozen petals

love me ? </33

listen on Spotify :)

love me ? </3🍷

I LIKE UR CLOTHES THEY'RE SO KAWAII ≧◡≦

Hentai Kitty

TRASSH - I'm Frum Hall0ween (Prod. by daniel)

2004 spring Break math packet [ft Jony, Kudz, VINSO, ddertbag]

Close To The Edge (Prod. Pendo46 x StarBeats)

wouldn't have spent the last 6 months with anyone else <3
i love u dingus 

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last

and you can call me late at night
we'll fall asleep together
on the phone if you'd like
or we'll escape into the night
and talk about whatever
that's been bothering your mind

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last
try to make you laugh
i never wanna see you sad
we can take our time
we don't have to go fast
always by your side
i'll never walk a different path
i'm always by your side
doesn't matter where i'm at

even without a reason

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJpbLSiQpHg&t=0s

every-body in a airbnb
i spent 40 fkn*-dollas for the key
off a bucket, i go deep off the weed
in my head where i beeee

on vacation shorty movin wid her foreign body
tramadol & coke... that's tha hobby
noone speaks 2 me; ion know nobody
pour-up to the top, moving like a zombie

new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
folk dom måste lära sig att nångång ta ett nej:-/
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
pengar ramlar in ja ba chillar me DIN tjej...

every-body in a airbnb
i spent 40 fkn*-dollas for the key
off a bucket, i go deep off the weed
in my head where i beeee

on vacation shorty movin wid her foreign body
tramadol & coke... that's tha hobby
noone speaks 2 me; ion know nobody
pour-up to the top, moving like a zombie

cocaina & latinas in my hotel
i wont say shit cus someone gon tell
2weeks for the shippin im like; ohwell
highscchool musical but i got expelled...

done alotta stupid shiet that i regret,
airbnb we only cop the best,
gaspack & i put it in my ciggarette
bno throw a show, ofcors bro get a set

every opportunity ima take
benz cost alot, & it came wid no brakes
drip n i drip i feel like ima lake..
2019 errbody need some steak .

new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
folk dom måste lära sig att nångång ta ett nej:-/
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
new-day new-pay i just got a k
pengar ramlar in ja ba chillar me DIN tjej...

AIRBNB (prod. vinso) ~ MV in desc

Lyrics

i dont feel it the way you do
im sorry if i broke your heart i didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long
that the thought of being loved doesnt feel like it belongs

babe im hiding all this crying
i know you can see through the tears that ive been wiping
these feelings have been hard to subdue
shawty dont think im not crying about you

i know you dont feel it the way i do
its okay  that you broke my heart you didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long 
that the thought of being loved is what kept me strong
i think its the comforting lies im gonna miss
cuz the passion in my touch is what was lackin in ur lips
and in ur kiss i could tell
that love was there, but for someone else

i dont feel it the way you do
im sorry if i broke your heart i didnt mean to
ive just been alone for so long
that the thought of being loved doesnt feel like it belongs

babe im hiding all this crying
i know you can see through the tears that ive been wiping
these feelings have been hard to subdue
shawty dont think im not crying about you

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im not crying about you (prod. blade901 x odece)

prod @nate2timezz & @guitarboi
feat @ripkais

Smile

Smile (feat.kais) [Prod.nate2timez & guitarboi]

lyrics
--------
it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
      
guess i lost her in the process but i've been killing time
flew out to seattle & kicked it with some guys
then we whipped it on some scooters & freed our fucking minds
steppin' up onto the stage is the only time i'm alive 
and i only panic sometimes but i've been feeling fine
friction caused an uproar in 1925
the president is calvin coolidge and whiskey's on the rise
i can tell when you are scared by the look inside your eyes
can you feel the floor it's melting dripping like a faucet 
i had all these plans but then i fucking lost it
you ever feel compared to your parents way too often
your friends are on the gram and you don't see em often

it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
it's just me myself & i 
sorta fucking high
all this time i've wasted impatience has arrived
what the fuck it's always raining the sun don't ever shine
guess i'll step back in my house & i'll get up on my grind

gotta get up on my grind it's about time i realize
that i'm about to blow up and i ain't even twenty five
life is a road full of twists and i take every one of em
twist up the dank with my friends maybe some of em
relate to words that i say when i'm hummin' em
fixate their minds to erase when i'm done with em
or when they're just done with me
lost in my head again i cannot breathe
i'd say i'm sorry but i cannot speak
high as a kite and i'm reaching my peak

follow taylor morgan

me myself & i (prod. taylor morgan)

Dangerously In Love (772 Love Pt. 2)

"𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥"
______________________________________________________________
lyrics:

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

[bridge]
you're perfect from inside to out
I think I'll stay with you baby no doubt
Can't keep my feelings inside 
when i'm without you I think I might cry
please baby take away pain
fucked in the head and i'm caught in the rain
feelings of love I will gain, I cannot wait until we meet again

