Big Love's very personal account of grandest encounters and relationships with his other half, God, Benjamin and their Dreams, creation, Life, Love and Eternal Love

Eternal Love

[파수꾼]

한가로운 시간을 
보낼 줄 모르는 건 아니야 
비가 올지도 모르잖아
하늘은 청청-

우악스런 힘 없이
간직해온 것들이 있는데
눈을 돌릴 수는 없잖아
집안은 텅텅-

한량 한량 하면서도
집채만 한 하루를 보내는
길 건너 미련한 파수꾼의
눈빛은 총총-

누군가 그저 고갤 끄덕여 준다면

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공중그늘 Demo 2017

파수꾼 Pasukkun (Demo)

[아미고스]

헛헛한 날에 밤은 늘 짧으니 
아침을 미워해
적당한 바람 불어오면 
나는 또 그새를 놓치지 않고

눈물을 짓네 

섭섭한 세월에 마음은 늘 얕으니 
난 너를 미워해
적당한 바람 불어오면 
나는 또 그새를 놓치지 않고

눈물을 짓네

아 미워지지 않는 사람들
아 멀리할 수 없는 인간들

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아미고스 Amigos (Demo)

phone rec, banjo at the kitchen table

some phone flute too 

(an old cover)

sylvia

waiting
for he's
sitting

by a
tree grows
beside his
ego

blue jeans
matched with
brown lint

makes him
happy 
that's all
he needs

and 
maybe if the rain
starts pouring
he'll be tamed

coz he cant seem
to figure out
why his clothes
are stained
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produced and mixed by: celine and oolfs

v-vim

LYRICS:

hey benny 
are you truly happy
i know that 
it isnt so easy

i'd like it if you'd
want me to stay
til i know that 
you're okay

hey benny 
are you truly listening
the world tonight
is really bustling

but the thoughts
in your head
cant compare
there's no such thing as
over share

why do you tell lies
it's not like you
to despise

does it make you glad
it makes me feel
so sad

hey benny
i know you are listening
the sky tonight
is really glistening

the only thing
soaking up your words
are the scars
you claim that don't hurt

hey benny
i know you're not happy
if it takes the world
just know im sorry

i'll try my best
to not make you cry
if you let me into

//

written by: oolfs
produced by: celine & zhi yi

benny & me

i never meant
to say goodbye 
i guess it's the end 

you weren't scared
of the light 
just played pretend 

i know that you
wont be alone 
but just know im scared 

for i know you 
wont be at home 
you're no longer there 

so what do i do
when im
living on my own 

all this while
ive just been
treating you like home 

why did you keep it
a secret 
you know that's a sin 

if you just told me 
the truth 
death will not win 

i know 
you want me to live 
but i wanna die 

coz you were my reason to breathe 
you were my life 

-

lyrics: oolfs
performed by: oolfs & auggy
arranged by: oolfs & Benny's
mixing: oolfs

you were my.

This song is written from two different perspectives. The first being our own, and the second being God's perspective. Life is filled with low days and moments of sorrow and weariness, but we have a Father waiting for us to come to Him and lay everything at His feet. Here we can find true delight and peace :)

[Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest /Matthew11:28]

rest [demo]

마음을 드러내지 않는 사람들에게

여린마음 [demo]

this short song is made in 2017.
I decided to upload the most of my unreleased songs as demo version.
because my project files were gone by error, so hard to rework.
hope you enjoy.

[ lyric ]
아무생각 없이 찾고 있어
someone I’m just wondering who has scent

that confine me like a forest
헤매임을 멈추지못해
get worned out 방황할수록
want some rest, tree 그늘아래

낯선 이곳 벗어나고싶어
the exit of my wandering it’s to a hart

that confine me like a forest
헤매임을 멈추지못해
get worned out 방황할수록
want some rest, tree 그늘아래

and always you can’t find
Forest forest forest forest
You’re like a forest