art by orrionn
produced by xeltxrx

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lyrics: 

lost in-between two bitches parents
lucky pussies look at me like pepperoni
lust on y'sis, lost as i am i can't rot like
like, meat on a pizza you'll never eat cuz
lil' fucking bitch you are, is too rich

lmao, shut the fuck up (stfu)
losing me but you lost yourself too (idc)
lil' fucking slut can't care less but fuck
lowlife and loser in me, can't give a fuck
lowkey, either.

way too many ls in these lyrics
whores should be on your heads
w for once, fucking bitches. trauma
way too heavy, way too heavy for my meds
weird ass dreams to nightmares

molly is so holy
holy moly, i need to fuck
i need to get that honey
off that body, i need to take myself to
her holy pussy, fuck, hahahahaha 

♪

(you read slut as in they were in a female shoes but remind yourself it could be you, you are nothing but dust in existence and it couldn't be more true, you think you're right because you have meat in your fragile skull allowing you to tweet dumb shit, you fool 

i speak fast but for what cost, but for what sake, you'll read the lyrics in confusion like you were a saint, keep thinking what you have in mind 'cause i'm satan because you humans are apparently right when you kill eachother, full of hatred and full of rage inside your guts, only difference for y'all fuckers is the fact it feels different than being dripping open with cum, haha)

ignore my existence, i am jackshit but you talk to me, i am nothing but a social reject crying for help to exist and to be rich to feed the family even when they stab my back, they find me weak or kinda wack, i tell you that before i go insane in front of my mic, fuck. I'M A SOCIAL REJECT

social reject

produced by orrionn
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lyrics: 
the entirety of my soul is crashing down
need some advice to make me feel better
hearing my mind breaking up with the ground
not down to earth anymore, don't make it sore
when you feel like helping me out (out, out)

healing slowly is difficult when
the guardians of your realm keep me away
hearing about you now is too hard, because
they always have to remind me of your ways

this is not a suicide letter
stop thinking you succeeded in ending me

(remind me of your ways, ways, ways
remind me of your ways
remind me of your ways
remind me of your ways
remind me of your ways)

this is not a suicide letter

spotify

entirely produced by orrionn 
hope you enjoy that one <3 

lyrics: 
i'm not trying to sound regular on the regular
to find generic lyrics to explain how i felt
but drugging me won't work, i'm already numb
please know that i sent you a goodbye letter
tears on my face, back against my bed
thoughtlessness of my mind
agility of my actions
it's like i'm already dying slowly
crushed from my sadness, please send help
send help my way if you don't mind
if you don't mind, if you don't mind

i'm low-key scared, of the end
i'm legitimately afraid of losing my heart
to your lies, it's like crucifixion but
i cannot resurrect
i'm not some kind of god
i cannot save you, i can't embrace you
it's harder everyday since i'm low-key scared

i'm scared of everything
i'm scared of myself, i need a cure to this
i'm scared of everybody
i'm scared of everyone
because they seem to be afraid
as well as me (afraid, afraid)
(afraid, afraid, afraid)

i'm not trying to sound regular on the regular
to find generic lyrics to explain how i felt
but drugging me won't work, i'm already numb
please know that i sent you a goodbye letter
a goodbye letter
i'm low-key scared, i'm low-key scared
i'm low-key scared, i'm low-key scared
i'm low-key scared of everything
i'm low-key scared of you

imlowkeyscared

produced by orrionn 
enjoy, once again <3 

lyrics: 
i'm killing myself tonight because of you
it's been a long while you didn't show dignity
towards me, need a ride on apocalypse horses
to go to my demise, because this is the end

i feel like not existing again
it's metaphorical, let the crows eat your soul
it'd be diabolical to see you win when there's
no competition nor reward at the end but
nothing but agony and suffering
death and afterlife in a sad empty void
you can't chase me down, i'm paranoid
you can see me downhill, i'm killing myself
as soon as
i'm killing myself tonight because of you
it's been a long while you didn't show dignity
towards me, need a ride on apocalypse horses
to go to my demise, because this is the end

