Here’s the truth about this album
I wrote it while I was poundin’ shots of whiskey by the gallon
Left my family wondering how can I be living life without em
These songs meant more to me than my commitments that I vowed em
Didn’t want to be around em
My head was dark and clouded
I’m not proud of it
I spiraled out and thought that I just want to do my music
Go get high and just abuse it
Wanted to choose to just be through with everything beautiful
And lose myself to do what I want to do
But here’s the truth I wish I knew

That nothing I’m doing has ever been darker then everything happening right now
Since I was I child I hideout, under the covers turn the light out
Don’t know how to fight, that might be the reason why I became an addict
It was the world that I was mad at
Blame my brother, mom, and dadda
That’s when I turned into everything that I hated
Disrespectful rebel that got a shoulder chip and labeled I don’t give a sh*t I’m faded
Underrated, give me baby at 16 so I can raise it
Just so later she can turn on me and sabotage and hate me
Just rewind it back to prison
And the trauma that I lived in
And the God that touched my heart and
Said my crimes have been forgiven
And my soul found rest right inside of that broken mess
And I think I’ve been broken since
Cuz the other way don’t make sense
And then I paroled and wrote my first real album
I’m singing I HAVE A DREAM
Until I can’t speak from shoutin on that mountain
Is it loud enough??
I found a way to heaven
If I can stay right outta my way
I swear that I’ll make it past the clouds
Cuz now I’m ready

I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you

There’s a monster underneath the bed, in my head, and in the closet space
So I fell hard and it cost me everything except an arm and leg
Cuz if you asked me what the last thing on my mind had been
A part of me would say “just keepin it hard man, I’m bored again”
This tug of war has got me luke warm and I’m too torn to get used to any new norm, I’m a rose bud with a huge thorn
It’s my duty to soldier on with every new war
But my shoes torn, I’m tired of looking at blue skies with new storms
That’s why I wrote this EP
So I could walk away from this relapse with a CD
To remember every feeling
To lie there dead and bleeding
To come to life again I’m breathing
If you ask me yes it hurts cuz there’s a fight to get to this healing
I don’t want to even cry about it anymore
And anyway
It’s history
I don’t know why it still feels like a mystery
It gets to me
Just listen to the gist of it, just picture it
And leave out all the rest
Cuz it will all make sense eventually

I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you

I Will Wait (ft. Cadence)

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I Will Wait (ft. Cadence)

Tension