Intoxicated
Drunk with emotion
Shouldn't be driving tonight
Now that it's dark out
I'm getting lost now
So used to having your light
This love is faded
I been so jaded
I swear I thought I was right
Switched up intention
To create tension
Now all we do is just fight

You're so destructive
Way too addictive
You're stuck like a parasite
Break my heart again
No, we can't be friends
Fuck I'm starting to feel light
Why are you this way
Can't tell if I'm safe
Hard to know what's wrong or right
Maybe I'm poison
You're so important
But I couldn't say it tonight

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Fucked at a party
Called to say sorry
Babe, it's way too late for you
Said that you're nauseous
Fucked up my conscience
Should I just say that we're through
A cheater, a liar
Your vices desire
No filling your sweet tooth
Guess I'm a loser
Built walls with shooters
Wasted my god damn youth

Let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, oh
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Fall Apart

addict // w/ j v d e // prod yeezo. x slayingibis.

Parasite

always wanted to do a / song so here u go <3

lovehate / poof (ft. MoeTheKidd)

Lund - Sorrow
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics:

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Words play in my mind 
tell me I don’t need you 
genuine is hard to find 
when everyone is see thru
now I’m stressing all the time 
praying for a redo
don’t kick when I’m down 
cause I’m human & I bleed 2

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sweet sorrow
Didn’t tell me 
you were leaving 
out the window 
with our memories 
I don’t need them
Burn our photos 
in the whiskey that I’m drinking 
Bricks on my feet
Ima jump in the deep end

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sorrow

hit me i’m bored

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

spotify

r.i.p

Laying up late and it’s midnight 
Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights 
When I’m home alone 
No where else to go 
Calling up my friends wish I could just go let em know 
Depression finnaly hitting i can’t do it on my own  
Drowning in my sorrows but there’s nothing here to show 

All people really fake 
lying to my face
Telling me they there but never meaning what they say 


Call me up now ask some questions 
Help me out I need  lessons 
all these games why I’m stressing 
Too much work  life’s depressing 

Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics 
Say you okay but I’m not okay 
Asking do you need some help really acting like they mean it 
Say you okay but I’m not okay

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

Hard times 
Wish I could go make time 
Never had enough went back I hadda save mine

Wishing you would pick up 
Wishing you would call back
Talk me through problems 
Say you caring hope you mean that 

Maybe I’m too sad maybe I’m not 
Maybe y’all just flexing like y’all not 
Maybe I’m just honest should I stop
Start telling lies like I’m not 

Sad and lonely no cure 
All these sins a monster 
Fix me up still not pure 
On the inside not my contour

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone 

I don’t need friends need friends no 
All they do is come then go 
Don’t come and give me hope
Just Leave me here alone

friends? [prod. kado]

Lund - Reflection

Producer Tunna Beatz
Engineer and Mixer Danmyles__
Writing and Vocals ovi me tehe

Was introduced to this style of music by yung trench and I feel like it was literally made for me. I've made so many of these types of songs I cant wait to show you guys everything that I have on deck I'm gonna put it all on a tape eventually so stick around <3

addict // w/ j v d e // prod yeezo. x slayingibis.

( onlynothings )