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Exhaustion That Led To Collapse

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chinese cigarettes - bugs

The Right To Choose - Burial Etiquette

i hope you know you’re absolutely worthless to me

but i, i tried.

the glow from the lamp in my bedroom is the only thing keeping me sane

my nights are yours

he loves to hurt (himself) - dissonance

I can't wait till I'm asleep
I can't wait till your asleep
In your coffin bed that I wish was mine
I see you there lying so comfortably
I can't read your mind
not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

Come on let me in
I feel left out every time I speak
because you don't listen to a word ill say
you don't care at all

I opened up my door
you're walking out
don't even bother to look at me
all the things that I do
the things that i care about
you just pushed them aside and never looked
never looked once at all
it really doesn't mean anything at all?

Come on let me in
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
Just a few kind words
Just a few
Kind words
to me

Not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

You dare to say I love you
but you never showed it
you never showed it
now I'm left wondering why
It really doesn't mean anything at all

Come on let me In
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
just a few kind words
just a few kind words to me

To me

I'm sorry for the awful things that I've said
I'm sorry for making you cry
you made me cry
I wish I could hear those words from you
I'm sorry
plead for forgiveness

It's Been A Long Time Since I've Spoken to You

Dreams suddenly feel real
You know that feeling when your memories collide and you’re lost on what’s real
I fear I’m just a memory and my existence is apart of a blank paragraph
I existed, but I can’t grasp onto my reason to question it

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

Suddenly grass feels stale and trees make no sound, this is not the picture I painted

Hold onto those fragile written stones, you don’t know how happy they make you
When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Eternity With My Half Self

See Me

Forget

Joke - Venus (Jersey Club remix)

Anything at all DEMO

Idialedyournumber - Hourglass - 03 The Home We Built Is Gone

Idialedyournumber - Hourglass - 01 Bunny Goes 2 Business School

Pro At Crying - chinese cigarettes

Easel Song - chinese cigarettes

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