thanks @kobayami for hopping on, the verse is fire <3

i thought i posted my comment but apparently not

Lowkey mad at my friend for not telling me about your music when she first heard it.. this is so good bro!

letters from the kid no one sees

things are going to change (prod. H3 Music)

we'll part at sunset (prod. H3 Music)

freezing cold and pouring rain (prod. Matthew May)

i couldn't tell you then (prod. P4RA)

Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
follow jxsie beats on youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UCsiFvGaBzTTkQYPLEa4Kp3A

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4-VT3d7ke7q99LWiWikzw

lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

not ur friend (feat. kobayami) [prod. heydium]

it's the 4th of July but she's still by my side

New Year's Kiss (prod. heydium)

STREETLIGHTS (FT/ A DISTANT VOICE)

Prod, Mix, Master - sadgods

Lyrics -
https://genius.com/Sadgods-hold-me-tight-lyrics

not ur friend (feat. kobayami) [prod. heydium]

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