i'm killing myself tonight because of you

produced by orrionn, PARASIT., W, & or.1ove_prod 
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lyrics: 
j'apprends vite, j'prends le temps d'écrire
mais la vérité c'est que mon cœur est vide
j'ressens vraiment R, c'est nul en fait de rire
malgré les douleurs et les plaies de sa part
je doute qu'elle puisse me finir ainsi
parce que maintenant j'suis plus sous son
influence de merde, ah ouais askip je clc

j'mets pas d'condiments dans c'nothing-burger
j'suis pas les conditions, ni la notice, ça clc
mais j'ai les blueprints, je les retrouve à, céder
le passage à des bozos, c'est fou, je décède à
faire entrer des clodos, mais d'où? après avoir
donner les clés, mais d'où? j'retiens vraiment R
(miskine, miskine)
rêvasser avec la tête dans les nuages
rivalité entre mes deux pouces, et le
regard qui fuit, je te jure j'ai une grosse grosse
envie de léviter, faudrait pas tarder à m'éviter
parce que ma bulle perso est sacrée
(miskine)
(putain)

c'est cette craie dont j'ai envie, une craie noire
qui pourrait dessiner mon avenir d'ombre
un futur sombre, sur le sol de béton de la A14
je me mettrai une feuille A4 sur le torse
pour qu'on écrive le résultat de mon sort
le côté carbone/or de la chose me fait délirer
c'est pas comme si j'avais fait à des centaines
ce que des baisés ont fait
putain, putain
(miskine, miskine)
putain, putain
(miskine, miskine)
j'apprends vite

il me faut une craie noire pour délimiter les os
de mes ennemis sur du papier calque
le temps que je reclasse ces gens sur les eaux
auxquelles le messie a marché de ses miracles

craie noire

produced by orrionn, RENDORCE, INC3L, SLXNDXR 
collab of the year <3 rip to my dog, this is the anger i felt 
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lyrics: 
[part I]
(orrionn)
ay, aye, aye, aye
ay, aye, aye, aye

years ago, we wouldn't know you would go
this soon, this early, you went up away and
abandoned us like we did to our hearts, but oh
they couldn't see the value you had in the end
imma fuck you up with my dog's teeth
remains of it or not, i don't give a shit
you'll put yourself in bandages to limit
the amount of blood you'll lose, it's pathetic

r.i.p athena, you became my guardian
to bite every single one of my enemies' feet
let's see who knows my rage better than us
can't seem to see you again, besides
going against myself just to see blood hit
the floor where are stepping both of us

i'm begging you to keep living onto that song
so many memories shared, you're now gone
but it's ok, we all go anyways
i'm begging you to keep living onto that song
so many memories shared, you're now gone
but it's ok, we all go anyways
i'm going psycho all by myself
my child, why did you have to go?
rest in power athena, take it easy on your way
to heaven, let me meet you there someday



[part II]
hey, guts' feeling telling me it's over
can i take a bit of your fucking liver?
didn't ask for a bite, it'd be over
you're an alcoholic, may you bash my head in?
need to complete a task i'm too lazy to cover
bitch
(why do i always have to say “bitch”?)
(i'm a goddamn problem)
problem
problematic, is like the static on my screen
it's like the status of my mind on stimulus
in my eyes, let me explain my perspective
on my retina, there is a lot of blue
need glasses to better see you in the dark
please do that too better than if i wasn't sure
if the lights turned red or orange, gotta, gotta-
gotta express my anger another way
another day, i'll be right back, to explain
what the fuck you've been on lately
you need to change to become your best form
i'm not even done praying to the gods
to bring my dog back, rest in peace athena
rip athena, rip athena
rip athena, r.i.p. fuck!



