produced by orrionn 

lyrics:
(i'm affected by gravity, so, of course)
(but my body doesn't though… let me just…) 

(i'm usually, really, like… i am…)

what do you want from me?
who do you wanna be? 
i'm struggling with envy
i'm trying my best to get to the point 
to the point of dying from thinking much
just want my skull crushed to death, today
please let me jump under this truck 
like she’s hiding under this desk
full speed so i fuck up my own spine too
do this for me, don't bring me the worst but
take the work i've done with them
and burn it to ashes now 
take it to the south and never come back the other way around 
fight for whatever is for your ways, against whatever is on your way

preventing you from walking forward 
please, make sense 
perish with sense
it doesn't feel like you do
let me help you out, with truth 
don't be stupid, make it work for me
‘cause i am struggling with you
with everything 
with everybody else than just anyone 

wish you'll wonder why i'm fleeing
this isn't so healing any wound whatsoever 
take my heart, not my soul, i'm in whenever 
devotion whatever this context, on contracts
you sign anything at this point 
you sigh when it's not the right tone
for any word you breathe in and out 
you would take me down and see me weird
you do not take the wheel
please don't let me crash 
i need to live long enough to make it so real 
for them to realize butterflies make us fly 

are you about to crash out?
do you know anything, i doubt it
making everything worse for me 
fuck you, can't even tell why i do this for you
take the blame, just as much as i carry it
please die with me, unless you wanna do this
something doesn't make sense anymore 
and i don't make sense 
and i don't make sense
that's all because of you 
so please go fuck you too, please fuck you too
vile monster, you get to crush my mindset 
vie, girl, what are you waiting for?
what are you waiting for? i'm right here
please fuck me up, all over the ground 
i'm waiting for it 
vie comme tu slay, tu finiras par te faire slay

(what do you think she deserves?) 
(are you ok? are you hurt?) 

(if you need anything, just let me know. ok?)

THE ILL

spotify

produced by orrionn 

lyrics:
i read crazy tweets from insane people 
no idea what to think of me, they seem worse
though, there is no escape for me, can't die 
my heart is heavy as i'm being watched 
eyes on me, 5% battery and i'm in the woods
i'm utterly fucked but not a soul cares about i 

heard seven trumpets and bells in the sky 
i saw myself dying with you in dark clouds 
we levitate and flew as the sky was velvet 
no need to get a hold of me, i'm processing it 
over and over, just so they don't 
over and over, just so they can stop watching 
i'm dealing with an overdrive 
emotions are seeking and thriving, overflow
they're crushing my mind, as they break me
velcro from her shoes getting dirty as she goes
walking away, on red carpets made of velvet

my heart is heavy as i'm being watched

velvet

produced by orrionn 
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sia-k-660300603 

lyrics: 
[orrionn]
i'll die someday, i can't deny it
i'm making so many songs
not sleeping for this
man
can't help but save myself from my fall
could've decided to end the call
could hear me end my bones on the soil
can't realize i did it to myself, to my soul

caring about the shell and about what
carries it, my spirit is numb from what
correlates with yours and its beauty too
calling it, i'm selfish, making you
cutting yourself again, concluding to
cooperating with my existence, too
copping out of ignorance is voodoo
crop the pic, focus on my dreams too

(my dreams too, my dreams too)
(my dreams too, my dreams too)

[rosesia]
i can't believe
i fell apart
my dreams broke too

you know i always
kill me i cut myself again
my thoughts are always numb
no, i can't forget
the day i died

i lost myself
inside my veins
i lost in time
inside my head

kill me i cut myself again
my thoughts are always numb
no, i can't forget
the day i died

you know i always
hate me i hurt myself again
my thoughts are always fucked
no, i can't forget
the day i died

dreaming

dreaming (feat. ROSESIA)

produced by orrionn

lyrics: 
as to fall, one must fly
this is the one i be hittin’ like one
bitch’s a gnaw, god’s sake is gone
i’m one to know since i’m yours
somehow this shit isn't
take some time to breathe
take some to grieve
ash fall in a place like home
god, why did they start killing?
on a run since you start flinching

as to fall, one must fly
this is the one i be hittin’ like one
bitch’s a gnaw, god’s sake is gone
i’m one to know since i’m yours
somehow this shit isn't
take some time to breathe
take some to grieve
ash fall in a place like home
god, why did they start killing?
on a run since you start flinching

ashfall

prod by orrionn & noa 

lyrics: 
i'm the master of mayhem (uh, uh, uh)
tell about this to your men (uh, uh, uh)
get your shit together
i'm not sure you know her, bitch, i'm her savior
you didn't get to start over, started from scratch
still didn't fail like you did, breaking her in half
you fucking knew it but didn't want to act

stupid cuck, can't get along with another person
can't even fuck yourself right, you're a bitch
can't even comprehend the fact that i'm him
you call me a bitch, but i'm that bitch
don't name me shit you never interacted with
your existence is a goddamn whore
get the fuck up off my dick, you are dead to me
you're a waste of everything imaginable
get a grip, get your funky nose out of business
and of shit that doesn't concern your bitchass

