and we're back

lyrics:

I got nothing left to say to ya
It’s nothing but a game to ya 
There’s no one else to blame but ya 
Cuz no one’s gonna change for ya
2x

Yeah I got nothing for you and I’m tryna be rude but
you’re making it hard for me so fuck you too

Pipe down lemme talk my ish
I been quiet for a minute let me up my shit
Say they hate me but they’re liking all my pics
Oh you’re proud of me now? Shut the fuck up bitch
Yeah, lights out
Don’t wanna talk I’d rather hide out
And I know you don’t wanna talk now
But you’re talking too much you better pipe down
Got nothing left to say
Hold on lemme take that back
I got a few words for you, where the fuck you at?
You wanna runaway? Tell me what the fuck is that
Go and get away that’s the way you always act
So I can’t stay here no more
I’m tired of getting ignored
Like why do we do this for
I’m getting real fucking bored
I’m way too tired for this
I got no damn for the petty shit 
Like can you just take a hint
I think it’s bout damn time that you call it quits

I got nothing left to say to ya
It’s nothing but a game to ya 
There’s no one else to blame but ya 
Cuz no one’s gonna change for ya
2x

nothing left to say (prod. joshwa)

lyrics:

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

and it feels like nobody loves you and everybody hates you
Is everyone around you tryna change you?
Got no one but yourself, who’s gonna save you?
The person in the mirror really ain’t you
I don’t wanna stay here I don’t wanna go there
It feels like I belong nowhere
You can pretend but I know you don’t care
I tried to play by your rules but it’s not fair
I don’t need you I don’t need them
I just booked a flight I’ll be gone by the weekend
I been tryna get my head straight I’m trippin for no reason
Don’t know what to do I think I’ve fallen off the deep end
Yeah they don’t even care that I’m upset
I’m pissed off, barely getting started I ain’t done yet
I haven’t gone to sleep, I watched the sunrise and sunset
I think I’ll go to sleep soon cuz bitch

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

crashed (prod. joshwa)

produced by guda & JibaoRockin

lyrics: 
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes, eyes

i know you see me
you cant deceive me
you act like it's easy
to throw me away to rot

i know you see me
i know that
just open your eyes
just open up your eyes

you're not blind you're not deaf
i know you see and hear me well
you choose not to hear me
i feel i need to yell
and you say that it's love
but i'm not sure if you mean well
til death do us part
i guess i'll see your ass in hell
i'll see you then
i don't know when
just open your eyes
and you'll see me again
i'm neither foe or a friend
it's only us in the end
wish you could see through my lens
won't you just

open your eyes (just open up)
open your eyes (can you see me?)
open your eyes(just open up)
open your eyes, eyes (can you see me?)

ah

open your eyes

I would fuck up my life for some money and change, for some rings and some chains
for some people to “love” me and scream out my name til it drives me insane
oh to be a somebody with numbers and fame, would it be such a shame
now if that’s what I wanted would I be to blame

go and get it uh
go and get everything you want
go and get everything you ever needed
everything you been conceding

you don’t gotta hide ur greed
you know ur secret is safe with me
you don’t gotta lie to me
rather have money than company

that’s what I tell myself
blame it on someone else
anybody but you cuz it’s racks over mental health

only care bout ur wealth
sick in the head doesn’t matter if you have some bread
just fill up ur pockets with money fuck over ur friends
you said that’s what you wanted you filled up ur wallet and left with a feeling of dread

greed

lyrics:

Rot in your bed with me
Keep me company
Be my symphony
Can you?

You got me stuck on you
You got me stuck on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me tied up
I can't say it or it's up for me
Don't hit my phone up
Your attention's like a drug to me
If it ain't with me then I wish you pain and suffering
I give a fuck
But ima act like you mean nun to me

You don't like to talk it out
But you want communication
Can you make it make sense for me?
I try, but you know that it's killin' me

I want your love and your lust
I want your pain and your trust
I need your scent and your touch
I'm never getting enough of you

You got me stuck on you uh
You got me stuck on you uh

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

I'm just procrastinating

stuckk on you

lyrics:

I feel you drifting away from me
you do it so blatantly
I’m done waiting patiently 
I know you don’t care
(x2)

I know you don’t care for me
you love me so hatefully
can’t hide ur complacency 
ur heart is no place for me

I’m never falling again
you pushed me over the edge
I’m scared to fucking offend
but can’t keep playing pretend with you
can’t forgive and forget the truth

I feel you drifting away from me
you do it so blatantly
I’m done waiting patiently 
I know you don’t care
(x2)

blatant

my personal favorite off the EP

produced by waves

lyrics:

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
won’t let me go

I don’t wanna talk about it
I feel it wrap it’s arms around
Put its hands over my mouth
Feel the need to scream and shout
But when I try it won’t come out

Would anybody hear me?
Would anybody hear me if i tried?
If I’m screaming for my life
When I’m needing for a sign
Can you show me it’s alright?

Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)
Can you show me?
(Can you show?)

It’s been running through my head
All the things I could’ve said
If I did, you wouldn’t listen 
So I’ll save it til I’m dead

(til I’m dead- dead-)

Does it even matter anymore?
Stuck with this feeling in my core
Something that I never felt before
Won’t let me go
(x2)

let me go

short outro

lyrics:

Even if it takes a little while
Learned from my mistakes to make you smile
Doing everything to make you proud

I just want to stand right by your side
Watch our hands slowly intertwine 
Let your life turn into mine
Until we’re one and our souls align

even if it takes awhile

otuka - break

produced by michael harrison

lyrics:

there’s nobody home tonight 
they won’t hear me if I scream
if I put one in my head
they won’t find me til I reach 
rigor mortis

until my hands are stiff and cold
and the lead’s pierced through my bones
this is everything I’ll leave

I hope that you don’t weep 
good thing I’m a coward
I’ll be here for a while
don’t worry about me

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

don't worry about me

raw vocals
guitar by michael harrison

I’m so afraid right now
feel like I’m close to the end somehow
thought I was just getting started
and now I’m stuck in my tracks

I’m scared that it’s all for nothing
I’ll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I’d die for it

and I’d die for it
I’d die for it
would you die for it?

it feels like it’s all coming after me
they got my life on a stopwatch
feels like my own brain is after me
who even needs enemies
when you got urself straight torturing
put myself in a minefield
can’t even win when it’s my field
I’m losing a home game
how am I losing a home game?

home game

https://youtu.be/S4D89Z3DXNU?si=rHdCwNu7vKphLaab cuz not available in my country

otuka - still save a seat for you

drunken fist style

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

blatant

otuka

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