[verse]
oh I know that you can't go back
I'll just wait here in the cold
lets cuddle up till we grow old 
my growing love for you is gold
I got one chance so I take it 
I won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right
got one more chance so I take it I
won't fuck it up imma make it right
staying with you every fucking night
baby I know yeah your heard it right

[chorus]
still got your scent on my sweatshirt
I cannot seem to forget her
thinking bout you and i'm starting to cry every time
I have not been okay lately
I am just missing my baby
sit all alone until you hit my line every night 
the feelings inside my head blow up again
release it with the smoke
alone I cry, i'd rather die I toke until I choke
I'm sorry I offended you Its just a fucking joke
my life without your warmth beside got me feeling so broke

sweatshirt [prod. jody]

IG @ sadgods

Today I turn 21, and, "Trigger Happy" is now out on all stores. I hope you guys like this one. It's a bit aggressive but I've got a bunch of chill stuff coming very soon.

@ryanoakesmusic
Alec Devine

Mixed by Alec Devine & sadgods
Prod @meproducerrrrr, Alec Devine, & sadgods

Spotify

Trigger Happy (feat. Ryan Oakes & Alec Devine)

You take for granted 
those things I haven't
I know love isn't real
just dream can't sleep
never coming back from this I can't breathe


guess I'm just a past time
fuck me then you leave me 
laying flat lined 
I been out my damn mind


once upon time you told me
that you would be mine
you broke me 
couldn't see the signs
you showed me 

I don't wanna know I don't wanna know no
who you loving no I can't take it no more

say it like you mean it girl I know that you won't
saying that you love me though I know that you don't


she don't play games no only with my body and mind 
and my soul

she done caught a body I'mma die all alone

watch my tears fall down they don't mean a thing 
right now

talking like it's my fault
put me in a friendzone
I think it's the other way
around never meant what you said
I'm the best you'll ever get 
you threw it out the window
looking so cynical and you acting
so typical I just did what I 
had to do it all again if I have to

shouldn't say those words if 
they're not true
truth is that I hate that 
I love you
truth is that I wish I could trust you
I know that's just something that I can't do

you do it like phases swearing that
I ain't shit you with someone
new on a day to day basis
but I'm the one who's crazy nah
babygirl you can't play me nah

too slick wit it you too quick wit it
to move on fuck someone 
who ain't gon put a ring on it. 
why you give yourself away what's
the price for the love you gon pay?

can't turn a hoe to a housewife
swore you were the one till
you stabbed twice once in the front
once in the back no heart baby
where'd you leave it all at?

I'mma leave it at that 
where'd you leave my heart at.

Ride For Me [Prod. Tsurreal X Luvcrtny]

the amazing and talented producers:
https://soundcloud.com/bvg_productions
https://soundcloud.com/ayhokay

lyrics:
dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more(x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

i can't make them stay
always watch them walk away
why do they always have to go (x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see (x2)

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more (x4)

dear stranger (prod. BVG & Ayh Okay)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

lyrics
--------
i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

w/ @demxntia

produced and mastered by demxntia

manga: flowers of evil

lyrics

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something i don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because 

frozen winds always break me down but I break down shards like a glass wall
stuck in rooms indecisive 
stabbing backs I'm rising tryna figure it out 
but everything a bleed out and I need out everybody keep out 
I don't wanna be the best I just wanna be enough for you
all along the paths in this road
darkness follows me where I go
and I'm waiting
and you know that 
I'm just waiting for a chance 
bleed out
now I'm knocked out
I just wanna be the best for you

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

[demxntia]
wanna go back
back to the place i once knew
back wen i was still w/ u
feelings so cold got nothing to lose nah
follow the tracks
words that i couldn't retract
everything i coulda had
but nothing ever last
something is missing tonight
can't fill the void in my life
im at the end of the road
with nowhere left to go
and i can't see the light nah
drifts around my head

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

downfall w/ demxntia

big time rush ft. lil skele (prod. northeast lights)

guitar by yours truly 

Lyrics:
It's getting worse
should i just close my eyes?
the drugs won't cure the pain this time
maybe i should die
but i can't fall asleep

I've been trying my best
to get this off my chest
just lay me here to rest
I'm someone you'll forget

i just need to lift this curse
cause I've been feeling worse
its killing me slowly day by day
and i just need to go
somewhere i feel at home 
maybe its somewhere six feet deep

you left me here in silence
where i dream of suicide and
you know I'm better off here all alone
i hurt the ones i cherish most
i don't know where to fucking go
guess ill just cry in my bedroom

guess ill cry in my bedroom

noah2000:
I'm so sick of suffocating
you're the pillow on my head
cigarettes & empty 40s
let me sleep when I'm in bed

I don't really wanna be this way
i dont wanna tell u how i feel
??? and causal melt downs 
let me know that I'm still real

take me back to when we were young and in love once again
lay you're hand on my head and begin to
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together

cigarettes & empty 40s w/ oh summer days

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