My crush said Otuka is his favorite artist rn, so now its mine. I wanna send him this song...

ts made my goon sesh end early from how peak it is

like inspo or shi for my ahh music

changing places, with different faces

you think you're better off alone?
lets see u make it.

stand there, losing breath
I know that I'm a mess

I'm surprised you'd even check.
last time you left me for dead.

bet you feel better now, that its over
cut me right off, there's no need for closure
no need to worry, I'll keep composure
I know you're watching over.

*jades spotlight*

love how you stop and stare
when there's nobody there

how can you just be so honest
you could of had what you wanted

but you don't even care
its all in what you wear

hope we make it way past august
cant take one more broken promise.

over (feat. jades) (michaelwarren)

and we're back

lyrics:

I got nothing left to say to ya
It’s nothing but a game to ya 
There’s no one else to blame but ya 
Cuz no one’s gonna change for ya
2x

Yeah I got nothing for you and I’m tryna be rude but
you’re making it hard for me so fuck you too

Pipe down lemme talk my ish
I been quiet for a minute let me up my shit
Say they hate me but they’re liking all my pics
Oh you’re proud of me now? Shut the fuck up bitch
Yeah, lights out
Don’t wanna talk I’d rather hide out
And I know you don’t wanna talk now
But you’re talking too much you better pipe down
Got nothing left to say
Hold on lemme take that back
I got a few words for you, where the fuck you at?
You wanna runaway? Tell me what the fuck is that
Go and get away that’s the way you always act
So I can’t stay here no more
I’m tired of getting ignored
Like why do we do this for
I’m getting real fucking bored
I’m way too tired for this
I got no damn for the petty shit 
Like can you just take a hint
I think it’s bout damn time that you call it quits

I got nothing left to say to ya
It’s nothing but a game to ya 
There’s no one else to blame but ya 
Cuz no one’s gonna change for ya
2x

nothing left to say (prod. joshwa)

never enough

lyrics:

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

and it feels like nobody loves you and everybody hates you
Is everyone around you tryna change you?
Got no one but yourself, who’s gonna save you?
The person in the mirror really ain’t you
I don’t wanna stay here I don’t wanna go there
It feels like I belong nowhere
You can pretend but I know you don’t care
I tried to play by your rules but it’s not fair
I don’t need you I don’t need them
I just booked a flight I’ll be gone by the weekend
I been tryna get my head straight I’m trippin for no reason
Don’t know what to do I think I’ve fallen off the deep end
Yeah they don’t even care that I’m upset
I’m pissed off, barely getting started I ain’t done yet
I haven’t gone to sleep, I watched the sunrise and sunset
I think I’ll go to sleep soon cuz bitch

I’m tired of waiting, losing my patience
tired of the same old communication
we just go back and forth with the same shit
you can save your breath for a new conversation 
can you take a hint like I don’t wanna talk no more
I’ve been stressed out enough tryna hold my own
Think I’ll crash right here on the stone cold floor
cuz this place ain’t for me, no it’s not my home
2x

crashed (prod. joshwa)

lyrics:

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

tryna open the doors, can’t find an escape
maybe it’s karma or maybe it’s fate
start to think I’m the problem and I shoulda changed
i wanted things and I got them but I’m still the same
I wanted to be someone you could depend on
Someone to be there when you need a hand or something else
A shoulder to cry on when you’re not well
I wanted to be that, can you believe that?
After everything I’ve done
But I could never be that, am I dumb?
I been shooting for the moon,stars,and the sun

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

potent

Nightmare (feat. Jades)

I would fuck up my life for some money and change, for some rings and some chains
for some people to “love” me and scream out my name til it drives me insane
oh to be a somebody with numbers and fame, would it be such a shame
now if that’s what I wanted would I be to blame

go and get it uh
go and get everything you want
go and get everything you ever needed
everything you been conceding

you don’t gotta hide ur greed
you know ur secret is safe with me
you don’t gotta lie to me
rather have money than company

that’s what I tell myself
blame it on someone else
anybody but you cuz it’s racks over mental health

only care bout ur wealth
sick in the head doesn’t matter if you have some bread
just fill up ur pockets with money fuck over ur friends
you said that’s what you wanted you filled up ur wallet and left with a feeling of dread

greed

lyrics:

Rot in your bed with me
Keep me company
Be my symphony
Can you?

You got me stuck on you
You got me stuck on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me tied up
I can't say it or it's up for me
Don't hit my phone up
Your attention's like a drug to me
If it ain't with me then I wish you pain and suffering
I give a fuck
But ima act like you mean nun to me

You don't like to talk it out
But you want communication
Can you make it make sense for me?
I try, but you know that it's killin' me

I want your love and your lust
I want your pain and your trust
I need your scent and your touch
I'm never getting enough of you

You got me stuck on you uh
You got me stuck on you uh

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

You got me stuck on you
On you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you
On you, on you, on you, on you

I'm just procrastinating

stuckk on you

song is by otuka, he just deleted it so i reuploaded it 😈

Lyrics:

(I'm just procrastinating)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

Do you hear me, my dear?
I'm calling for you
I'll give up my fear, and step away from my room
Step away my safe place, my comfort is you
My heart's not in the same place when it comes to you
(When it comes to you)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

darling

otuka - darling

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

I still save a seat for you
it’s just out of habit
I can’t remembered what happened

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

there’s this void inside my chest
inside my head, I can’t fill it
don’t know the last thing I said,
the last thing we did
why couldn’t I cry that day?
no tears streaming down my face

I wish I could say goodbye- bye- bye 
would I feel the same?
or would I get peace of mind? - mind - mind
wish we could go back frame by frame
take it all away
one more time

but we don’t get what we ask for

why am I breaking down
I’m feeling it now
there’s no use in hiding when no one's around
I’ll figure it out
I won’t make a sound
I’ll keep it to myself like it’s all I’m allowed
I still save a seat for you
Only if I knew 
We’d be stuck like glue
Til the end

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

still save a seat for you

thx for 200K monthly on spotify!!

I don’t really like to talk unless it’s worth my while
don’t feel right anytime I smile
jaw been locked for a gawdamn while
u changed up the way I change my sound
I’m too RAW, hittin like smackdown
punch-in like Rock (Lee), drunken fist style
in due time they’ll give me flowers

better put some respect on me
try to catch up, u gon need a whole damn team
the way I drop now I don’t even let them breathe
not a single mf who could play in my league

thought I told you tell me your regrets
the greed you hold inside ur chest
don’t self destruct I’m not against you
I’m tryna get inside ur head

it don’t even make sense to me
they don’t even wanna talk to me
won’t even acknowledge me
(no they won’t, no they won’t now)

I’ve been fighting tooth and nail
til my skin is running pale
til I’m on my last inhale
til I got nothing left to share

drunken fist style

disguise prod bunii

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

stuckk on you

otuka

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