beamer boy

soy punks w/ TzarBombah

I hatemyswof

Gloomer - Wasted

Its been years since I saw the sun
Alone in my room and I wanna run
Run to nowhere, all day I just wait
Maybe its my fault for feeding my hate

Its been years since I sealed my fate
Alone on my screen and I wanna hate
Hate everyone and hate everything
I cant let go of it, ill just keep at nothing 

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Its been years since I felt okay
Alone in my room and I wait all day
Wait for nothing and wait to age
I doubt there'll ever be better days

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Seething all dayy
Ooooo Feeding my hate
Ooooo Cluctching my rage

Ooooo Im a rat in a cage
Ooooo Alone with my rage
Ooooo I dont wanna be happy
I just wanna be free

Hatefuel

Lyrics:

I'll eat out all your brains
and make you feel my pain
your blood that I will drain
I'll make you feel insane
please do not complain
just make this all humane
I know that you will strain
you'll never be the same

I'll rot out all your teeth
make you feel beneath
and there's nothing you can do
I'll make you feel so screwed

Cause I'm a parasite
I'll make you hate your life
I wanna watch you die
Collapse, lie down, and writhe

Parasite

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

every day fucking sucks,
I'm a fucking dumbass,
can't even leave my room,
there's nothing outside.

I'm sick of all,
rotting inside, 
my brain is numb,
I'm demoralized.

demoralized (1-7)

I miss the way you held me
I miss the way you said my name
But then you left me
My life will never be the same

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you 

Fuck you

Your absence slowly kills me
My absence brings you zero pain
(You promised, you promised)
Promised you wouldn’t leave me
Now I feel fucking insane

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you

Fuck you

FUCK YOU

You Make Me Feel So Bad

i wanna believe
all the years of indoctrination
i wanna be
a normie with a vaccination
on my knees before the name of Science

i wanna see
equality and emasculation
i'll feel guilty
for being born a caucasian

tell me dreams to the CIA
cause all the normal people are turning gay
i don't want them to think im dangerous
so i'll buy the things and i won't have kids
and i'll masturbate and i'll stay inside
and i'll watch tv til my suicide
and i'll video game and i'll never pray
and i'll smoke the evil thoughts away
and i'll hate dissent and i'll stay in line
and i'll be complicit in my genocide
and i'll mutilate my dignity
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch

last branch

showing the world who I am through the music I make

soy punks w/ TzarBombah

Owen Adamcik