[part III]
ggs for you
i might be a son of a bitch
but i'm the son of god, you'll be ripped apart
if you speak once more, if you talk one bit
can you break apart like lego? 'bout to find out
could you treat me like a whole lot of ****
again, so i can crush your soul with mine?
cold but IDC about whatever mindset you're in
until it gets hot and the sun hits you hard
hard enough to massacre your skin
make me feel empty again and die alone

ggs for you
make them bleed again and receive your anger
back onto your soul until it crashes down to
the core, let me adore the one i lost
you dissolving piece of trash
take off as they absorb like a patch
the worst of the *****
rest in peace athena
rest in peace athena
aye, aye, aye
(orrionn)

rest in peace athena

produced by orrionn
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lyrics: 
i'm tired of feeling nothing at all
trees in the yard are growing faster than me
time is slowing down as if
you were around black holes, with me

going in, i'm going for it
it is time for me to finish life-threatening races
against the clock, i can't be bothered with any
of you trying to sleep in my bed as i do on the
floor, can't do this shit anymore
i'm tired of feeling nothing at all
you will be missing me if you ignore the signs
on the door, please out of my way,
out of my life, you're such a snake
need a relapse, to feel better
sorry to fail you like this

i'm tired of feeling nothing at all
trees in the yard are growing faster than me
time is slowing down as if
you were around black holes, with me

nothing at all

Crystal Mind

Produced by me x splashgvng
Mixed and mastered by me

A voice note from 4am in 2016, the first synth-pop song I ever produced in a DAW using VSTs when I was 14, a song I wrote inspired by Breathe Carolina when I was 19, plus some extra beats I produced in Japan in 2021 and now I remixed those all into this song with guitar by splashgvng. 

💜💜💜

Lyrics:

It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
You, my feelings for you
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
I wake up, hardly able to speak to myself

And it's you and this city, that shine brighter than the sun
If I'm not one too many, then we're not already done
And I can't say much for you...
And I can't replay what we've already been through

It's a little too much, when you say it like that
But not for me, yeah
It's never enough, when you play it like that
But not for me, yeah

And it's you, you I'll leave behind
You and your crystal mind

They can't order me to stop dreaming

And it's all of the silence, that reflects the broken past
If it's already finished, then why would I turn back?
And I can't say much for you
And I can't tell you what you've never been through

© Shipwreck City Records 2024 
Vocals and lyrics published by Strung Out Songs / Sony Music Publishing 2024

Crystal Mind

Crystal Mind (Prod. Dreamsi x splashgvng)

produced by vhxxl, & orrionn 
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lyrics: 
never thought i'd never die, but i must
never thought i'd lose that many people
let's go and try to test the odds
let's meet the reaper and make it cry
make it cry in front of all its victims
to see why this is happening in vain
what a pain, what a drain (drain, drain)
dang, whichever is crazy from me to you?
i'm trying to dance, to the beautiful blues
by the bullets of the shotgun you're pointing at
me, me, me, me, me
(me, me, me, me, me)

everybody goes insane
attacking their own ones
everybody dies, protecting their own lies
everyone lies, not just verbally but on the soil
it needs a break as much as i need a breather
this isn't paint on your art, just blood and oil
make it seem like it isn't what it is, refresher?
(what?) why do you need more?

everyone dies
everyone dies, and
it makes me sad
it makes wanna die
everyone dies
everyone dies

everyone dies
everyone dies, and
it makes me wanna fucking die

ay, ay
what the fuck?

an optimistic state

everyone dies

produced by paradosso
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lyrics: 
don't end yourself, please
could've said this to anyone i care for, but
there was you, and you had nothing
that's what you kept saying
but you lost a lot
can tell

please don't kill yourself
and consider staying around us
we miss you so much, please please
consider staying, consider staying
i had a lot in my mind, you kept playing
consider staying, consider staying

please, stay

farah, consider staying

produced by mdk666, & by orrionn 
once again, enjoy 

lyrics:
ay
tired of starting my lyrics with “every” in it
like i'm fucking inclusive
just a bite, she said
before she threw me onto that bed, to use me
nothing further than that, i've been a douche
what's the rest? they thought, well..
can you be a little more appreciative
and comprehensive, mother of god
what did i do to deserve this?
i'm not a piece of shit
realize that more often
i'm begging you to, please
ay
at this point, just go
just leave me alone
just leave if it's for me to hate you like this
uh-huh
ay, ay, ay, ay
yuh, yuh
piece of shit
tired of starting my lyrics with “every” in it
like i'm fucking inclusive
just a bite, she said

social reject

「 orrionn 」

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