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Tired of You

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Sitting in my room
There's nothing that I can do
Wasting away
So far away
From the good days

I'm always feeling like

Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
Nothing goes right
And I hate my life
Everything's wrong
I felt this way for so long
There used to be brighter days

Save me
I'm drowning
Arms reaching up but you still are doubting
Save me
From myself
I'm alone
And I've gone through hell

Everything's Wrong

There is No Hope Now

sorry for not uploading </3

i dont see
how i was the fastest seed in the race
cuz now im so slow
and i cant outrun the pain

and all those fucking years
of being told that i was gifted
they've made me so indifferent
to any task that comes near

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a dick

all my bad qualities
anxieties, insecurities
culiminate into a really shitty tasting soup

and all those fucking years
that i wasted online
of all the possible universes
i know im living in the worst timeline

and i think
that it's probably improbable that in 
any other timeline im not still a piece of shit


im living in the worst timeline

The Worst Timeline

its kinda fucking messed up
that im forced
into getting a job
and then to work

for the rest of my life
and then i retire
when ive already been used up

i dont want to fucking work
i just want to stay in my own bedroom

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

i really dont want to
stay in school
cuz i cant concentrate on who 
is even teaching the bullshit they're feeding me
to make me a tool

and i'd rather not be a robot
typing stuff onto a little box
coz thats exactly what i already am
and im fucking dumb to make that my career plan

i dont want to fucking work
but i want some fucking cash in my hand

i really need some pay
but i dont wanna slave
away until im dead
just for a minimum wage
and i dont wanna learn
to become another
cog which just slowly turns

WORKSHY

soy punks w/ TzarBombah

I was lucky enough to download most if not all of Cowboy's music before he deleted his Soundcloud. Here I reupload them all for all those who loved his music just as much as I did. I hope that everything gets better, bro. Lizard boy Kyle sends you love. <3

13th Century Cowboy - Rockstar (feat. Brynn </3)

trash

lyrics:

(h4rtbrkr)
im feeling right tonight
i wanna see your face tonight

but you never ever cared
but you never ever cared

i see you with that guy
i hit my head and i want you girl

but you never ever cared
but you never never cared

(dethtech)
alone in my room
still hung up on you
im lost in my head
in everything i shouldve said

im just a ghost in your love story
all i want is for you to adore me
In the end theirs no surprise 
im too old for all the lies

six feet underground 
can you look at me now
already forgot my face
i'll never forget yours

lovestory ft dethtech

junk

negative xp cover


working on a new album btw :) so stay tuned .......

battle city

edgelord

i dont wanna see you at my door
I dont wanna see you anymore
i want to go somewhere far, far away

i dont wanna see your ugly face
or even roast your flesh on a fireplace
i just want to leave, leave this awful place

you think that your funny
because you don’t love me
well i’m one to know a blessing in disguise

i think that its lovely
that you say you love me
i’d rather die, then believe that lie
so go to hell, i’ll see you there goodbye

i dont wanna breathe, i dont wanna see
another love story embarass me
but its all for you,
i thought you knew
but im just rubber
on your leather shoe
you dont know what your doing
biting more then what you’re chewing
if you leave me then i blew it
thats right i already knew it
when you first walked in
i must have forgotten
that everyone is rotten
cause i got up and i got it quick
yeah

you think that you’re funny
you push and you shove me
but when i walk away you cry
i think its funny
you think you’re above me
and i really don’t get why

i dont wanna see you even try
you can’t hide, when your cars outside
just send another pizza to my house

when i had no where to go, and no where to run
you knock on the door, with a mask and a gun 
and say die or come with me and be my spouse

Reverse Cowboy

A Punk Song

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

Remains
Im tired of life
Im tired of my wife
I know your lies
I have a suprise

You’re cheating on your love
Is he what you think of
I want him dead
Im going to blow his head

Oh I know baby what your doing to me
Do you think I’m blind to not see 
Im tired of you and your stupid you
Breaking your skulls will bring me so much joy

My dear, my heart
Im gonna take you apart
I walk into your room
I’ll take you both to your doom

I grab my gun
I thought I was your one
I blow his face
He wanted to see the grace

I blow out your it brains
I chop up your remains
That’s what you get
For making me upset

I bury your corpse
Im sorry it took this course
The next day
I’ll leave this fucking place

Remains

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

i think i have pneumonia(x2)
I won't know till it's over 
but i think i have pnemounia

I think i have pneumonia (x2)
hit the nicotine like oh yeah
so i think i have pneumonia

I think I have pneumonia (x2)
I won't go to a doctor
but i think I have pneumonia

I think I have pneumonia (x2)
It was nice to know ya
but i think i have pneumonia

id rather die than quit
whole life has fell to shit
I smoke i vape i hit i dip
i've become a real addict

it makes me feel so strong
I hit it all day long
Fuck weed don't pass me a bong
Don't tell me that i'm wrong

don't care what happens to me
I'm happy leave me be
Don't tell me what to do
I do what i want fuck you

AHHHHH
I DONT GIVE A FUCK
iLL NEVER SEE A DOCTOR
SMOKE A LOTTA CIGS
DRINK A LOTTA MONSTERRRRRRR
AND I DRINK A LOT OF RED BULL

THINK I HAVE PNEUMONIA 
END UP IN A COMAAAAA
I NEED TO RELAX
HIT THE NICOTINE 
TIL MY LUNGS COLLAPSE (x2)

DOn't give a fuck what you thiiiink
i'm COUGHING UP BLOOD IN THE SINK
CHEST HURTS THINK I"M GONNA DIIIIIIE
HIT THE NICOTINE ONE LAST TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME

PNEUMONIA (HARD CHRIST x QNASTY!!!!!!!!)

VERSE 1
i believe
in the monsters which lay beneath
my bed, i cradle sheets
all the time

i believe
reptiles run society
i make money from fallen teeth
all the time

and i believe
the moon is made of cheese
that i'm a celebrity
in due time

but i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention

CHORUS
please shut your mouth
you've never said a word
that someone's really heard

yeah, shut your mouth
everyone around
just wants you to pipe down

VERSE 2
you think that it's all okay
to say the things that are on your brain
well i think not

i dont care about your day
yet every day you need to explain
how it was

and i believe
the moon is made of cheese
that i'm a celebrity
in due time

but i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention
so shut your mouth

BRIDGE
i know it must seem
like im being really mean
but trust me when i say
i'm doing this for you

so that maybe
one day we'll finally 
agree on what you say
i'm doing this for you

cuz i dont believe
that i've ever seen you say a single sentence
that's worthy of my attention

CHORUS
please shut your mouth
you've never said a word
that someone's really heard

yeah, shut your mouth
everyone around
just wants you to pipe down

so shut your mouth

shut ur mouth (pls)

showing the world who I am through the music I make

soy punks w/ TzarBombah

Owen Adamcik