Devil in disguise x prodbyIOF

Intoxicated
Drunk with emotion
Shouldn't be driving tonight
Now that it's dark out
I'm getting lost now
So used to having your light
This love is faded
I been so jaded
I swear I thought I was right
Switched up intention
To create tension
Now all we do is just fight

You're so destructive
Way too addictive
You're stuck like a parasite
Break my heart again
No, we can't be friends
Fuck I'm starting to feel light
Why are you this way
Can't tell if I'm safe
Hard to know what's wrong or right
Maybe I'm poison
You're so important
But I couldn't say it tonight

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Fucked at a party
Called to say sorry
Babe, it's way too late for you
Said that you're nauseous
Fucked up my conscience
Should I just say that we're through
A cheater, a liar
Your vices desire
No filling your sweet tooth
Guess I'm a loser
Built walls with shooters
Wasted my god damn youth

Let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, oh
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Fall Apart

I DONT WANNA BE MYSELF

addict // w/ j v d e // prod yeezo. x slayingibis.

ONMYMIND x prodbyiof

Parasite

sorry for the delay but hope ya love this one

ig: jackidkjack

idkjack, ylm shwty - homesick

Written By: Buppy., Gretta Eberline
Produced By: eeryskies & BOIA
Composed By: Joshua Carroll & Cole Boillat
Mixed By: Cole Boillat
Mastered By: André Castro

Cover Art By: Offlit

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Lyrics:
Yeah, Hollywood is still cold
I feel pain and I get lonely when the night slows
Kill my mind, you hate me sober
Where do I go?
When you scream and tell me the decision final
Where does time go?
Where does?

Time past quick
I said goodbye at six
I know we can't be fixed
It’s time to sink this ship
I’m tired of sailing round' the problem,
Thinking you were what is best for me
Gave you everything but you would still hate what is left of me
I’m done
What's to lose?
Tie the knot along this noose
And don’t you let me loose
Feel my pain inside this room
Cause it's the same one where you said that you're in love
And It’s the same one where you told me you were done

Tiptoe around the truth
It’s cold in this world
Frostbite on my tooth
Now I’m hoping to leave
Don’t you hold on to me
No, I won’t let you have me back

Yeah, Hollywood is still cold
I feel pain and I get lonely when the night slows
Kill my mind, you hate me sober
Where do I go?
When you scream and tell me the decision final
Where does time go?
Where does time go?

Sitting on the Hollywood sign
I got some things on my mind
That I can’t tell you tonight
But I don’t think I’ll be here when you wake up
Cause I've been hearing voices since the breakup 
They say it’s cold out here
This city makes for freezing flesh
And bones could tear
They take the soul right out your chest
And hold it dear
So don’t you call this place home
Cause Hollywood is still cold
Cause Hollywood is still cold
Cause Hollywood is still cold

Tiptoe around the truth
It’s cold in this world
Frostbite on my tooth
Now I’m hoping to leave
Don’t you hold on to me
No, I won’t let you have me back

Yeah, Hollywood is still cold
I feel pain and I get lonely when the night slows
Kill my mind, you hate me sober
Where do I go?
When you scream and tell me the decision final
Where does time go?
Where does time go?

Cold Nights In Hollywood

2relaxed prod. bonnie rogerr

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

crazy how this life can be so wild
in denial 
i stay saying i don’t want you but id walk a thousand miles

just to see those ocean eyes 
Girl you be moving the skys
saying we friends why we telling these lies
wearing these masks i don’t wanna disguise 

cause i wanna say that i love you 
i wanna tell you the truth 
sleeping is all that i do 
Cause i am dreaming of you 

reaching to pick up the phone 
start sweating i get in that zone 
fear taking over I’m losing control
better without me you better alone 

why would you want me when nobody does
I’m just a coward not worthy of trust
heart has been broken craving for love 
i was an addict  fixed it with drugs

I’m never enough 
never enough 
tired of love 

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance 

i guess imma have to fight time to take this shit battle 
throw my pride right to the side 
need a princess in my castle 

If i open up my heart will you come fill it with some hope 
break me down then tie my down ill provide the rope
forever illl be empty less i let you have my soul
i see a future bright ahead it’s me you and we old 

you remember that night when we sat and watch the stars 
told me bout your heart and i told you about my scars
never felt this open when I’m talking to a girl 
stayed up late then went sleep you had me wanting more 

i have never felt like this 
thief you stole my heart thats what you did 
a year  i spent i never love my ex
more love for you a week can’t wait for next 

i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next
i can’t wait for next

Living in a clouded dream
Searching for the quiet that you need to breath
Gave up on your sanity to hide behind your shadow
While you tried to take the sun down 
Hearts don’t ever change to gold
Out there thinking that you in the world alone
No one ever told that you have to fight something 
Or you’ll never learn to balance

clouded dreams [prod. kado]

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addict // w/ j v d e // prod yeezo. x slayingibis.

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