you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain 
and they tell you to stop
run it again 
how you’re better off
girl get away will you carry on
hide your face
 the fuck do you want 
I’m doing me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
I’m doing me just stayin alive
picture perfect pain that I let
cultivate inside of my hands
pull away and scrape what I can
is this what I’ve become
I wanna shed my skin
I wanna watch as you crawl in
and it’s making me sick 
tryna hold this in
you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain and they tell you to stop
run it again how you’re better off
girl get away when you carry on
hide your face the fuck do you want 
doin me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
doin me just stayin alive
What am I doin when it’s all for you and
livin like I’m not human
I know this body’s useless
and the truth is i wanna shed my skin
I wanna watch as you crawl in
and it’s making me sick 
tryna hold this in
you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain 
and they tell you to stop
run it again how you’re better off
girl get away will you carry on
hide your face the fuck do you want 
doin me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
doin me just stayin alive

Pirouette

pirouette (prod. curtains & deadat18)

we are the night
the system
we are whatever we are
i dont need you tearing me apart
like the image you miss that you caught a glimpse of
i couldve guessed that youd wanna mess up
everything and its always raining
just like a gray cloud while you lay face down
are you okay now

we are (feat. lil kirby & luvange1) [prod. curtains]

i cant keep up
my body will rot
and bloom into nothing
a beautiful ending
why do you watch
im sorry im not
enough to say goodbye
tell me why should I

scratch at my skin
 wonder what it all meant
a casket under a flowerbed
or ashes spread against the world you live
pull me apart and get it over with
I wonder what its like inside your head
pull me apart and get it over with

i cant keep up
my body will rot
and bloom into nothing
a beautiful ending
why do you watch
im sorry im not
enough to say goodbye
tell me why should I

bloom [prod. slidinmoon & acidfunk]

I'll hide and find a place to hang my head
stare at the floor inside I tried my best
I wanna stay away but don't think that I can
I keep trying again and again
I'm over it

don't think that I can make this work
biting my tongue with blood on my shirt
I know I have so much more to learn
like how to quit when
all my alternatives are spent
every one that I love has left
wish you saw me for who I am
but I guess that everything is all for forfeit
giving up hurts so much more than
staying away
at least nobody can see me
everything is all for nothing
I just wish I saw it coming
from far away
hold my breath like you're watching

baby does it hurt
knowing youre the worst one
laying in the dirt
say the words of your god
baby give it up
there's no point in crying
say that you're in love
tell me who was lying
trying to hold on
you should just let go
pick yourself up
leave me alone
just give it up

don't think that I can make this work
biting my tongue with blood on my shirt
I know I have so much more to learn
like how to quit when
all my alternatives are spent
every one that I love has left
wish you saw me for who I am
but I guess that everything is all for forfeit
giving up hurts so much more than
staying away
at least nobody can see me
everything is all for nothing
I just wish I saw it coming
from far away
hold my breath like you're watching

How To Quit (feat. Penelope Waters) [prod. BlingBlou]

seeker

Alonesane

Giane 2

aerial passing

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The Fog

It's here! Thank you all so much for your support over the years. I am happy to give back at least what I can only hope to be some worth while music in return. S/O to the gang @swisherboyz and all of @purpleposse especially @youngpirelli for floating me all the tools i needed to make this happen. I hope you all enjoy listening to this as much as I did while making it! You guys are the best! One love

BANDCAMP - http://myrror.bandcamp.com/album/the-living-dead-part-3
YOUTUBE -https://youtu.be/Vp2sm6Au3Ek

THE LIVING DEAD PART 3

Ain’t nobody in this club could ever hold me
Fighting through the dark to see, I wanna feel your love
Ain’t no place I’d rather be we made a deal above
Made A living out of feelings I don’t feel enough
Had to jump I didn’t see another way across
sacrificed myself for everyone I knew the cost
If They crucified me for no reason I’d be at a loss
Feel incapable of sitting with my thoughts
echo, rotate, then tie me into knots
Press my face into my palms until I’m seeing dots
Going Fetal curl my knees until im feeling lost

what does it feel like to feel your love?

contact 
iris bleeds black 
pull back 
intoxicated

i’ll draw another straw 
the bridge is close enough 
i always feel your love
i need another dose 
aphrodite pull the plug 
baby strike a pose 
spilling on the rug
getting close to god
light a match in babylon 
spilling penicillin on the rug

but I feel nothing anymore
tell me what we’re waiting for
pull the stitches on my skin
watch them break while you crawl in

I wanna close the gaps and breathe
it’s so much it harder than it seems
I can’t blame anyone but me
I can’t blame anyone but me

now I’m clawing my eyes out again
I can’t stand to see it 
I’m tearing you out of my head

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