I can see scars in a Jeff hardy edit😭 need this

Unreleased

(grayskies)

Another mistake
I'm walking on dangerous grounds
The shit you do to him when I'm not around
How could I trust you again It happened so many times
I wanna be with you but I want you to
Hold my hand and tell me the truth
It's been a couple of months but I'm still waiting on you
To come back to me

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

The problem wasn't you It was me
I just couldn't forget my past
I remember the day when you overdosed
I was right there next to you
But even though I wanted you with me
Oh I fucked everything up for the second time
I guess I'm too obsessed with you

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

drowning in my blood

sorry for being gone so long im gonna try to be more 
active.

i cant see a way to stop this

moving out the ways an option

i cant seem to brace the nonsense

im not here im barely conscious 

make me feel alive im honest-

ly just terrified of losses 

i cant feel the way i wanted

im just building blue up on it

bleedin out

i cant see for now

its all going down but then u come around

gonna drown feel like im gonna drown

but then you pull me out u pull me out

im not going alone

id rather smash up my phone

the only contact i know

is just sitting at home

if you’re not feeling to go

baby then we just wont go

the real feeling of home

its us together alone

blue (mila moon)

song is by otuka, he just deleted it so i reuploaded it 😈

Lyrics:

(I'm just procrastinating)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

Do you hear me, my dear?
I'm calling for you
I'll give up my fear, and step away from my room
Step away my safe place, my comfort is you
My heart's not in the same place when it comes to you
(When it comes to you)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

darling

otuka - darling

two minutes of meh


1. loose screws 
2. trifecta
3. drunken fist style
4. idk lol but im so real
5. figure you out
6. terrified (scrap)
7. still save a seat for you
8. idk either

you say i'm losing my mind

thx for 200K monthly on spotify!!

I don’t really like to talk unless it’s worth my while
don’t feel right anytime I smile
jaw been locked for a gawdamn while
u changed up the way I change my sound
I’m too RAW, hittin like smackdown
punch-in like Rock (Lee), drunken fist style
in due time they’ll give me flowers

better put some respect on me
try to catch up, u gon need a whole damn team
the way I drop now I don’t even let them breathe
not a single mf who could play in my league

thought I told you tell me your regrets
the greed you hold inside ur chest
don’t self destruct I’m not against you
I’m tryna get inside ur head

it don’t even make sense to me
they don’t even wanna talk to me
won’t even acknowledge me
(no they won’t, no they won’t now)

I’ve been fighting tooth and nail
til my skin is running pale
til I’m on my last inhale
til I got nothing left to share

drunken fist style

didn’t wanna crack that 3:00 mark but had a bit too many snippets to work with this time around so I’ll prolly post another one soon

1. scars
2. honest
3. bite the curb
4. could never be me
5. psyche
6. father

dog food

look! i’m having fun - riovaz

riovaz- across the universe (cover)

throwaway

I’ve turned through every page in the book
still don’t know if I shouldn’t or I should
cuz you taste so bittersweet 
it’s like it shouldn’t have been me
but I can’t lie to you, it feels so good

feel like I should’ve known better
is this everything I wanted?
cuz I got it but I wish that i could-

take a u-turn, let it crumble
watch it burn down into rubble 
hoping that you go and find another one of me 

bitch I wish you would
but you prolly could
(oh why?)

wish u would

https://open.spotify.com/track/7eSXQBktrNjw4qeAyydsEg?si=248a1bb2b8914afb

Riovaz - Chippy the dog

https://open.spotify.com/track/5xQTm271ULaLykPDnAflj6?si=c00aa5fd505c4620

Riovaz - you've made my world

https://open.spotify.com/track/13Bx1Kp2sGRZPInOHVjUhp?si=d14373b9ed924ef9

Card Dealer

Riovaz, Nimstarr - Card Dealer (Unreleased)

last 2 minutes of anything & everything installment of the year. thanks for the big 10K followers on here, this platform is where i started, and i plan to continue doing these little one off uploads for my fellow soundcloud users. love u always and keep holding on cuz we're almost there

1. polished
2. dilemma
3. journal (worm)
4. chrome
5. trunk
6. euphoria (this should've been on one of these a long time ago)
7. probably a jo song
8. parasite (a worm outtake)

hold on, we're almost there.

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

eyelids (reupload)

fools day. warm up
all plats now

produced by narxi 

lyrics:

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

tell me when it all blows over
this rooms filled with paranoia
I admit I shoulda told ya
that I’m not ur strongest solider

and I never been, I know
I’m just frail flesh and bone
I hate the way you’ve changed ur tone

the devils in the room tonight 
the devils in the room tonight

you’re getting the best of me
I’ll take all the time I need
go and keep yourself alive for me
live your life then die for me

the devils in my room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
pray my wrongs could all be right
that all my work would just suffice
extinguish hope and all the lights
the tables set for you and I 
I care bout your joy more than mine
if I walk out, am I justified?  

am I justified?
cuz the devils in the room tonight
hoping that I take the bite
oh
cuz the devils in the room tonight
the tables set for you and I

dog food

otuka

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