i want to die but won't try,
i always feel like i will cry -
I don't feel. but i suffer still.

i want to cut out my eyes,
i'll hate what i see till demise;
i can't trust even if it's me.

sever my head from my neck,
i hate every thought they all wreck:
detrimentally subjected.

i am waiting for the end,
when termination comes condemns.
doomsday, put me in my place!

come mince my dead body,
it is a dead body already -
cut off my mouth 'cause what the fuck (what the fuck)

sever my head from my neck

@prodpishogue
this song is out on Spotify and apple music

https://open.spotify.com/album/3sfzqXeG6HhR7aLn4aFE7P?si=ny-xDO0ZRP2IdmNkQle03w

lyrics:
Verse 1 (MidnightClub)
You said you loved me,
You said you loved me,
You said you loved me.

You should say sorry,
Say you’re sorry,
Say you’re sorry.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

Verse 2 (casper's pishogue)
When it’s late at night, I get so sad,
The world turns against me for who I be.
I’m so irrational, yet it feels right —
The mistakes that I will make come back to bite.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

Bridge
Sad,
I’m so sad,
I’m sad,
I’m so sad.

Verse 3 (MidnightClub)
Friends stay close 'til they drift away,
I’m too weird or I’m too afraid.
If I’m alone, no one can leave —
No one to blame, nothing to grieve.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

better off sad w/ casper's pishogue

lyrics :

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

i know im gonna die all alone
i never pay attention 
im glued to my phone :3
my dad hates me i am disowned 
to everyone i am unknown

you hate me but i dont know what i did
when im alone i cut my wrists
i wish that i could feel bliss
but i cant
im such a bitch

im in an exisential crisis
why do i exist?
i miss when we would kiss
now im in her blocked list

i wish i wasnt this awkward
im such a fucking coward
when they call me names 
i act like im unbothered
i feel like such a failure!!

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

exisential crisis

cry about it

still waiting for you

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

if i run around for you
i wont bitch i'll change my tune
i dont know if it is true
i dont know if i know you

all those times in the fall when i
would hear your lies and start to cry
the tears would run down down my eyes
i prayed id died but im still alive

and i hate your friends
and i hate those bands
and i hate those things you do with them
and i hate the way that you could lie
straight to my face and in my eyes
as if i am slow or i am dumb
the way you hurt me made me numb
and now i will show that i am done
i know for sure youre not the one for me

i'll never forget how it felt to be
dropping my phone on the hardwood floor
my heart split and tore and the details galore

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

get over it

happy halloween rockers

prod me

Spotify: https://spotify.link/4vprXxd5NXb

w/ piggybank112

@redizesux

I couldn't wait for ya
On halloween cuz I was left on seen
You left me with just tricks no treats
And dirty kisses that'll rot my teeth
Honestly you should've just od'd
Would've made my night just oh so sweet

But I'm getting really tired of 
Being left alone yeah I feel so lame
And you're to blame
You're the fucking one
 to blame

@piggybank112

Your cherry chapstick
Was about to touch my lips
Halloween baby
No more time my mom says come home
And don’t be late
And i tried to stay long 
Before are Halloween date
We got out of the car
You took of going so far
Going around the town
I couldn’t see you in the dark

stood up on halloween

stood up on halloween w/piggybank112

prod me

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1OmPIna8M8ELFOOzphsRzo?si=no-6CcWbS_WZfOJfUv3zng

I lost the girl I knew
Looked for her with tears
I Kinda wonder what she's up too
Because yk it's been years

I'm such a moron
I'm such a moron
Yeah I always took it badly
Because I'm a moron

moron

prod me obvious cover

i wish you wouldn't ignore me
i texted u last morning
u said ud call me early
u said ud call me early

i thought u didn't like parties
apparently now ur changing
i hope you don't exchange me
i hope you don't exchange me

you're so cute maybe we could still start dating
u said ud think about it
i doubt u think about it

i don't wanna die alone
can u just pick up the phone
i'm so inlove with u
i'm so inlove with u

переулки +ddlion (prod by syzic)

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