itll be better soon

say my feelings 
and im always reading wrong
wish i could do it over
wish i could be sober 
from all this pain 
im sorry
wish i couldve been better
hope u never see me
hope ur problems fade 
was it all a waste?
hope u care 
want u safe when u leave

blade to my skin i know its all my fault
i thought i wrote my wrongs 
(the way they do us wrong)
wanted whats best
wish u never left
sharp pain in my chest 
dealing with all the rest 
(hate u lost my respect)
(deserve pain more than just death)
(ur so disgusting)
(what more from me?)
it hurts so bad im going down
sitting all alone wishing u were around 

say my feelings 
and im always reading wrong
wish i could do it over
wish i could be sober 
from all this pain
im sorry
wish i couldve been better
hope u never see me
hope ur problems fade 
was it all a waste?
hope u care 
want u safe when u leave

dou le shay

You’re a Waste Prod over

prod. rosa
jjayk33 on insta
day early drop

lyrics:
P-p-pen up in my pocket got a switchblade
Why he tryna diss, bro he bitch made
I-I-I've been selling drugs since the 6th grade
I was just a kid tryna get pa-

P-p-pen up in my pocket got a switchblade
Why he tryna diss, bro he bitch made
I-I-I've been selling drugs since the 6th grade
I was just a kid tryna get paid
Getting paid for my crimes bitch
Hoes fuck with me cuz I'm the nicest
Pull up on your block just despite it
My slut really bad she a dime -
Bitch wanna fuck cuz she know I got swag now
Ion fuck with you, you tryna drag down
Windows got a tint yeah they blacked out
Took too many shots I'm bout to black out
Don't gotta say it, know I fucked up
Really loved you, guess it's fuck us
Ain't even tryna hit but you trust lust
Feeling like I'm Nett told her shut up
P-p-pen up in my pocket got a switchblade
Why he tryna diss, bro he bitch made
I-I-I've been selling drugs since the 6th grade
I was just a kid tryna get paid

bitchmadee

wuu/zai tracks that have been deleted credits - @zaioni

Wuu - Burn On Me

sudoku @penelopedeclare

LYRICS:
i’m just tryna get higher again
i’m just tryna get higher again
tell me baby would you be my friend
slitting on my wrist bout a play pretend
i’m just tryna get higher again

i’m just tryna get higher again (x4)

i could still get high but i descend
i could still stick by treat me decent
i could never lie but you’re sneaking
talking bout my life don’t have a reason
you could be the one that i’m pleasing
you can’t show me love cuz you’re freezing 
i don’t know why i wanna repeat this
cutting on my wrist like a seamstress

i just wanna get higher again (x4)

pink berries roses and a baby blue
it was meant for you in a life for two 
baby would you love me like some new shoes
know i love you what else do i gotta prove 
say that you ain’t sneakin but i got proof 
say you’re using me i ain’t using you
hate the way i keep letting you be cruel
but at least to you i could be useful

by the shining shore pink seashells
i’m tryna get high so i can be well
rosewood on the floor gilded church bells 
you never wanted me and i couldn’t tell
i could fall for you and i’m crestfell
but i guess it can’t work out well oh well
it wasn't meant to work out well oh well

HIGH AGAIN prod. deegs

fevermode

prod @4luc

lyrics: 

I got all my bruddas you ain't got nobody~
I'm fuckin on yo bitch cuz she ain't got no bodies~
She gave me her number talkin bout sum call me~
I put all my cards on the table told that bitch I'm all in~
Baby i just want yo mind i dont want yo body~
Shawty bae hit me up cuz she knew i was ballin~
I been feelin silly fucked around and caught a homi~
Bitch you aint got no streams you aint even falling~

Uh wait damn, I might fuck around and chief the shit
You can't even be a man if you beat the bitch
Who been talkin bout me Lemme meet the bitch
I been smoking stank everyday I'm reeking bitch

*breakdown*

I got all my bruddas you ain't got nobody~
I'm fuckin on yo bitch cuz she ain't got no bodies~
She gave me her number talkin bout sum call me~
I put all my cards on the table told that bitch I'm all in~
Baby i just want yo mind i dont want yo body~
Shawty bae hit me up cuz she knew i was ballin~
I been feelin silly fucked around and caught a homi~
Bitch you aint got no streams you aint even falling~

sudoku @penelopedeclare

springtimesuicide