you're inferior? i'm just too good at everything
you're a little p.o.s, fucking cuck, can't even cook
you're a madman and can't be mad about her
skill issue, you suck, unmedicated micro-dick
motherless bastard who keeps on sucking
mainly taking advice on yourself but ain't shit
stop taking advantage of them, you are a nobody

i'm better than you
your existence is in cuckoldry you can't control
i'm fucking you up, let your bitchass get up
setting you locked into the worst mental state
fuck off my face, facefuck, imma die on purpose
frequently dreaming of the biv feature
for fuck's sake, take me with you if wanna die
'cause i can't stand this shit

i don't wanna have to be you in any way
everything is so important and pointless so fast
they always have to be just like you tried to
and everything is meant to fly into voids
just like you mean all the time
just like you said, it is alright
just like you were going to fight
to fight, the light you were supposed to wear
and i was aware, of the things you were
and even witnessing and experiencing
i'm sorry for this all along and whatever
whatever makes a great you is what makes
whatever makes us true witnesses

witnesses

produced by orrionn 

lyrics: 
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)

i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)
i’m so proud of a stranger (i’m so proud of a stranger)

أنا فخورة بك جدًا، ابق قويًا يا صغيري أنا فخورة بك يا فلسطيني، أنتم جميعًا في قلبي الأمور ستصبح أسهل، الله يكون معكم جميعًا. أحبكم جميعًا

i’m so proud of a stranger

so proud of a stranger

produced by orrionn 
feat. https://soundcloud.com/llreivias 

lyrics:
[llREIVIAS]
you can’t save everyone

[orrionn]
i never wondered why you were hurt
i’m a “nowhere man” and can’t even make sense
drained from my emotions
you’re as fucked in having devotion
you’re no god to me
it’s like i’m losing patience
you lost empathy
now i know, you’re all dead inside
please make this right, for you and i
god, where were you?
fuck
please, i don’t know what to do without you
and your guidance, with no soul to guide then
for all of us, i’m now here hearing what’s hurting you

i never sat down, and asked deeply enough why you died
how you ended up bleeding in the first place
what’s with the time you spent and wasted around me, i’m so sorry
i was a burden to you and us, because i wanted to become you so bad
you were so flawless i got into problems, when i, when i tried
it was so easy to see, to pick up the debris
it was so unfair to me, but especially to you, dear
my love was something i’d see, too deeply
i’m sorry, again
take time to send as many messages as you can
my heart is open, i know your energy is still around sometimes
somewhere, in the universe or in nature, i can’t tell yet
i just know i’m joining you soon enough, love

be alone, time barely passes when you are
and lonely as i am, you’ll see yourself dying slowly
i’m feeling weak, so do you
please allow me to reach your soul, please take care of me when you do
i’m already reassuring your heart since i knew about your existence
you know that i can’t really stand what i’m being forced into
i have no choice to die, when it comes to you
need to sacrifice myself once more to save you
please don’t fuck up this time at all, i know you do not so, you’re all good
please, just don’t ruin things like i did before, now and then
fake anything and it won’t be working for you, i want your real self
so i can heal you properly, your wounds are so bad and deep
make sure you’re not so sad, such a fucking time to take and live through
i’d die for it
make me yours just so i can do anything to be your last hope
it’s not an ultimatum, it’s just a sign to give you until i give up end up gone
i’m a ghost, and you know
i’m fine, trust me
ok?
like you would trust him, i beg

[llREIVIAS]
in the shadows where you linger
i hear whispers of your name
every heartbeat feels like thunder
in this lonely, endless game
i’ll reach for you, through the darkness
hold on tight, i won’t let go

beg (ft. llREIVIAS)

produced by orrionn

lyrics:
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void
destruction of everything as my heart sinks into the void

you are destruction to me
i’ll be your light even until the last second of my demise
i’ll be destructive to your soul until you beg to keep out
since you want me to slay you so bad, i’m death, i’m dead

(uh, uh, uh, uh) (oh-oh oh)
(uh, uh, uh, uh) (oh-oh oh)

your void is now full of guests
take me out if you don’t want to stress this enough, i confessed

what do you want? feel something, or make a change?
break the ground as you push yourself up to fly
but don’t end up falling because you think i made you
your void itself is going to make you fall to nowhere to be fallen from
you’ve failed to make us realize, stop trying to be your own void

i realized it’s not too late
to fill up the void with your love

void

artifact

DIVIN

produced by orrionn 

lyrics: 
you don't even know what you're listening to 
you don't even know what you're talking about 
you don't even take care of the topic 
the first feeling i had after my mom's love was
her fucking feeling of being abused 
sadness and agony of family and friends 
we understand each other 
you know what i meant when i said i'm, uh,
when i said i'm glitching away 
when you told me to wait
because fuck, needs to work out
and do its job
fuck 
i'm sorry for not knowing earlier
i'm sorry for taking this long 
time dust is taking me apart 
time is taking us away from the start 
it is for a good or not so good reason
too philosophical to even understand 

take your time, with me
it's ok if you don't take everything to heart
take a place in my peace and mind, i don't doubt 

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